ignite (sxth sns)

prod. heavnsnt

[Lyrics]

i'll keep preaching,
and i'll be reaching out
so i'll keep preaching, and preaching, til theres nothing left

(oh my god, i can see it in your eyes, i can see it-)

(based)

i'm running out of gauze
to fill out my flaws (and i)
try to talk to god
it never covers my cause

and i'll keep reaching out
even though one day i'll die
had to let my ego out
cause it turned me to a spy

so i'll keep preaching til im blue in the face
cause i know eventually there will come a new day
when your looking, dead-on, in my eyes to tell me
guyslikeme ain't got no place, in stating
their agenda, when their faceless
cause were caught up draggin' knuckles
blood stained the pavement
what's a payout, if im still buried in my payments?
know i love this life, but i think that it's made me graceless

say it to my fucking face, or am i? (yeah)
am i just caught up in my ways?
disgusted, it's obvious, this pathetic display
the cards were dealt, and i should never have played
i'm good for nothing, except pushing people away
so when i tell you no hard feelings, 
its cause i'm fucked up in the brain
i'm just a victim being slain (it's because)
guyslikeme go insane

i lock my doors, but they break in
they wear my face, to show my sins
i told god, papers gettin' thin
he said, your hollow past your skin
i'm just too fickle (cardinal sin)
cause guyslikeyou stuck caving in
i got no courage, wearin thin
i pray to god, i'll make it big

guyslikeme (x8)

no hard feelings

project file breakdown: https://youtu.be/eSwd2ZLMSHA?si=h1SbVUIdfoZ3i4B9

produced/mixed by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson
written by @daywxtch, @siahhenderson

samples used:
https://youtu.be/b-Ruwu4OaZA?si=kM9hNiNo_EGjb79n
https://youtu.be/xJjIZmHHLyU?si=vKqJmXFQ3mn7UgHD
https://youtu.be/13-Wn02ESDo?si=ogytjyfWVMSo_Ro0

lyrics:
[@daywxtch]
you stay in the backseat with your partners
don't know how to respond, this shits all new to me
pose with different faces like an actor
pretty as a bitch, but you're not her
thought it, journaled it, wrote it
in the shower, thought i knew you
rough draft, threw it
what the fuck is new to you?

is it bad that i still get scared with the lights out?
shrink and hide under my pillow until it's bright out
i escape to places that i've never been
sybau (bruh), badge up on my chest
i'm a veteran
better know that i keep it with me
dumb tricks that i keep up my sleeve
why does no one else say "please" but me?
put me behind
it's driving me insane, got no one else to blame
i stay the same, i stay the same

(gay sing moan)

i wish i could lay right next to you
you're not around and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget and feel numb
i wish i could be just like you
i'm on my own and in all honesty that really sucks
look past, forget, and feel numb

[@siahhenderson]
heard you wanna leave me in the past tense isnt what i want but i expected it
every shot you take it missed a veteran
lonesome hours in my skin

idk whats happenin brain got clipped
soft lips my coma screw it oh
ik my orders

yeah now you dont care bout what you say to me threw me to the side threw me to the fire she said baby can you prove to me
that im in the right
please dont keep it inside

why am i pleading
head screwed off
traumatic sequence man without a soul
fires burnin all i own

(VETERAN REFRAIN)

[@daywxtch]
i wish i could breathe life into you
i can't communicate, it really sucks
i people please and hope it sums to love
i wish i could meet in the middle with you
you don't respond and in all honesty that really sucks
i look past, forget, and feel numb!

YOU'RE NOT HER.

DIVE OFF.
IF YOU THINK WHAT I HOLD FOR YOU IS WRONG.
I'LL DRIVE OFF, YOU DON'T WANNA SEE ME ANYMORE.

patience, i love more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
ain't no erasing, you know more than anyone
(i know that we don't talk)
is it bad that i still get scared with the lights off?!
we're in the center and we don't talk!?
don't take initiative, so it's my fault

repeat repetition, but THERE'S NO DRAW!!!!

i wanna go to places i've never been
displaying wins on my chest like i'm a veteran
i'm saying i want to make them proud.  
_______________________________________________________
ꀤꌗꍏꀤꍏꃅ 41:10 (NIV), "꓄ꃅꂦꀎ ꀸꂦ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꎇꍟꍏꋪ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꌩꂦꀎ; ꌃꍟ ꈤꂦ꓄ ꀸꀤꌗꂵꍏꌩꍟꀸ, ꎇꂦꋪ ꀤ ꍏꂵ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꁅꂦꀸ;
 ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꌗ꓄ꋪꍟꈤꁅ꓄ꃅꍟꈤ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꃅꍟ꒒ꉣ ꌩꂦꀎ, ꀤ ꅏꀤ꒒꒒ ꀎꉣꃅꂦ꒒ꀸ ꌩꂦꀎ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꂵꌩ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ꍟꂦꀎꌗ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꃅꍏꈤꀸ."

veteran

prod me

reach for a glass
the first of november (it hurts me to say)
caught in a gap
it hurts to remember (that nothing has changed)

what can i ask
that you won’t assume is in artifice
what can i have
what can i have

there she goes swaying low and caving on me
meanwhile i’m taken over
craving something

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand
while dialing the number
it cost you your land
from sunrise to sunder (i’ll break it off)

so take it all, your skates, your cards
we’re way too far, the pavement’s gone
my frames that broke, your laces choke
my ankles roll, i’m out of control

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
pissed off i’ve been really pissed off lately
ground teeth
found an outlet but the cord won’t reach
i’m burdened with proof

shattered my hand

lexi

thought it was over

everything by me
out on all platforms

(intro)
I’ve made a fool of myself
And still I don’t notice anything else
Fly till the fuel all runs out
Then I’ll glide till I reach over the ground

(chorus)
I’ve been wasting mileage in
Places that you wouldn’t know
I’ve been bout a thousand things
Everything is breaking in the soul
Tell me how everything is
I guess I never got the way it goes
I don’t want anyone’s thanks
I just want you when I get home 

(verse)
Pass it over it’s not like I’m gonna die by this tonight 
When I’m sober I’ll try to feel better about my luck
Then I drag it too much yea
Now the words won’t get off my tongue
Gotta hold you as my crutch, gotta hold you as my-

(bridge)
I feel like I can not stay like this for long
I feel like i can not see straight I’m holding on 
Could you get me out (could you get me out)
Could you get me far and gone
Could you get me out (could you get me out)
Could you get me far out 

(chorus)
I’ve been wasting mileage in
Places that you wouldn’t know
I’ve been bout a thousand things
Everything is breaking in the soul
Tell me how everything is
I guess I never got the way it goes
I don’t want anyone’s thanks
I just want you when I get home

thought it was over

swazy*