#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart w/ victxrw (chromey)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

(When someone cant help me in the tide
When I can't do right
You know its on me)

And the worst part 
Is that I don’t know how to tell you that I need you 
I feel like Heaven could be real when I see you
Had no one else didn’t need them with you there
Just know I care  
And the worst part
Is that I’ll never get the chance to be reminded 
Even if you knew about it couldn’t find it 
If it never ended it would be too soon 
Too soon

How can you do it all the time?
How can you still be on my mind?
Telling me its gonna take forever 
Well i’ve been waiting for longer & nothing has ever seemed to change 
You know me better than most do
Still it can never be the same 
How can I ever be something next to you
I wish I didn’t have these thoughts but I do all the time 
(All the time)
What’s going on with me?
There’s something wrong with me 
There’s something wrong with me
I don’t think that you understand

It’s 3 o’clock in the A.M.
It’s only me is what I’m saying 
I'm letting my thoughts eat at me 
How can you do it so easily 
My words can’t do it justice 
You’re much better than I could be 
The worst part is you know it 
You’d never say it in front of me 
My life is like a puzzle 
I don't know where the pieces fit 
I get myself into trouble
You’re always there when I needed it 
I can’t give you a thing  
You treat me like I’ve got it all 
I don’t know how to word this
But I think that makes it perfect

The Worst Part (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Should I put it all together in a Haiku
Maybe then you’ll understand why I don’t like  you
They have it ready for me every time I slide thru 
I don’t remember but It sounds like something i’d do 
Should I put it all together in a stanza
Don’t worry bout what i’ve been doin get ur bands up 
Bros not into comedy but he’s a stand up 
With the boys talking shit but it’s banter 

Put my foot into a hand and then they boost me
When I say it’s going good I say it loosely 
I’d say my life is like a novel not a movie 
No you cannot get a feature you’re a goofy 
Bottom of the pit we exist yeah it’s kinda fun 
Let em in again am I smart? no i’m kinda dumb 
They won’t even know me when it’s over when it’s said and done 
Gems on my wrist look like the water of a setting sun 
Hanging in the alley with my crow 
I remember thinking this is as far as i’d go 
I remember no one even caring on the low 
I coulda held a grudge but I had to let it go

They just let me in and no one questioned i’m official 
Everytime I get a text from crow it’s like a riddle 
Pendant on my neck I got it blessed it has a sigil 
Raining on the ferry im just sketchin in the drizzle 
Talking off my ear what do I look like bro your therapist?
I feel like i’m Leon all the evil in this residence 
I just spent 11 at Dior to show my reverence 
How’d they cut you off and you ain’t even get a severance 
Just keep it real that’s all you’ll ever need to do 
We’re in the gallows if you want then you can hang out too
There’s a part of me I hid so I freed it 
No one really wants it that’s the reason that I need it

Haiku (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Wanna live life but you can’t 
Still can’t decide which person to be 
I wanna stay out but I can’t 
I’ve got some places I need to be
You coulda been me, if it weren’t for me 
You coulda been something, if it weren’t for you 
Couldn’t see the fake, too focused on the truth 
It’s not bout what you did it’s about what you didn’t do 

Posted in the cut I been waiting all night, alright
I dont really mind waiting but who waits for me?
Open up the door who’s there?
Black and grey air 
Something tryna pull me from it 
I wanna stay there 
Pulled up to the Lake
Yellow tape with the grey slate 
I should be in bed but I can’t wait, I’m still wide awake 
Talking to myself there’s no one else but I don’t mind it
People asking me what I’ve become, I'm tryna find it 

I feel like Malcolm in the middle
Like my bro said I took a look at you and giggled 
I spent 15 I don't care if they get creased 
And you’re taking flows need it back bro it was leased 
Exiled from the exiles I think it’s poetic
Can’t rely on anyone or myself it’s pathetic 
I keep spending all my money to forget, it’s therapeutic 
I can’t ignore it forever but tonight I think i’ll do it
Tonight I can get through it

Didn't Do (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv + https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu

You’re guilty
Ahh you’re guilty 
Clean hands conscience filthy 
Touchin on my skin wilt me 
Touchin on my skin guilty 
You’re guilty
Ah yeah guilty 
Clean hands conscience filthy 
Touchin on my skin wilt me 
Touchin on my skin filthy 

Look how you try to avoid it every time I ask 
Hear my chain tapping whenever I walk past 
Things have been strange lately 
It’s all my head yeah I know 
I can’t let go of that feeling somethings going wrong 
Do it to myself there’s no one I can blame
Tried to change up i’m too stuck in my ways
Try as I might these stains are too deep it's filthy
I can act innocent but i’m...

Close as I am the further I get I’ve seen it 
I did what it did I know who I am I’ve been it 
I’ve seen thru the mist I know it exist I need it 
I fell for it once fell for it again I’m useless 
Come to the show just me and the bros let’s turn up 
I needed a home created the grove it’s my place
Took so much from me that all you would need is my face 
As close as I am the further I get I know that 
As close as it seems (it’s closer than that)
Put the stuff in the Grove maybe
It won’t change a thing

Guilty (prod. Shinjin + Garasu)

ROOFTOP (feat. Spruce Loretto & NA+ural)

feat. @Swiiif   (Prod. by @freveltrothy x @jolst)

Lyrics

I was lost didn't know where I was
Still faded high school back of the bus
I know it was really hard for you to trust
Gave you all my love but it was not enough

Anxiety always filling on my bones
all of these thoughts never leaving me alone
Tomorrow another day, yeah another nightmare
I be on my own cuz I know that you don't care

I be feeling so cold (I'm a loner)
I be on that gas yeah (like a stoner)
Sick of all these trends yeah (fuckin poser)
I got all this drip (don't show her)
You know that I'm fucked up (need some closure)
Yeah need some closure

Skirt skirt you don't want the chaos in the fire
Everything you told me I knew you was a liar
Throw up both your hands just so I can set them up on fire
Cuz your a pretty little liar

I was lost didn't know where I was
Still faded high school back of the bus
I know it was really hard for you to trust
Gave you all my love but it was not enough

(Swiiif)

Bout to blackout don’t know where I was 
Getting fucked up, I enjoy the rush 
Every night I spend alone I just miss your touch
Now I sit inside my misery wishing for the death of me, yuh
I’ve been out of my head, I’m better of dead, instead I 
Waste all my days, fading away, I hate this
Still feel the same, I can’t hide the pain
You know this, walk around in public and pretend like they don’t notice yuh
Always feeling like I’ve been out of focus

I was lost didn't know where I was
Still faded high school back of the bus
I know it was really hard for you to trust
Gave you all my love but it was not enough

No it was not enough
No it was not enough
No it was not enough
No it was not enough
Take my life and fuck it up and tell me I'm not good enough

where i was ft. Swiiif (prod. frevel + jolst)

nightmare🦇 w/ sxd bxy gryzzy (+ 5HEAD X Dercept)

bad guy w/ victxrw (soju & pichu)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

For Business Inquires Only: sxdbxyg@gmail.com

where i was ft. Swiiif (prod. frevel + jolst)

sxd bxy gryƶƶy

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