blame it on the weather

@july3
@glassxhotel

im abt to clean dreams off head again 
never doin this sleeping on the shelf  (＋_＋)
w8stn so much time  :(
w8stn so much pain :((

i can’t collapse myself  bcs I’ve never trust u
 drunk in backseat of ur car (×﹏×)
 living like i never wanted to live instead of die
 i’ve tried myself so many times
 piece by piece, im rotten like
 gutters on our pitch 2x
 & all the lies u said 2 me (╯︵╰,)(╯︵╰,)

all the lies u said 2 me

Spotify

all the lies u said 2 me (july3)

youtu.be/dMwWGMiLFUY
youtu.be/dMwWGMiLFUY
youtu.be/dMwWGMiLFUY

♫ angelicxmei - panic ♫
@angelicxmei
produced by @jackson-deborde
mix by @angelicxmei
mastering by @angelicxmei

+ lyrics +

no i cannot focus
its all just enough
cant get right when the emotions alive
im feelin not nice
all time
pass me the eyedrops
blood in my backyard
u got me fucked up

i see nothing
i got too much options
i cant keep the motion
(its happening fast for me)
but im movin
im barely walking
ima say its okay
although you re hurting meee
meeee
stab me till i bleed out
ima let it win that
cuz i never feel right
ima throw perspictions
even tho youre real one
im fighting addictions
i will never beeee fine

(dont panic, just dont panic)

just dont panic
sometimes its just heavy
sit and stay just ready
just dont panic
even u tried so many
grab and take ur medics

focus
its all just enough
cant get right when the emotions alive
im feelin not nice
all time
pass me the eyedrops
blood in my backyard
u got me fucked up

i see nothing
i got too much options
i cant keep the motion
(its happening fast for me)
but im movin
im barely walking
ima say its okay
although you re hurting meee
meeee
stab me till i bleed out
ima let it win that
cuz i never feel right
ima throw perspictions
even tho youre real one
im fighting addictions
i will never beeee fine

dvsnbh Official © 2021

angelicxmei - panic (j4xn)

@venusrose4u
@kojowav
@glassxhotel

(syringe angel)
ketamine like kerosine
 i feel the heat
 always worried abt ruin this shit 
bb it’s a paradise to feel so fucking numb 
sticky embrace of suffering for all the time

(venus)
you’re so mean, i don’t get it
i’m so weakk, i’m so damaged

i’m all alone again
can we make amends
you’re getting in my head
will it ever end?

i can’t breathe right now
can’t speak right now
you stole my sound
i’m so let down

all i want is your love, i’m so dumb
& every time it makes me feel so numb

(yggd)
numb, oh bb close ur eyes around the shadows
go...or maybe go 2 sleep around the gallows
maybe it sounds so sick but u know iam
im loosin everything pretending its ok :/

heat

heat + venus rose (kojo)

@prodmichael
@glassxhotel

(one&two&fuck u)
w8stin time  
& losin mind
 always alone 
should I collapse? 
takin drugz
 forget the past 
the skin is grey 
then so am I  


(immm losing myself)
(& nothin is well.........)

(ya kno it)always breaks my heart 
...anything you say 
and u always say what hurts the most 
so im so close 2 break*

so much for my happy ending 
bleeding out, burning out & then...
understanding...

happy ending?

happy ending? (michaelwarren)

prod by me
@glassxhotel

i dream abt us
 but life is confusing
 i fell to the ground
 i was always losing
 i can't watch you cry
 u know what I'm doing
our smiles in the lies
 im sick its so foolish
 all u wanted was love
 but all i can is ruin 
you know its deep in my veins 
who is guilty accuses
 i cant cope with the pain
 pills & chronic abusing
what they say? life is life
 & i feel that im blue in
 our smiles in the lies
 im sick its so foolish

life is life

life is life (syringe angel)

