If I weren't so alone

I did not make these sounds. All these sounds come from Half Life, Half Life 2, Half Life 2 episode 1 and Half Life 2 episode 2. 

Gordon Freeman :D

6 Dogs

Flossing

VISUAL

Heart Attack [Prod. JVCXB]

**official vid**

https://youtu.be/CwDBNYZpbos

ion think i got that much time left

spotify

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

where did all the love go?
this is no way to carry on.

LOST IN THE TURMOIL

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

ft. @ihateshinigami & @youngburial
guitars: @93feetofsmoke & @youngburial
prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
master @youngburial

- shini - 
Jollyranchers in my mouth
now she fell in love with me
give me sugar baby
you're so sweet 
i want you here with me
kiss me on the cheek
so I know you're coming home with me
blunts in the cadillac, imma get that money back
feel like FM fuck everybody run it back
wait wait wait wait run it back
casting magic on the track
you don't understand 
you don't get it
you not with the shits
smoke a backwood then i dip
datasquad we run this shit

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

- 93 -
I been taking so much acid
I don’t fit in 
Hit my juul so much
I never really feel it
Every pods
Another labyrinth
I’ve been locked in 
Soul in gauntlet 
Imma run this every season 

Nevermind 
I’m way too high 
To even link up 
Fuck my life
Air Force muddy
Needa clean them 
Watch your mouth 
Tell my teeth 
Before I brush them 
From the south
But I’m burned out
On the lean ya 

I see fiends 
Nah
I don’t fuck with your team
Bruh 
FUKK IM CLEAN ur a stain
And blood is bleach 
Yup
Marble counters
I’ve been working 
OCD
Huh
cut off quick
So it’s less painful to bleed out 

I got digiracks encrypted in my 6s
wonder why I’m so stressed
Giving skin and gaining pavement
Losing patience 
3am I’m faded
guess I’m chasing 
Sunlight from the basement 

- fats'e - 
would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked 

would you like that?
arrow through my heart and I won't come back
tell me what you want you know I got that
tryina get this work you got me sidetracked
you got me sidetracked

Buy on iTunes

never come back ft. Shinigami & fats'e

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

Polymerase was written by Michael Sativa.
This music was produced by Marksmang in Washington State. 
Enjoy!

POLYMERASE (Prod. By Marksmang)

✨wubz ✨
💎 @wubz 💎
💎www.instagram.com/wubz💎
lyrics:

if i see that bitch then
imma choke her
straight up fuck her throat like
imma smoker
rub my hands together
like the motherfucking joker

if i see her mans
i grab the mac then imma
mop him
everybody looking at the
carnage saying
“stop him”

stop it
always keep that piece
inside my pocket
shoot em in the face
the head it
popped of like a rocket

think my gun is gay
because it’s coming out the closet
always keep a tempest
niggas think my name is prophet

fuck a cat in the hat
bitch i’m back with the mac
i stole yo kicks
made yo bitch throw it back
on gang

bitch i put that on my soul
mejor corre bitch i speak
espanol
you a bitch

bitch imma slice up yo skin
cut off yo head that means
you can’t regen

gotta big blade
fuck with me and get yo shit slayed
hurry up nigga die so i can
get paid

imma blade tota
fuck a gun no reloader
i cut boulders
fuck around and cut yo shoulders

bitch i am ducking
fuck all that shit you was saying you bluffing
better start talking for i gets
to cutting
severed his head now he ain’t saying nothing

water breathing
bitch i’m killing all the demons
fourth form
that little bitch nigga
got torn apart
bitch i will rip out yo heart
i been with the shits nigga don’t make me start

if i see that bitch then
imma choke her
straight up fuck her throat like
imma smoker
rub my hands together
like the motherfucking joker

if i see her mans
i grab the mac then imma
mop him
everybody looking at the
carnage saying
“stop him”

stop it
always keep that piece
inside my pocket
shoot em in the face
the head it
popped of like a rocket

think my gun is gay
because it’s coming out the closet
always keep a tempest
niggas think my name is prophet

misconceptions and rejections
butterflies in my intestines
i’m a danger to myself
i’m scared to look at my reflection

break your heart and take your soul
so i can add to my collection
i’m a demon and a heathen
won’t you look at my complexion

and it’s red because i’m burning
for the sins that ive committed
i’m not evil i’m an angel
even tho my wings are ridden

ever since i was a jit
they always wanna treat me different
lock me up and hide the key
i’m getting over this addiction

in the end
it wasn’t even worth all the shit
i can’t pretend
that i’ll forget the shit that you did

i lay in bed and think of why
the fuck would you cheat
i’m putting middle finger up
because you lie through your teeth

if i see that bitch then
imma choke her
straight up fuck her throat like
imma smoker
rub my hands together
like the motherfucking joker

if i see her mans
i grab the mac then imma
mop him
everybody looking at the
carnage saying
“stop him”

stop it
always keep that piece
inside my pocket
shoot em in the face
the head it
popped of like a rocket

think my gun is gay
because it’s coming out the closet
always keep a tempest
niggas think my name is prophet

If I weren't so alone

WiSP