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these days

songs with vocals from eric godlow

cover photo by r4h

GODFLOW

Flashlight 2

Slay

lyrics:

I forgot the way about 10 miles ago
Ive heard to use the stars to help and walk me home
But Its hard to see anything aside from the moon
She said Its never been the same since the town lost u
The storm hit hard way harder than most
U shouldve been inside when it got that close
I pass thru the rubble heaps and I call to a ghost
Fear can get the best of us but pride will take a soul
I fly thru the sky for 10 seconds at most
And I thought to use the gust to try and drop me home
And I tried to use the wind but found the telephone posts
I felt The clips pops thru me out the back of my throat

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

The clouds look fake again
But what’s wrong with u
Its still poison that drips down
That’s what they’re telling you
So what ur telling me
Is that its you vs everyone else
I think u think too much
I know I do it too
And it forced my to change shells
And I wish we didn’t have these fucking arguments
But we dont talk to anyone else
She said I know
What u dont
She said I could tell u
But u should know its brutal
Well fuck it then I dont need anymore trouble than I got
A quarter way is a long way when ur looking back at the drop
There’s nothing better than a friday except a Friday u forgot
Even when its just my place I feel a strong urge to get crossed
The night had always looked beautiful but this time its just so strong
Even after the worst of it im still happier than I thought

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

the stars came crashing down
as i wait for you in this dirt road town and i
cannot make this up if i wanted to
i’m just lashing out at life
i can’t let go
it’s a lil bit harder now
you taste like him
i’m a lil on fire now

light speed into the fray ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV
prod. / feat. eric godlow

eric lyrics:

dont talk to me x2278

when you see me in the street
dont talk to me no
when you see me rollin round 3D
shit dont mean a thing tho
play me like nintendo
i dont ride no benzo
modest life i got a modest car
i got a modest bitch and we friends tho

i just wanna love you like i love me
that dont come free
i habitate a planet and i call that shit my country
im livin like im hungry
lovin like im ugly
i dont need no money
brr brr
call me

like woah
i need a bitch that make me go woah
i need some shit that make me go slow
i need some grit no cotton eyed joe
bitch im cold
cold cold 
pa pa pa
shit im unloadin on opps
spit all my flows that i got
quit all your bitching i cannot hear you from the top
im on a rock-
yea
im on a rocket 
shit aint gon stop it
i just want love that feels common
that means im willing to promise
honestly
i cannot see you beyond these streets
im on a mission i cant bomb discreet

swaine lyrics:

dont talk to me! 
dont
u dont fuck w me 
its all i can see 
its so obvi ovi like washington 
i just want ur body like robberies
so far its chill but its on a whim
and u change ur mind like the weather be

or my clothes clothes
baby dont u know know?
im the man round here
so tell em boys they gotta go, go
dont shake hands w pussies
im w legends like a chauffeur
ur whole life like whoopsie
caught u slippin so u nose dove

this girl want some shit from me 
and this girl want my area code
i dont need no sympathy 
im blissful when im sittin alone

!rtv feat. eric godlow (prod. eric godlow)

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5gQDpiuzheCvE72o4UBy9Z?si=Y9XEwT9aR_GUIJHgrzswIw


lyrics

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

@0arid 
i always look away but i cant seem to get u off my mind
i swear i do this all the time
im always following this lie
i only see u by my side
theres no more feelings left to hide
u know i brush it off my shoulder
cuz im alright

yea i dont know where i should go cuz
u never leave my sight
or stay all night
or put up a fight
u know i know
that you'll be mine

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

mine + arid

(chorus:)
i aint tryna listen baby
im just tryna dance
come and take my hand
instead of being pissed off maybe
go n get some bands
go n get some bands
why you always hating on me
crampin up my swagger
i’mma keep on winnin
you just keep on gettin madder

(verse:)
i’m just having fun
why you gotta take your anger out on me
tonight
theres so much else you could do instead of have this fight
how you mad at me
all i do is sing in my mic
what got you tight?

(bridge:)
haters gonna hate i guess
it dont matter if you stay your best for them
i dont care no more if they impressed
i dont
i dont

(chorus:)
i aint tryna listen baby
im just tryna dance
come and take my hand
instead of being pissed off maybe
go n get some bands
go n get some bands
why you always hating on me
crampin up my swagger
i’mma keep on winnin
you just keep on gettin madder

shteppi - i’m just tryna dance. (prod. fiddy)

on spotify now https://open.spotify.com/track/4JHFcIRtY1XFqrfG0CgWO9?si=f9ab313c4ccf4bd3











@yinons made cover art

not how it goes (robin cause)

producer: @saiwai
background vocals: me & @riensu 
mixing: me & @yinons

lyrics:
u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

dont wanna scare ya ur my answer
i really like ya i want ya
i do
i got you right here feelings so clear
ill never leave dear i got u 
i do  
cmon lets talk about it
we can find our way around it 
i know ur not right here
but youll never have to doubt it
so hold me closer like your supposed to
i gotta have ya i need u 
i do

u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

i do

i do (sai)

goddayum bruh.wav zxtr & m4rth

i do but its remixed (rans0m)

UGLYTOTHEBONE$ (Prod.DAVIDARCADE)

Spotify 

Faster feat. Xain Morrow (sped up)

Faster feat. Xain Morrow

Faster feat. Xain Morrow (slowed down)

sewerxsorrow // the album , soon . <3

lyrics:



How the fuck did I make it to this suit and tie
I dont know
I am on drugs right now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