@specialsoft
@glassxhotel

changing colors of my skin from the pills i dont want 2 take
 ur so violent transparency is all i have
my lil lil baby girl

hanging in the loop but the loop breaks by itself
saw a pearl in you but failed to open the shell I
i am so rubbish and i know you are zero waste 
mirror in blood i want to get out of hell

i am so rubbish and i knw you are zero waste
 & i also know this bitter taste
 other side only place u want me 2 take myself
i come to you to cry on bloody hands
know u hate me but thats the only way
these pills are my sunset now
u dont even care
go fuck yourself im gonna die here anyway

zero waste (specialsoft)

@specialsoft
@glassxhotel
s/o @stellathepixie <3

i am a doll bound by ur promises 
losing grip in my life
 its so sad how we treat each other
after time after time

i would like to tell about desires 
but im totally zip-tied up 
you won’t meet my anywhere
cause  im crying in dark 
im just waste of fucking space 
why breathing less and less 
& im counting my each day

i hate sleeping cause I’m only dreaming abt empty void
but i really want 2 waste my life on nothing cause ive never had control

desires (specialsoft)

@xxsyris
@awwy2k @lewisgoing
@glassxhotel

(syris)
yeah u broke my heart
nd you did it so fast
i’m rlly blowin up
see the smoke thru the glass
my bby plz don’t leave me
i just wnt you in my life
takin puffs of cigarettes
idc about my life

ahhhh
make me chase you down
i’ll use my knifeee
ik what u wnt and it’s not loveee
i’ll die if you ever fuckin stoppppp

(syringe angel)
I don't know innocence
take me on a date
was kidding babe 
cause i don't leave the cave
 i need a break  2 find myself

my limbs go numb 
you are asking why 
this plastic ceiling is not the sky
my teeth in blood 
you see a smile 
container in which i live is falling apart

i dont wanna hurt you but im in deep love with pain 
& i dont wanna hurt you but it just happens by itself

plastic ceiling + syris (kidu lewisgoing)

@everestdidthis

i cant lie on the substance
see the world it means nothing
let me leave my head in dumpster
im  hurting everyone unconscious

 don’t take me to the roof
its all about you 
don’t take me to the roof
 don’t believe me u know im fool
don’t take me to the roof
cause im jumper

i cant lie on the substance
see the world it means nothing
let me leave my head in dumpster
im  hurting everyone unconscious

kiss my cracked lips
look at my puffy eyes
 i have flowers but they rotted
and u know that so do i

i cant lie on the substance
see the world it means nothing
let me leave my head in dumpster
im  hurting everyone unconscious

jumper (everestdidthis)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4HWDLxaeB7LdjoTIK2utOm?si=rZ591RMvRVeqw_90NDAM1g&utm_source=copy-link

featuring @1stress
mastered by @kets4eki

https://instagram.com/aleksandra.kanjiru 
https://instagram.com/ihateyoustress

(me) 
you know this is my reaction to that information
now i wanna die, i feel like im faceless
suki chca mnie znac choc sama siebie nie chce
czemu chcesz mnie miec skoro tylko zajmuje kolo ciebie miejsce

nie chce tracic czegos czego nigdy nie moglam miec 
i still need your heart, but you know that i cant 
rip fee, zaraz glowa mi wybuchnie tak jak wtc 
sciany pomaluje na czerwono moja krew 

tancz tancz tancz i nie patrz sie na mnie 
dzisiaj tylko ja na ciebie chce patrzec 
zaraz sie odjebie, nie wytrzymam tu na dnie
boje sie ciemnosci, a tu duzo jej strasznie 

(@1stress <3)
tell me all these lies bby tell me all these secrets 
ik tht u left but bby plz js giv me reasn 
u cld b my bby bt u kno its 4 a reason 
ik that u love him bby tell me tht its pretend 

idk where else to go 
u tore my <3 u hate it shows
now im waiting for the day u decide to go
i cant go back u gave me home8

reaction +stress (moneykidd)

@glassxhotel
music production ★ @sy2ringel

syringeangel@gmail.com

life is life (syringe angel)

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