i had my fun, even if it was undeserved. i shouldn't have tried in the first place

im ugly rmx

life through a window [4:57 am]

土谷知幸 - hug and kiss
lacrosse - you can't say no forever (old version)
dj sailor moon - i want to end it all
the field mice - the last letter

Sleepover Suicide Pact (w/ small mistake

hugs+kisses

here is what it sounds like to not be able to make breakfast

vegetable

sample: https://youtu.be/lL2ZwXj1tXM?si=nR7gBUHdQxGwkgqF

when he shot himself

clinging to memories that hurt

the scar in my heart that will never heal

its the end of world and i sent it to you
with a messenger bird

don't cry, don't cry

this is my fault i shouldn't have been so concerned
at the end of hallway there's a matchbox that reads
everything that i loved was never taken from me
i just never had anything to begin with 
that's the reason why these stories always end on my wrists

i feel so viciously deathly that the lines are now blurred
between my personality and the people of the world
i keep on shaking and waking up six times in the night
praying to something that ill someday get a breathe of respite

i wanna try to relax deep breaths i'll calm down
id rather let the ones around me feel like they can be found
because my soul is a cage and i can never escape 
im fucking panicking and i cant get these thoughts out my brain

no matter what i do, no matter where i move
all i can think is that its time to give in, nothing were you
no matter who i choose, no matter what I prove
ill never feel like I have anything to lose

I just took an unsurvivable dose of desoxyn

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i had my fun, even if it was undeserved. i shouldn't have tried in the first place

pleaseloveme