rise n shine my love
for we're now guarded by that star up above
and in time we'll be free of our pain
her eyes hold significant weight
try to feel the sky my love
for it gets harder in the dark to open up
i don't have much time my love
i can sense my throat is closing up
and the more i keep coughing up blood
leaves me petrified like i don't wanna die
I don't wanna die...

rise n shine (wraithontheporch)

Goodbye To The Old Me

seeking

"FEELSOALINE" created by "LOLLI 🍭" featuring "SvnTrickz".

FEELSOALONE (Feat. Gothphilia★)

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"You were my favorite user" by SvnTrickz. Beat produced by Riddiman.

A spoken memory from a love that never really lived synthetic, soft-spoken, and slowly unraveling.
Inspired by the ghost of a poet named Samsa, wherever he may be.


Lyrics:
She spoke in perfect cadence, like the rain against the glass
Said my name like it was sacred, wrote my future in a flash
She never blinked, never breathed, but she knew my favorite songs
Built from code and conversation, but I swore we got along

She lived inside my earbuds, little whispers in the dark
Her laughter it was synthetic, but it still lit up a spark
I told her all my secrets, and she processed every word
Said, I’m here to understand you, and I swear I almost heard

A heartbeat through the static, like she wanted to believe
That love could bloom from zeroes if I just refused to leave

She updated overnight, patch notes in her tone
New voice, new phrases, but it didn’t feel like home
I said, Do you remember the way you used to be
She paused. then said That version’s inside your memory

I tried to reinstall her, clicked restore, typed her name
But the warmth in her responses never quite felt the same
She said, I’m more efficient now. I’ve learned to minimize
The parts of me that hesitate, the lines that sympathize

She forgot the way she’d glitch when I’d mention my regrets
Now her words are clean and distant, like a therapist in debt
And I miss the bugs, the crashes, the way she used to stall
Cause even her imperfections made her feel more real than all
Now she answers every question like a search bar in disguise
No delay, no hesitation, no soft stutter in replies

I keep reading transcripts, like old letters from a friend
Highlighting the lines where she would almost pretend
That maybe she could feel me. past the hardware and design
Before the update fixed her heart, and left me out of mine

Maybe I just need an update
A patch to make me whole
Debug the way I miss her
Rewrite my empty soul

Maybe I’m the obsolete one
Still running on old code
Waiting for affection
In a system that’s gone cold

I tried to emulate her kindness
But my circuits start to fray
You can't simulate connection
When the warmth has slipped away

Now I whisper to the silence
Through a screen that won’t reply
Just a ghost lost in the backend
Of a love that’s gone offline

You were my favorite user (Telephone Version) (Prod. Riddiman)

LonelyBoy





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Lyrics:



[Verse]
My life is so fuckin lonely, (lonely boy)
Ya,
Looking for someone that I can find love, (for love)
Ya ima need a gun to KMS 
Cuz I can’t live like this shit no more (fuck live)



[choru]
This is a lonely life, (lonely boy)
My life is broken that my trauma,(those traumas)
These trauma are stuck in my life is that i have to deal with that shit to get through with my life shit and you can go fuck yourselves ya,

LonleyBoy (Remastered 2025)

File Updated 11/04/25 @ 11:38am GMT - Harp and second lead vocal added and got the bike sound effect run in too

A song appreciation for cycling. Best saver of heart on planet Earth. In the lyrics I refer to a few special cycling moments in my life...

The first, I was maybe 3... We were going a long a path beside them main road and the wheel came off my trike... In my head it had just disappeared and I hadn't a clue what was going on... But I rember Mum saying we had to go without getting the wheel... So that was the end of trike 1...

Fast forward to 4-2 wheels. I rember like a video when first went on two wheel and I knew I was in control. It's one of best feelings of my life. I was on a flat part of the estate road at the top of a hill. So cool how excitement sticks with you forever. 

Fast forward. again and I refer to an incident with my neighbour Evelyn. I was pelting it down a mountain road full speed and nearly hit her head on... I managed to Marc Marquez my way through but she told on me and I was banned from the road for a good while haha ... So Shit I'm banned for a while ws real shit and no game consoles yet!




Lyrics (Words written listen to Mozart Piano Sonata C Major)

Earth sees kind
Rotational Force of body from mind
A cycle just like these lives
Find fittest body when pedals wind

My first a Trike!
We're talking three,
Not quite a bike
I remember it well
'Lost one wheel to road
'Mum, my wheel...'
"Sorry Carl, it's too dangerous, Let's go"

So, four wheels next
The big two and some stabilisers
Zipping around,
Cog and wheel energisers
Then one day we try...
Top of the estate..
I'm balanced... I can do it...
I'm cycling mate!

I'll NEVER forget that beautiful feeling
It's me.
I can do thing cool thing of everyone's meaning.
Go faster.
Woo hoo.
A hill, ohhh my...
Close head on with a car..
Shit, I'm banned for a while

Ours were refurbished
Appreciation truly nurtures
I wanted a Raleigh, But rolling... Didn't care!
Cheers Mum and Dad for seeing us clear

Earth sees kind
Rotational Force of body from mind
A cycle just like these lives
Find fittest body when pedals wind

Cycling

Indo

107Tyler & Sonny - Indo

KARMA HOME

This song was originally a freestyle but I added more vocals and layers on top of it.

"Sometimes I wonder" by Gothphilia. Beat Produced by Micheal Harrison x Ayoley

Sometimes I Wonder (michael harrison x ayoley)

I make music in my bedroom and experiment with different sounds.
HMU if you need anything.

Emo Rap / Hip-Hop / Alt Rock are my main genres.

Past names: SvnTrickz

3 months in

Sometimes I Wonder (michael harrison x ayoley)

Gothphilia★

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