Someone Like You ft Kurtains

ok it was actually unintentional for it to sound like pretender

i know its hard i know it is
i played my part i lost my grip
until next year im off that shit
want something new im bored of this
and if u find the answer to my question
then let me know im tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me im a waste and everyone tells me the same
yea maybe theres a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i dont know
im fighting for u back dont think about me

now this is a story i dont wanna tell
its like the end of a movie i havent seen before
ive always lived for attention why cant u see that
im on my knees begging for more

war within

covenbrook₄ — (mojave, I missed you!!
landers, ca 34°19′58.1988″N 116°23′19.5066″W

+love&thanks to @vanda100 for intro/end ambient textures!

4 of ?
June 15 2004

sleep with a gun on the other side of the mattress 
mean you no harm: when it comes back down, will you catch it

bring me a spaceship to jakarta
somewhere faster, somewhere farther
shuttered lens and muddy water
string the words out to your father

i made you a pact
streak across your face and i ended up worsening the damage
bite my calluses off 'till they bleed
if it takes god just a little
then let me know when he's coming around
i had a vision that you kneeled in front of me on the ground

i take it that you'll fend for yourself (came to you easy)
her flags raised high, 
hitched the i-5 for the touchdown of her life

dust you're kicking behind 
just put the pedal to the metal
make it last however longer you'd like
it's only time until i'm following your trail from behind

got no reason to bruise,
lose my faith or blow it on you
whatever you wanna choose
go your way or walk in my shoes

so have a nice start, wait for your car
play the right cards
but don't tell me i'm easy for you,
or you're going to california
easy on me, annie, won't you?

you came so easy
so why don’t you need me?

landers

stream on spotify

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon idk where there are

having fun + playing

Tape20

500Hz Universe

[@nokerbforever] (prod kerb)
we get in the whip and i go 160
i don't wanna die, i just don't know what i'm thinking
i'm tryna erase all the past shit that lives in me
asking u to try but no u just never listen
smokin riding low
backseat where i cope
rollin up some more
now i'm bleeding ever slow
can't see thru the smoke
to much just to go
no you'd never know
now you barely even call

and yeah she's heartless
stab me with the knife in my back then she wiped it spotless
used me like a puppet yeah she does some kind of stalking
and now i start to question why u always act obnoxious
yeah, act like u know nothing
so done, fucked up
now u wanna see me go
to much, i'm numb
this to much for me to cope
roll up some more
now i can't see thru the smoke
you'd never know
no you never even called

[@arasmoon] (prod aras moon)
been thinking of ways that
i can end it all lately
to weak for the horrors
i wish someone could sedate me
the curse of remembrance is a burden to bare
and when i tell em my lore ill prolly end up escaping
and its so hard to believe that i would be saving myself
cause some how they abandon me when i need a hero the most
(hey)
my life has been a huge outro
(watch em)
exit it seems so natural
(okay hey)
just saw the man of my dreams he'll turn into a nightmare

how can i stop all this suffering
can i retain my humanity
melancholy hearts
watch it all fall apart
this weight that i'm bearing
will never remove the fool
in my cards
it took a toll
it took a toll
it took a toll

[@808aesir] (prod aesir)
and when i look at u
i see it
i see it
i see it

well if this is how it ends
then i dont wanna talk about it
i want to remember everything just like this
and its hard
when youre feeling like you need it
i was picking up the pieces of my
chrome heart

(2x)
i cant do this on my own
when im losing my control
this is everything i know
this is everything i know

and when i look at you
i see colors changing
i needed something new
but you were fine remaining
and when i look at you
i see colors changing
and when i look at you

[@dwardo-isreal] (prod aesir)
so baby please
dont become a tragedy
and if i cover my face
please don't get mad at me
i got a lot of shit going on
lot of shit going wrong
and you could be the one to take it all away

so take it all away
im needin you to stay
and never go away
and never go away

cause ur gonna see a body floating down the river
if you wanna be my chrome heart killer

[@ar15wthebeam] (prod spawn)
can anybody tell me what's been going on in my head
i been tryna work it out it doesnt really make sense
talk to god, help me now, do we all feel pain?
talk to you, in my mind, say you always felt the same
all this liqour in my liver, maybe i'm the one to blame
i just wonder what you say when you leave my room
if it doesnt make sense it'll make sense soon
yeah but really i been wondering what's going on with you

can you make me feel it
think i lost my feeling
i just never knew i painted you a mural on the wall
you give me oxycotton pills i know u wanna see me fall
well played shawty you just got me feeling so strange
and when i talk to you it feel like we aint on the same page

you know what they say what goes up always comes down
play my heart, like a drum, i can hear it so loud
all these voices in my head feel like im singing to a crowd

run your fingers through my skin it feels like bugs crawlin
i cant help it im a runner babe im so sorry
tie the noose and ima rock it like a wing collar

