The Upload

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal 
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

hey there i got your letter
every word bled through the paper
you wrote with so much weight
i hope you’re feeling better

avoiding signs from my body
cuz i can’t think of better things to do 
i lost everyone but you

cut ties with anyone around me
they never cared
about me
they’ll probably all
forget me
eventually

and i’m stuck 
being
everything i hated
and i wish 
that i could 
some how make it up to u
the lies and all my faults
were getting to me
i think i should rot
eternally

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

its so good 
lost feeling
im getting better im healing
on every first of the month
i always fuck it up
you didnt hurt me enough
so now we're back in touch
told myself i'd never fall in love again
care too much im fucking up myself instead
losing grip on my reality
its how it always ends
im never going back home
and i dont wanna be friends

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling

appeal (feat. vito)

lyrics:

use to think that i would end my life
different bottle, still the same night
looking at myself in the mirror
wishing i could just disappear
so i did i took a trip and i really needed it
gave me time to clear my head and thinkof what to do instead
of focusing on all the wrong things
i'll be grateful for everything like

thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
all of these things i love
came to me through him

tell me something that you love
(i could tell you where it came from)
tell me something that you had that you lost
when it left had you feeling like a drug
thats a lesson from the man from above
tell me what you're scared of
guess what, no one gets through life alive
might as well enjoy your life
everybody makes mistakes
guess that's just what learning takes
but will we ever learn?
i'm just trying to return

(i'm just trying to return)

thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
thank god, thank god, thank god
for getting me through it
all of these things i love
came to me through him

smile! (you will never make it out alive)

dying4urluv [capsctrl]

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

Churchill Downs REMIX

completely non profit

mix. @ztope

--  https://soundcloud.com/dxnnyymusic  --


lyrics

swno-

Let me go Let me go
Let me vanish In the snow
I’m way to Cold yeah the
Only time I’m fine When the 
blunts rolled all Alone with heart
My Froze yeah my hearts made
Of gold but It black out
When I found Out woah I’m 
to damaged Understand this No


Nah you don’t fuckin care about I speak about
What me blow my brains I done sold out
Nah I ant talking bout my fuckin soul that’s 
A sell out
Yeah I been full of doubt I don’t see 
a point this is it

both- 

You may aswel let me go
Cos
No one can save me now
i told you my hearts been frozen
i dont think i can break it out

dxnny-

let me know, let me know 
if i should back down
i swear you were my last hope

3g in the blunt help me pass out
And forget about the past ohh oh oh

I Dont wanna think about the lies you once told
eyes ice cold-er than these december nights go
.45 Straight to my dome and watch the light-show

5 calls and im making this my last now
you aint ever care about me behind your mask wow
dont even pretend like u aint tryna break my soul
cos i cant cope

And i dont want love if its anyone but us
I feel so alive at the moment but still im cold to the touch
And im so fucked up
But i dont care that much
 care that much

snow w/ dxnny (neverforever)

I haven't made shit in months so here's a vent session I made into a song

Finally Sober (prod. sundwn)

it takes time to trust
red line from love
why did i let you slip out of my hands?
i act surprised that you went and made new friends

new friends

prod me x caves

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall 
but life's still the same

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh

feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me
then use me like a leach 

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at
  
deep down, covered in dirt 
x marks the spot i got hurt  
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song


the pains been way too much for me to ignore
i cant go on like this ill be dead on the floor
and ill never understand how im supposed to endure
everything you do to me when you could never support 

ive been tryna find the motivation just to keep it goin thru my daily schedule
wheres the patience im amazed at everybody tryna talk about their troubles
in a couple days the world will change a war will break and its a shame thats a daily struggle
dont be afraid when the earth shakes and we dissipate into the rubble

casperrr- mistreated, misplaced (etchmygrave flip)

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


#vails #vito #thesoundclown #mackk
#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

snow w/ dxnny (neverforever)

swno

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