real life shit u wouldnt get it 
ft. @original-god
prod. @deadyami

ly:
(intro: iris day)
if i dont wanna crawl back to you
what do you think that i should do?
cause everybody wnats me to to leave
but i dont really wanna see you bleed, tonight

(verse 1: iris day)
i never wanna come back to you
got blood on my hands and blood on my shoes
and everybody wants me to leave
but they dont see that i grieve in my own way
no shame, liquor in my blood and in the hallways
where cigarette smoke hangs clearly
and memories come back early
i know that you’ll miss me dearly

(chorus: iris day)
i wont die tonight
wipe that sweat from my eyes
you won’t cry tonight
i’ll wipe those tears from your eyes
and i kinda miss the old me
when i would cry and breathe slowly
how did you make it so complicated?
all of the time that i wasted

(verse 2: iris day)
thinking of you and i,
it was so easy in my mind
heart breaks when you’re in sight
dawn breaks ever so clearly
the night ends and everything’s misty
you’re gone and you’re never gonna miss me
am i wrong is there something that i had missed
it’s all done and you’re never gonna touch me again

(verse 3: original god) 
cause if you touch me
i might scream
 i might just beg for some more 
im fucked up, always 
eating away at my core 
is this how you always pictured itd end 
oh 
is this how 
i promise we cant be friends 

(chorus: iris day)
i wont die tonight
wipe that sweat from my eyes
you won’t cry tonight
i’ll wipe those tears from your eyes
and i kinda miss the old me
when i would cry and breathe slowly
how did you make it so complicated?
all of the time that i wasted

(outro: iris day)
every summer time you’re here
i will think of you my love
and every time that you’re alone
i hope you think of me above
and below
theres a place for you to call home
and you know
theres a place inside my heart for you, too

crawl

crawl w/ Original God (dead yami)

lyrics:

Silence breaks clouds part for the symphony
Ya I never needed plause or your sympathy
Now im lying on the floor Where im supposed to be
I can finally rest my eyes sleep eternally
Fate Fell through
When you cut me loose
I’ve been Hanging by a thread but now im sprawled
Out On the pavement
So ill Take these words that you spoke to me
And ill place them all inside of my eulogy

Lacking a Purpose
Nothings for certain
Everything’s flawed
Broken and fraud
Counting down to the moment
On when ill be chosen
I'm through being a burden

You’ll be aright
That’s what they always be telling me
Look at the sky
Ya these angels been calling me
Like honestly you say im the one but I disagree
Won’t be saying that shit When im underneath
Swear they’ll all be Stuck In disbelief

eulogy (prod. 2001)

It's your soft skin catch you bleeding out
you're safe here pick you out of the crowd
(and it's) your hands your touch it left me shaking
I feel sickness in the night when I awaken
my heart n my soul is for the taking
I'll fall asleep up in the snow and just wait here
(pre chorus)
I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

smrtdeath:
This tastes like I bit it off more than I can chew
I can't see str8 rn so color me confused
but i can't change this time
If I find it soul less man I had to run away
our past battle has changed
you left in a moment without any notice
so I can't change this time
your back your on my mind
and that's okay I'm fine
rn I'm good on my own

(I can't just make the pain go away
get away)

I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

ghost murmurs ft Smrtdeath

Hurt You

Kn0w u will

lyrics:

[verse:1 steadysuffer]
i feel like i'm smokin too much
ya i'm faded
i can't even see the fckn mic 
ya i'm jaded
come and hold me where the water meet the sand
and the wind meet the trees 
and the time doesn't pass us by on this road that we walk on
do you even care if i move on
i know that you don't and that's fine w/ me 
because the way i see it you're not worth my energy

[hook: $eejay]
i'm just smoking on some gas, fuck the past
bitch u never had my back, it's all an act
i'm just tryna get my racks, polo bag
bitch u know i got the pack, but i don't lack (2x)

[verse:2 steadysuffer]
i remember times you couldn't stop laughing
you would hold my hand in the back of a taxi
now i'm all alone in the back seat
rollin up a blunt cause i can't sleep
(ya these thoughts attack me)
i pull up, i see you there, then i'm outy
you tried to wave hi then i skrt off rowdy
and you can tell that i'm not so lonely
that's why you got mad and started fckn all my homies

follow steadysuffer <3

never had my back ft. steadysuffer (prod. sid white)

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✨i just wanna have fun✨ ·
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★fade away into distant memories★ (prod. odece)

Yng Hstlr - Cursed (Prod. Tsurreal) (slowed + reverb)

Big shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/brevanti the bro!

lyrics:
baby hold me down
I can't get enough
I been stacking all this guap 
roll another blunt
in these cycles
viscous lies, they keep adding up
girl I thought that you were mine, pour another cup

can't talk right now
I been fucked up off the jack and rum
cut up by the barbed wire stump
stuck up, look what i've become
pound that drum
coping by spitting these lyrics you hearing
I got all the weed in backpack
homie start rolling that loudpack
blowing out smoke till she text back
she give me top and I drive back home yeah
dropping the top and I bump that omega-3
watchu see in me?
baby are we history?
are you missing me?
cause its been too long since you said that
got my head back
feeling fine until the moment that you read that
lost those lips again
the fuck did I expect though
I be walking home alone inside storm snow

baby hold me down
I can't get enough
I been stacking all this guap 
roll another blunt
in these cycles
viscous lies, they keep adding up
girl I thought that you were mine, pour another cup

see how you doing 
but u never texting me back girl yuh
ride in the whip all alone
fuck the past oh yeah
I'm overthinking her tone
just like the last girl yeah
hope this the last girl 
but I have crashed in the past girl

Can't get Enough [prod. brevanti]

.♬•「𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 † 𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖇」•♪.

Yng Hstlr - Cursed (Prod. Tsurreal) (slowed + reverb)

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