glowstone

what have they done to us??

diva

Death Stains

huge shoutout to my bro juneswrld - this mix wouldn’t even exist without his instrumental.

junes ig: @juneswrld_

Aries - ANESTHESIA [mix by juneswrld and dorian]

i dont really talk that much w/ yungcray (prod. wraithontheporch)

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

I’ve been lost in my head again
Scrolling through pictures of what we had
I don’t know if I’ll ever feel the same
I just… I just keep drifting

I met you on a rainy night, your hoodie soaked through
You laughed, said it’s nothing, but I felt it too
Kept my distance ‘cause I didn’t wanna fall too fast
But your shadow followed me, echoes from the past
I stayed up writing lines I’ll never show
Thought about the things we said and the places we’d go
Your voice stuck in my head like a melody I can’t shake
I tried to run from it, but I always wake

And I know I’m broken, but you see me
Even when I hide behind my dreams
I can’t escape it, I can’t leave it
This feeling… it won’t let me breathe

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

I see you in the city lights, but it’s just a trick
The way your laugh fades, yeah, it makes my heart sick
I text you but delete it, don’t wanna seem weak
I chase the highs, I chase the feeling I seek
I’ve been sleeping in the dark, hoping you’ll appear
Your perfume on the pillow, but you’re never near
I tell myself it’s over, but my mind won’t comply
I replay every word, every look, every lie

And maybe I’m too fragile for this world
Maybe I’m too honest for anyone else
I keep writing our story in my songs
Even when the pages are empty, it feels like you belong

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

drifting (prod. yxngxs)

ex girl(s)

produced by brody mckeegan
lyrics:
my lips turn black
my eyes roll back
it’s all an act
when you touch me like that
something big and bad
it sticks and cracks
it’s sick and sad
i’m such a fag

i’m not inside my body
it’s something sick i can’t wash off
why do you hold me softly?
nothing hurts, i hardly feel anything at all 

take it out on me, i won’t feel it hurt 
i’ll pay for my sins but i’ll still burn
take it out on me, i know you can’t stop
i’m a waste of breath but i get you off

take it out on me, take it out on me
take it out on me, take it out on me

touch me not
but hold me close
and i’ll apologize until
i’m stumbling home
i will kneel at the foot
of your bed in the dark
and i will make myself empty
i will tear these bones apart

i’m not inside my body
it’s something sick i can’t wash off
why do you hold me softly?
nothing hurts, i hardly feel anything at all 

take it out on me, i won’t feel it hurt 
i’ll pay for my sins but i’ll still burn
take it out on me, i know you can’t stop
i’m a waste of breath but i get you off
take it out on me, i can take it all
i can be your girl, i can be your dog
take it out on me, make me small
let me be your girl, let me be yours

take it out on me

@astvri vid: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAG8ngIBmUM

prod by me
Slowed version : https://soundcloud.com/tommyice/overthinkingg

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