ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

prod. me

lyrics
--------
cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

i know, we all want to be, something special
some will put the work, and others, stay, stay, stay
inside, and never say a single word i wonder why
but the different sinario, is others getting high

doing nothing with their lives
but their social, get it right
we all walk these different paths, i know i get it
ima try

im such a sad guy
i cry at night, inside
no one ever gets me why
i try, i try to fight

cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

motionless.

i feel like, i passed away
in that dream, on the 17th, of august I'm afraid
don't take me away.

0.01 ILUVWEAPONS (crescnta)

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:
out of time 
hear the buzzer sound 
guess i’m out of lifelines 
so i say burn it 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

i’m losing touch in heat of doubt
the weight of us just brings me down
no longer stable, iron out
all u find ugly
moreover, i can’t bear to shout
my own requirements aloud
i’d rather die than figure out
what makes me ugly

out of time 
with no second chance 
feel my fate unearthed 
so i want this one to hurt 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

spotify & apple!

burn it down w/ evan carr [immortal]

wakin' ups just overwhelming
"i don't give a fuck about my friends and family"
at least that's what the voices tell me 

i cant even bare to look at your name in my messenger
its been a week since we last talked and i hope i don't disappoint you mom
and dad
i'm sorry for the latency
of my presence
ran away to lands of make believe
i miss what we had
something we could call a family
oh mom and dad
i love you more than anything

i don't wanna wait around
for you finally come to town
and drag me away from the first thing that's ever been real

its not all in my head

for once, in, a lifetime
i, feel, alive
i, wont, survive
with entities trying to claw me away to the night

you wouldn't believe the things
that rain blood into the seas
recited by socrates

they wouldn't believe in me
i warned them of everything
you cant put the blame onto me
it's not my fault

i love you more than anything (acey)

ghost girl (slowed + reverb)

Lavender - by Vails, The Sound Clown, Cl6udy

Voiceover anime from Howl’s Moving Castle 

Master: The Sound Clown 

(Lyrics)
Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell 

why was i attracted to ur natural scent
Have to vent 
I always wondered what it subliminally meant 
Uh
Pass these roses, let me lay my bed 
I’m hurt inside, yeah this pains intense 
I see so many changes happening around me
Like faces fade, and I see u smiling 
Your trapped inside , my mind is foggy
I’m losing trust, that this hurt is really  residing

U gave me the seed of hope
So why am I afraid to plant it 
Now I’m struggling to cope
You leaving wasn’t how I planned it
I remeber scents u gave off 
now I’m questioning the reason
left me blind, without a map
I’m changing moods like I’m the seasons 

Would it hurt you to call me, I’m not doing to well
I find myself in the fields Of lavender for the smell
holding on to reminders, keep me losing my self 
Is it too much to ask, im stuck hiding in my shell

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Lavender

FADED IN LA PART 2! Hope u enjoy!!! 🫶🏻
🪻Produced by Cl6udy.

https://on.soundcloud.com/HJoFJrxikYFpqwwMA

🪻Mastered by After,Lilac 

Hook - Vails

Verse 1 - Azrael

https://on.soundcloud.com/WVKmcBzbL1WMn5qx7

Verse 2 - HeyLee Manzeron

https://on.soundcloud.com/vfWNHDwhEWb9UefPA

Verse 3 - After,Lilac

https://on.soundcloud.com/1Dt4uGUo7pM82HSG7

Verse 4 - Wes

https://on.soundcloud.com/kNcTQ8Bsf9kZtYN57

Hook - Vails

Verse 5 - Vails

Verse 6 - Liru.

https://on.soundcloud.com/pkBX24AweLV9ygkk6

Verse 7 - Devin’s World

https://on.soundcloud.com/zQrVASuLpzauj6oR6

Verse 8 - notcursed

https://on.soundcloud.com/Jp3Ju7EQByJZuAYR9

Verse 9 - KayNes

https://on.soundcloud.com/v6SQNFyd3ZMXYzMA8

Outro - KayNes

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FadedinLA 2 (ft. Azrael, HeyLee, After,Lilac, Wes, Liru, Devin’s World, notcursed, KayNes)

Wasting Time

@x_xa_a
your instagram search
is full of boys
im sick of that dreaded
screenshot noise
those that names you've saved
so you don't forget
you're a girl without shame
and even less regret
you stare at me so vacantly
but gaze at them so blatantly
i have played this game so patiently
i did it all for you
i cant believe
i loved you until i hated me

osana (@slimeyoulater)

i know ima hate it again
where did our love begin
i know im the one who was stuck
baby i was the one for your love
i know dat u laugh in my face
i feel love pettles flowing thru my brain
i think that im going insane
u cant help me anyway
i hate see ur face 
i think bout all the mistakes
how can u feel this way
how can u feel this wayy
i dont even know what to say
but i want you anyway
this song for you can u stay
ur gonna leave me anyway

Wasting Time

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