𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

9tails - danger prod. beatjoven

prod by stezzyxl and hvct
(mostly hvci song tbh, he don’t got a sc n don’t rlly wanna be tagged, i tried to get him to drop music but he just don’t wanna force it rn :(

lyrics:

@xav0id
l-l-loading...
u broke it... again...
uh my heart’s not a server u can crash...

@hvci
i’m a pixelated prince in a broken arcade
zero bars no signal just static n shade
got a firewall heart but u hacked thru the frame
crash log got ur name printed insane

late night texts glitchin in my head
“i luv u” 404 thats dead
press x to heal but screen stay red
can’t reboot this love so instead

data’s corrupted feelings eruptin
every "4ever" got a timer function
spiralin out in some neon concussion
can’t debug when ur code self destructin

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol it’ll never last

spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
drop ur candy coated lies wrapped up in art
u my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game end w a broken heart

@icantsleeplol
u talk in caps lock feel in lowercase
digital kisses but they dont translate
dm dreams on a red eye haze
but signal fades when feelings ain’t safe

@hvci
real lifes blurry, pixels arent clean
u was sugar sweet now u saccharine
cyberpunk love in a dopamine scene
but now u logged off, out of my screen

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
can’t ctrl z the pain i felt
can’t mute the sound of someone else
just me and the static, the loops, the melt
replayin what we never dealt

@hvci
u said forever but u froze
re-re-restart?? i dont know
broken bytes crashin slow
glitch in my soul, overflow woah

@icantsleeplol w/ @hvci
i’m on a sugar crash, breakin like glass
u ghost like a popup, gone in a flash
hyperdrive heart but it’s runnin on ash
love.exe error lol, it will never last

u can spin me like vinyl, glitch me apart
candy coated lies wrapped up as art
u are my highscore, my virus, my spark
but this game ends with a broken heart

@hvci
u were never real... just a render

@xav0id
u were never real

love.exe w/hvci & xav0id

dread (nico north)

prayin for myself and the ones im close with...

dracula (with Eric Godlow)


I touch down and im hitting you first I had thought Missed me more
Maybe im way too deep in this shit and im reading it wrong im sure
Im cutting off this rot inside of my life so losing friends
Lets see how deep envy running inside these broken men
Took me a while to get where im at so im stingy in giving it up
I took too much at the party im good tho im probably throwing it up

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Maybe I needed a hand then now im good on my own shit changes
Cameras inside my vision like
Im going blind just walking to stages
Soon as I get my mind we so brutal
We so mess
Soon as see that red light I know u start getting undress
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Everything that happened
Lead me right to you
Everything they say
Everything they use
It dont hurt at all
Im so bulletproof
Where ya wanna live
Where ya wanna move
I could buy the house
Baby ill take care of you
Know its word of mouth
But words is what I use
Its my fucking job
And im good what I do

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

frost on my grave (jabaronthebeat x melo x beatsbykimpe)

KAPITAL JEANS

Rags To Riches

lyrics:

Everything they told us contradicts itself

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

Im standing on the precipice
Of prison over protest songs
They’ll teach me how to use a gun
Before Ive learned my right from wrong
So tell me is it funny yet
Oh You’ve cried until ur voice was gone
And Do we understand the bully yet
Or were we with him all along
Still Im so fragile and I dont know why
These Orders and anthems they’ve forced fed the child
Ricin will get you if you wont abide
Bullets will fill you and your domicile
So tell me is it funny yet
When they take away ur dad and mom
And Does it call for revolution yet
Or do the boots sour atop ur tongue

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

this rifle fires love (ne'erdowell)

Released by:
froy cappo

Release date:
4 December 2025

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dracula (with Eric Godlow)

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