"A Smile That Lies" is more than just a song – it’s a glimpse into what depression feels like. Behind the smile there’s a weight, an emptiness that words often fail to capture. This track was written to raise awareness and to give a voice to those silent struggles, blending raw emotion with haunting melodies.
If you know someone who suffers... be there for them. Aks for professional help.
If you find yourself in this song? Please consider asking family or friends for help. Or even professionals. There are hotlines in almost every country.

And please consider donating to institutions that help people with depressions in your country!
One of many examples in Germany is:
https://www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de/unterstuetzen-sie-uns/spenden
THANK YOU!

Lyrics, concept & creativity by me – music produced with AI (Suno).


[Intro]

[Verse 1]  
I run in circles, trapped inside my head,  
rewind the same regrets until I’m spent.  
The clock moves on but I stay in my bed,  
every second feels like punishment.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
I want to rise, I want to change,  
but I’m paralyzed, locked in this cage.  
The days collapse, they slip away,  
while I just fade in slow decay.  

[Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the colors painted on my face,  
but inside it’s empty—only endless space.  

[Verse 2]  
Thoughts like spirals, spinning without end,  
a thousand miles and never one real step.  
It’s heavier than any race I’ve ran,  
just breathing leaves me out of breath.  

[Pre-Chorus]  
I want to move, I want to care,  
but my hands hang useless in the air.  
The hours bleed, they disappear,  
I vanish quietly year by year.  

[Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the sunlight shining in my eyes,  
but inside it’s darkness, where the silence cries.  

[Bridge]  
Can you see the mask I wear?  
Can you hear the hollow stare?  
I play the part, the world believes…  
but behind the curtain, I can’t breathe.  

[Final Chorus]  
I’m a flawless actor, with a smile that lies,  
laughing for the crowd while my spirit dies.  
You see the laughter, but it’s just disguise—  
inside I’m drowning, nothing left alive.  

[Outro]

A Smile That Lies

A song about life's cycle from dust to dirt...
The pace of the lyrics is meant to feel like a counter-point to the the slow BPM of the track. 
Recorded directly into an old iPad using Garageband. 

From Dust to Dirt

Zhuoma
A name carried by countless Tibetan women – a symbol of beauty, compassion, and feminine strength. A song for the daughters of Tibet, whose voices weave the melody of the heart.


Her name is whispered in the mountain song,
Zhuoma has lived in our hearts all along.
From village to valley, her laughter will stay,
a daughter of Tibet, as bright as the day.

Zhuoma, Zhuoma, your spirit shines,
a thousand voices call your name in the pines.
Every girl carries your gentle flame,
Tibet remembers through your name.

She walks with the rivers, she sings with the sky,
her prayer is a banner that never will die.
Zhuoma is every sister we know,
a name like the flowers where soft winds blow.

Zhuoma, Zhuoma, your spirit shines,
a thousand voices call your name in the pines.
Every girl carries your gentle flame,
Tibet remembers through your name.

When the singers gather, the stories begin,
Zhuoma is the song we are singing within.

Zhuoma, Zhuoma, your spirit shines,
a thousand voices call your name in the pines.
Every girl carries your gentle flame,
Tibet remembers through your name.

Zhuoma

Secret Shadows

Untouchable

Something new another weird and wacky song!

Bass/Drums/Guitar/Piano/Synth/Vocals: Harry Gibbons.

Lyrics By: Harry Gibbons.

Produced By: Harry Gibbons.

Recorded & Mixed By: Harry Gibbons.

Mastered By: Harry Gibbons

We Can't Have Everything Where Would We Put It? (Demo)

Just a fun track😅
My cat wrote this song, I swear😏

Hey
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
I got some stories to tell you
All right

I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool
I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool

Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not
Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not
Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not
Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not
Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not
Everybody thinks they're better than everybody
But they are not

I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool
I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool

When I wake up in the morning
I know I'm the shit
I see all these other people
Wishing they could be me

It's not like I try to
I just can't help it
I know I'm the best
Better than the rest

Some people like to say
That everybody's the same
And to them
I say
Don't include me

It's not like I try to
I just can't help it
I know I'm the best
Better than the rest

They say don't think too highly of yourself
But if I don't
Who will?