[@spawnvii]
surrounded by the spirits of the ones i hold close
never look beside me, never go ghost
running from my past, shouldn't old news be old?
crestfallen in the woods
my blood rots to mold

(my stomach churns inside a cave)
rocks falling through the seams, the footing's to steep for me now
what did you expect? there's only so much that i get
cause you said yourself, im only just a kid

(now im left to die here, drowned out by ghosts)

look back

consumed by earth

your body's consumed by earth

look back

chromehearts

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

prod me 
feat @omgemags @staggyucrazy
trap acai bowl the album soon

(emags)
you and me no we aint leaving each other
id be sick enough to see you with any sucker
you can go ahead and do it
if you tryna play me you will never see me lose it
if you tryna play me youll be in the club clueless
walked in that bitch, uh, already knew it
im burnt out , like shooting
girl you must know you messed up this time

(sloan)
tell me is it safe for me to go
its killing me i got to know
what we got there's no fixing it
cuz im not no affectionate
swear theres something in the way that you go about it
i dont wana kill the - wait i dont care about it
swear theres somethin in the way you uhh uhh
got the blue maybach that bitch a uh huh

(staggy)
come with me girl you fucking wit a chump
what are we? i dont know but we can fuck
on the E now we fucking up the club
dust off yo fuck me pumps
on the block witcho gucci bag crew
sniffing on the white tryna figure out the move
looking at the clock ima be there very soon
so dust off yo fuck me pumps

(sloan)
attract the change like magneto
im in the cut right with my dogs im not talking no fido
roll the blunt like a burritooo
took yo bitch on a scenic route im not talking no smino
i rock the viv like a jesus piece
boy you better stop that glazing like a meet and greet
i been on my shit like i been eating beans
they gon study me like a new disease

if you know me you know whats up
i pour too much up in my cup
cant be happy cuz winters up
and you know i dont like the sun (its too hot here)
im coast to coast man having fun
im breaking necks like 1 on 1s
all the shit i do is just for fun
so dust off yo fuck me pumps

FMPumps! (feat. Emags, Staggy)

anotherway (feat. deadman 死人)

매일 네가 보고싶어 또 너를 떠올려
내가 원하는 답 이미 너는 알잖아
Everyday 또 내일 볼순없겠지만
그래도 난 네가 너무 보고싶어

오늘따라 네가  문득 떠오르는 날
어쩌면 내가 사랑에 빠진걸까
붉게 물들었어 한송이의 Rosy
시들지 않게될거야 평생 All day
약속해줘 평생을 함께하겠다고 
난 되었어 준비 보고싶어 너의 눈빛
Diamond보다 내겐 더 빛나는 속의 Ruby
When you walking in my life

매일 네가 보고싶어 또 너를 떠올려
내가 원하는 답 이미 너는 알잖아
Everyday 또 내일 볼순없겠지만
그래도 난 네가 너무 보고싶어
Today 또 매일 항상 너를 생각해
오늘도 머릿속을 떠나지않아
어떡해 이게 내 마음이잖아
절대 난 너를 못지워

24/7 makin’ money wit my friends
다 샀어 내가 원하던 big hoops
Hoes comin, rollin, but 난 필요없지 그냥 그런 감정일뿐
Any girl when I pick it up, 3 to 4 months up to below
이게 무슨말이냐면 너를 채우려고 하는 거짓 사랑일뿐
Real love feeling way far to me
Cause I lose my own aka v.i.p
Imma sick on the gossip
’난 필요없어 너가‘ 거짓말뒤에 피난길
I’on fuck wit nobody
Count me wit the body but nothing
Can’t make a hoe wit my wifey
Even you came back to my street , 
No way 너가 돌아와도 no more
근데 잠에 들기전 가끔 너가 생각나서 좀 처울어
End it up wit imagine
Cause it makin feelin you tragic
너가 돌아오라고 몇번을 말해도 안들을걸 알아서

매일 네가 보고싶어 또 너를 떠올려
내가 원하는 답 이미 너는 알잖아
Everyday 또 내일 볼순없겠지만
그래도 난 네가 너무 보고싶어
Today 또 매일 항상 너를 생각해
오늘도 머릿속을 떠나지않아
어떡해 이게 내 마음이잖아
절대 난 너를 못지워

500Hz Universe

tigerstar