beautiful horns (prod. reesoo)

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

don't got a whole lot to say, I guess I'm one with the pain now
dont leave my house without a blade, I guess we're one in the same now
dead presidents live in my safe now
suffocating me i just need to breakout

breakout. they think im insane now
pull up ak with a mask get a payout
got big bands in the safe now
got big bands in the paypal
damn hey
like damn straight
my team be chill in the safehouse 
all my brothers took the same route 
all my brothers getting paid now

stand right here all alone
we in private, she obsessed with violence
died right there, in my home
keep it quiet like a suicide it's silent

and you hate me here, so let me go
and you played me girl, just let me know

lmk (+thislandis)

[chorus]
bouncing here back and forth yeah
taking no more yeah
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
cause girl you took my life away
and now i just sit here every day
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

[verse]
girl don’t ask how i’m feeling
staring at the ceiling
mind just going blank while i think of you
cause i am not the man that 
i used to be
since you left i been hurting

[bridge]
sitting in silence
i been trying
not to make contact but
november was so long ago
don’t tell me you forgot me
baby please don’t let me know

[chorus + bridge]
(sitting in silence)
bouncing here back and forth yeah
(i been trying)
taking no more yeah
(not to make contact but)
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
(november was so long ago)
cause girl you took my life away
(don’t tell me you forgot me)
and now i just sit here every day
(baby please don’t let me know)
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

[chorus]
bouncing here back and forth yeah
taking no more yeah
got nothing in storage
yeah my heart is cold
cause girl you took my life away
and now i just sit here every day
while i writhe in pain
watch me decay

homecoming (prod. killedmyself x singular balance) [AMV IN DESC]

you're all i ever loved....

hope u guys enjoy the song, this one is rly meaningful to me

HUGE thanks to @itschrismarek for going crazy on the beat as always <3

lyrics:

guess you’re right i need help cuz i’m not alright 
playing with the cards that she dealt hurting down inside
i been getting sick of it, i don’t even wanna try

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

when i thought i hit my best, we’re breaking up
every time i try to go to rest, i’m thinking of
all the times we had
thinking of all the times we had

i know i know 
i’ll be sitting on a silo, silo
i’ll be doing this on my own, my own
don’t wanna hear you fucking call

(i’m numb)
(i been so damn numb)
(from the day you said “we’re done”)
(you’re all i ever loved)
(you’re all i ever loved)

guess you’re right i need help cuz i’m not alright 
playing with the cards that she dealt hurting down inside
i been getting sick of it, i don’t even wanna try

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

i’m numb
i been so damn numb
from the day you said “we’re done”
you’re all i ever loved
you’re all i ever loved

(i know i know)
(i’ll be sitting on a silo, silo)
(i’ll be doing this on my own, my own)
(don’t wanna hear you fucking call)

if ur still reading this ily :)

all plats

sick of it [prod. chrismarek]

from earlier dis year but iss cool still despite the fact my age is wrong in da lyrics lmao 

ft: @bmurphxo

socials:
twt: twitter.com/whywewish
ig: instagram.com/whywewish

prod: datboineco

on all plats soon! :)

~lyrics~

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

yea i changed, i guess for the worst
19 years, tryna get out the dirt 
yea n i aint got much left 
anxiety kills, i feel the pain in every breath
i had to hop off of the net cuz i was actin up 
i got smoke for anyone no idgaf
i aint worried bout my future, i dont see one 
whats another light? ugh, ima be one
i reach out and no ones there 
late nights, never been so scared 
i fuckin hate this edgy shit yea i swear 
but i gotta get it out or ima rip out my hair
i got blood on my shirt again 
i scraped my face on the dirt again 
i been thinkin bout love a lot lately 
but i dont wanna feel this hurt again 

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

bmurph:
18 years im still ivin the same ol shit
18 years im still in love wit the same ol chick 
18 years i got so old so god damn quick
try to turn back the clock, back to when i was just a kid 
i aint have to worry about all the pain i got now
all these fuckin hardships, im goin down the same route 
yeah, pop some more pills until i pass out 
tell me where the plug at, im about to fuckin lash out
god damn my life has turned to shit, ever since i was a kid
i was just lookin through our pics, where the fuck did u go? 
yea u left me all alone, i was just on my phone, where the fuck did we go wrong? 