When I go to bed at night
I have to laugh
At all of these people
Who wish they could be me

I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool
I think I'm better than everybody
I think I'm better than you
I'm too cool
I'm too cool

She said ey
He said ey
I think I'm better than everybody hey
Better than you
Too cool for you
She said ey
(I'm better than you)
He said ey
(I'm better than you)
Cool story bro
Ohh
Ohh
Ohh


Too Cool

I wanted to take a shot at this new style.

Hope you like it ☺️

The Night You Were Gone

Soon to have our baby, don’t know what to expect on the daily, You love me one day then the next you hate me, You flatter me in embracing vibes then, in naught point 5, killing me, metaphorically, It’s your eyes, they cut deeply.

I’m about to bring new life into the world, in waters uncharted, Me and mum weren’t great together, Best decision was a mutual departure.

I’m about to bring new life into the world, But part of mine just ended, feeling every twist and turn.
 don’t know what to expect on the daily, You love me one day then the next you hate me, You flatter me in embracing vibes then, in naught point 5, killing me, metaphorically speaking, It’s your eyes


Now it’s new autumn, only first week of October, Leaves are browning and some already grounded and have started rotting, But hey there’s a new vibe around autumn now, A son begotten to me, breathe air for the first time and let a newborn cry out.

I’m about to bring new life into the world, But part of mine just ended, feeling every twist and turn.
 don’t know what to expect on the daily, You love me one day then the next you hate me, You flatter me in embracing vibes then, in naught point 5, killing me, metaphorically speaking, It’s your eyes

Who are you, who am I From fallen leaves to newborn cries

Soon to have our baby, don’t know what to expect on the daily, You love me one day then the next you hate me, You flatter me in embracing vibes then, in naught point 5, killing me, metaphorically speaking, It’s your eyes, they cut deeply.

I’m about to bring new life into the world, in waters uncharted, Me and mum weren’t great together, so we departed, broken hearted aw man, well it is what it is baby ohh baby haha well...

Now it’s new autumn, only first week of October, Leaves are browning and some already grounded and have started rotting, But hey there’s a new vibe around autumn now, A son begotten to me, breathe air for the first time and let a newborn cry out.

I’m about to bring new life into the world, But part of mine just ended, feeling every twist and turn.
 don’t know what to expect on the daily, You love me one day then the next you hate me, You flatter me in embracing vibes then, in naught point 5, killing me, metaphorically speaking, It’s your eyes

Who are you, who am I From fallen leaves to newborn cries
Cries at night, baby looking one more feed before lights out for the night, Eyes closed tight. Drifting off to sleep time, don’t know how with my breaking voice as I try singing lullabies, You’re beautiful Arlo, pure and full. I love your son, goodnight.

New Vibe Around Autumn

Enjoy this one, a good rhythm with some nice vocals from AlPhonzo, he makes these songs, I just produce them so give this guy a follow!
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Mastering Engineer: Nikclemuz_
Vocals: AlPhonzo
Composer: AlPhonzo
Producer: Nikclemuz_

“The Vessel” by KAT is not a song about withdrawal — it’s about return.

A return to the inner stillness that doesn’t need to justify, perform, or prove.
It is the sound of standing quietly in one’s own light — of being the vessel, not the explanation.

Soft ambient textures and warm vocals hold space for silence itself —
each tone a heartbeat, each pause a breath of presence.

This is where expression becomes essence.
Where the voice stops explaining — and starts being.

* updated HD remaster — clearer, deeper sound

This Vessel

Psychedelic melancholy blended with a Beatles vibe. 💙

Member(s):

Harry Gibbons: Multi Instrumentalist/Vocalist/Producer.

Short Bio:

Just some fun and hopefully bring some comfort to people. I don’t think I’m ever going to make any waves I missed that chance with life choices I just want to share my thoughts, experiences and emotions through music and hopefully give someone a smile. Life is hard that isn’t going to change but in the moments of peace I hope to bring some joy for just a moment. -Harry Gibbons. 💙

We Can't Have Everything Where Would We Put It? (Demo)

SWLABR