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'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

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'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

oakscreen, 'hibernate' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

prod me x brayam

LYRICS
now im goin insane
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
now im goin insane 
now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain

feel like i burn through competition 
cant deal with none of your bullshit i need a minute
i feel like im bleeding out someone call the medic
i found an easy out tryna get invested
and now im goin insane feel like im losin my brain
stuck in the dark too long i cant find my way
struggle with this shit everyday thats why i have migraines
you told me the thought counts
but all its doing is giving me headaches

oooouu its givin me migraines
ooouuu think i need a advil
ooouuu i can never act chill
better watch what you say about me

bury my thoughts away 
anything except for thinkin bout yesterday
you dont wanna feel my pain 
and i can barely feel my face
right now its all too real
why'd you have to teach me a lesson that i never wanted to learn
it gets worse
headaches everyday i cant tell you how bad it hurts
thought i was lost before now there is no tellin
if ill ever be the same
i just wanna see the breath come out your face
people told me to forgive you sooner
now im sittin here lookin like a loser 
im sorry if i end up seeing you sooner on the other side

Spotify

headaches*

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZILYTgJvFM33cIfYi5Vp?si=c11bc685f6b24a5d
prod. me
mastered by @/griggs._ (insta)

cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

prod me

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

the toll is up
you shouldered up, i felt that
i sold my lungs
petroleum will fill them
its all too much
you start to rush, i feel bad
put on a leash cause i just cant reel back

and now im breathing in my blood left on the pavement
i saw my face up on the tv its amazing
i finally found what im looking for
so good that i cant ignore
just let me lie on the floor in estrangement

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

now every night
i do nothing but lie on my floor
just sitting and waiting (for, for, for, for)
can she give me a sign
when she looks in my eyes 
she'll trade her face for a dime
just cant replace being high

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

crawl to your gun

elxnce & nomu - right now

4th of July [prod. arctica beatz)

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

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lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

phy - Not Ready p. @misfityn [Exclusive]

art by @sammyfendi on ig

prod @fortuneswan

headaches*

swazy*