break hearts, thats what i do 
but everything that u put out comes back to u 
and i, been wishin i was different lately
this lack of love is gonna drive me crazy 
late nights, even later mornings 
the things i love have all got so boring
and i dont know how i can fix that 
real smiles in old pictures, i miss that

spotify

i miss that w/ bmurph

lyrics: 

i think we...
really lost it this time
and suddenly
i can only think of your lips on mine
and i know it hurts...cuz sometimes
things just need letting go...

cuz i tried, talking to you
it only conjures a feeling of impending doom
impending doom....
i tried...to get over you

they say that everything will heal with time
so excuse me if you think im out of line...
for trying my best to move on from you...
from you

cuz i tried talkin to you
it only conjures a feeling of impending doom
impending doom...
i tried...to get over you

i tried...
i tried...

i tried...
i still think of your touch
still think of your touch...
still think of your touch...

impending doom [+jang0 x arcane]

(intro)
you said that its only for me
how could i be so stupid
they all told me you were with him
how could i be so clueless
yet your on the ferris wheel
while i start to cry
i thought i was your love
but its all for another guy
and you say its nothing then you leave
(chorus)
baby was he better than me
did he call you his everything
thought we were meant to be
and did you even think about me?
(verse)
time flew by and i still think about our letters,
i wrote down my feelings you said it whatever
did you think hes better? did you think hes better? 
(chorus)
baby was he better than me
did he call you his everything
thought we were meant to be
and did you even think about me?
(verse 2)
do you remember the snow flakes 
where i gave you my trust
if im something with you am i now not enough
im falling apart and im missing your touch
all i ever wanted was to give you my love
my love, my love, my love, my love (ya, ya, ya)

better than me

Better Than Me

[chorus]

Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming 
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming 

Woah
I know that it’s too cold
Girl it’s too cold, December’s too cold
December’s too cold to remember 

[verse 1]

Dry eyes
I see those dry eyes
And I know why
It’s cuz you cry

So let me inside of your heart
I know that it gets dark
I just need a single chance
I can light it with a spark

So just give me one moment
Imma probably blow it
My target is moving
And it’s like a torrent 

I think that it’s storming 
My heart is in ruins
I don’t wanna do this
Everything is haunting

[chorus]

Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming 
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming
Oh my God, oh my God, can’t you see that winters coming 

Woah
I know that it’s too cold
Girl it’s too cold, December’s too cold
December’s too cold to remember 

[verse 2]

Crash in the ocean 
Notice it’s in motion
That’s when it hones in
And it starts exploding

Freezes me in December 
I think I’ll remember 
Maybe in my closer
Will I finally remember 

It’s too cold
December 
It’s too cold
Decem-

[outro]

Ohh
Ohh, ohh
It’s cold in December to notice
Everything that’s around you and focus

december's 2 cold (michael harrison)

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall & sscars

i don't really care (sscars x pitfall)

@dylaanlotus

prescription and drugs
i’m not enough 
then i told myself that i’m fine
everyone worried for me
told myself that this shit won’t last a lifetime
smoking that marijuana
and i’m taking these pills 
and now it’s my lifeline
thoughts; they come out in the nighttime
i’m think that i’m on my last life

nobody worry for me
i’m nothin more than a burden, you see?
think of the things that i never will be
free of anxiety, feelin complete
every time that i get up on my feet
wiping the blood off my teeth
somebody’s ratting me out and it’s dragging me down
that shit got me back straight to my knees
holy shit i was going thru a time

dylan lotus - last life [+ skellington]

lyrics:

she thinking i’m dumb girl i promise i see thru the ruse
i been on the hunt run for cover i been in a mood
hotter than the sun stack a ton still ain’t shit to lose
don’t stop till it’s done spin the block like a centrifuge

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

i’m going all in i think it’s time we raise the stakes
leave em in the dust if they can’t keep up with the pace
don’t turn ur back n act surprised when i don’t chase 
it’s probably best for both of us to u run away

all u do is ride dick i’m getting chafed 
sewage for a brain im- i’m such a waste
when the lights are off all that matters is her shape
been feeling unbalanced i’m beginning to decay

she tell me she think i’m the one i know there’s been a few
the time will come i just fill space like i’m an interlude
using me for treatment baby i’m not clinical
i can see the nucleus the mass is close to critical

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

please be patient with me i’m used to being harmed
once the inners frozen there’s more pain in being  warmed
it’s hideous beneath this skin covered in ink and scars
split ceramic one more blow and imma fall apart

walking a thousand miles anything to see ur face
another body in the pile i just sealed my fate
stuck at the bottom for a while i think imma stay
i feel at home under the force of this crushing weight

Better Than Me

Swooshy (@ilySwooshy)

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