Baby just look at me like really look
Cause Im trying to hide deep down
Im so afraid of myself
Fuck
Baby I see the seems of ur book
And the pages are running out
But u sick of slowing down
I just tumped this blunt the ash just hit my ferri belt
I just came thru this door and now they tryna throw me out
I just seen this tab on top my pinky now its in my mouth
U know that Life could be so normal but she’s sick of slowing down
You know that every time I miss u I think of why u not around 
Oh U just dropped a bomb my shadows painted on the ground
u know if u died tomorrow where would u want to be found
Cause Time is running out for me and thats where im going now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

on drugs rn (sorrowbringer x soprettyanxiety)

lyrics:

Time had stopped
And I could see
I was that which
Ended we

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks to my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

u know I might be on drugs but my brain works and I got a big heart
but Is it big enough to be washed of this whole thing and sent forth
Her Serpentine eyes stare a dead hole in me from the dashboard
Im getting fucked up in the drivers seat to see if I could’ve done more

What has become of him 
I could throw up with the tension that has taken me on this night
What has become of them
I will burn up from the warmth inside this fire blanket wrapped tight

so Take up the wheel inside ur free hand
and U feel the hurt they missed in their death
Peel back his eyes to watch it again
for The reaper is here to pick thru your friends
the angry man waits and he picks at himself
The patient man stays and he offers him his help
The patient he tends to will take to his thrill
But angry again he becomes when he’s still
so Its thrill that ur after
Its thrill that u want
Its cheap if u choose to take risk of its harm
Its thrilling to me how you gamble its scorn
Im thrilled to inform you the tissue you’ve torn

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks into my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

putty man / drugs p2 (sorrowbringer)

Hurry up
Hurry up
Before the crank wears off could u jury up
Who gives a fuck what she thinks right now
Im in the basement im gearing up
I keep on seeing the 
U just not feeling the fear enough
Blueberry I gotta problem with staying up
I need the butcher weigh it up
Turn me up
Turn me up
Said Im tryna tell u that im in love
But How I could I talk when u hanging up
U way too good at this game I dont play enough
I guess ur memory changed in the past week
Know id fill the blanks if u asked me
U grinding my gears from the back seat
U better off grabbing a taxi

I got a bullet inside of heart
When I go back to Lilith she rip it apart
Never again will I think of my life
Cause the more that I do more i see its not mine
This is my true point of view
If I wasn’t myself and i thought like you
And U hate me and I could see why u do
And im sick of pretending I like me too
Dragged by the waves
Im Washed on the beach
Salt soaked shoes cover
Raisining feet
Let me roll this fucking smoke
Before I talk to you at least
Its been a long day
Andto be honest with u im beat
U just need to hurry up
And tell me by end of week
How u gonna lie to me
I know just what u need
Promise if u rock with me
Ill be all u could dream
Me and u the same baby
I know just what u bleed

Hurry up
Hurry up
Before the crank wears off could u jury up
Who gives a fuck what she thinks right now
Im in the basement im gearing up
I keep on seeing the 
U just not feeling the fear enough
Blueberry I gotta problem with staying up
I need the butcher weigh it up
Turn me up
Turn me up
Said Im tryna tell u that im in love
But How I could I talk when u hanging up
U way too good at this game I dont play enough
I guess ur memory changed in the past week
Know id fill the blanks if u asked me
U grinding my gears from the back seat
U better off grabbing a taxi

b4 the crank wears off (sorrowbringer)

I cant die right now I sit these fumes and I breath in harder

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

As I write this down I feel myself get caught in anguish
Seems the constants in my life have all been found and tainted
When the sun goes down at night does it give word to oceans
They find the moon a guest invited here to grant them motion
A plasticine home
With a porcelain bed
On the linoleum floors
Where I break open heads
Theres jakes on the phone
And a scalp in my lap 
Now With All that I know
I just know that its bad

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

I swear I didnt that she would die
It was right here that she attacked me with a knife
I defended myself
It was brutal I know
But the wounds dont match up with the story ive told
Its called love
And you could never understand it
Love comes with hardship
And love comes with damage
And this here is passion
A love left unbandaged
When Im all thats left 
I find love in disparage

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

pure unadulterated love (sorrowbringer)

very bad ppl

prayin for myself and the ones im close with...

dracula (with Eric Godlow)

lyrics:

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

when im satisfied
i cant satisfy
i think im broken but i feel fine
its harder in this sunset 
along with the night sweats lately i been thrashing all the time
when i lay down next to her
i can be her favourite person in the dark
she calls by the name she knew before mine
anthills in my brain populate my spine
if i told u id die tomorrow could we finally get some quality time
maybe you could ease my mind
lets make some memories we wish we could rewind
in this fuckfest we call life
ive had a shit run with getting it right
so could u hold my light

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

d ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

and i wish you never left me with a sour tone
and i wish you wouldve meant it
when you said you loved me
and i wish i could prevent this feeling of alone
and i wish you could just let it go i said im sorry
trees falling breaking i cant escape
theres blood on my face as a warm embrace
the dusk turns to day and she turned to me
and i said dont cry and i twist the knife and
i just wish that she was born again
so this love story could never end
and im just left with the remembrance 
of her face that never left

i cant help think about these times
the dirt road hostel where she saved my life
with a take my hand i obliged ghost white
only she'll understand how i felt inside
with a denim torch i was acid washed
on 44th is where she broke my heart
my eyes meet hers in a time too dark
i hold damage inside these age old scars
sorry if i dont say it right will you help me inside
ive had too much too drink tonight
i cant make it to mine
oh you look perfect here with me
i dont think he could see
come here im holding you close to me
and you fit perfectly

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

wallflower ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

NV // TORONTO

the long cry. new album out now.

new music monthly!

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dracula (with Eric Godlow)

Swaine