bangers

oh mai gah

lets dance w/ heavn

RATA-TATA

Back from the Dead

alive + kuru (taylor morgan)

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

ericdoa - myheartbelongs2u (leaked) [HQ]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZILYTgJvFM33cIfYi5Vp?si=c11bc685f6b24a5d
prod. me
mastered by @/griggs._ (insta)

cell towers
green august
cut hands with the pink nail polish
no flowers
no prom dress
no chance i could say what i wanted

no pictures
theyre all torn apart
i set them all on fire let it burn in the yard
i tried to run away
but i cant escape now
the flames have spread too far

you said it's alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

black berry thorns youre still there
just like the old clothes i still wear
so our plan didnt pan out
dont know where ill land now
just know i cant stay where i am now
ran out
used to be your man but i cant now
hands out 
i keep waiting on you while you stand your ground
i just really hope you know i still care
in the hills with the trees i dont feel bare

i said its alright
stay on call with you for all night
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

you dont see what i lost
what it really cost me
pull of in a vacant lot
just to make it all green in my eyes
no shot
i cant shake em off me
its like just when i forgot
saw the leaves falling im

alright
you told a story it was all lies
you always try to pick me up to watch me fall back down
watch it all die
i cant hold you now
you try to stay strong
but nobody told you how

i know youll never see me the way i see you
i thought i hid how i was feeling it was see-through
need you, but i need you
you made me the gloves that i would bleed through
falling like the leaves do

green august

tysm for 1k on run <33

produced by @johnkwondll

don't cry (p. typhoon)

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

i dream of days that i wont wake up thinking of you
i see your picture every day it stays in my room
cant even take it off of my walls if i want to
i just keep on praying i forget the way i lost you

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

(yeah)
they always judge me
but then theyre lying to my face and say they love me
hide in the bathroom fuck it i cant stand this
its like they dont even try to understand me
(woah)

fuck
i got big dreams
i tried to tell you all about it you dont know what i mean
i cant stand to think youre walking round with memories of me
i only drive late at night when i cant see the road ahead of me

i got so many plans im not getting any done
got no job got no plans im already 21
take a shot aiming straight for my lungs
got a blue dot let it stay under my tongue
ill let it die fuck it fate already won
so dont lie to my face i said its ok
i still really miss the way that it was
but theres no turning back the days i gotta run

run (p. typhoon)

produced by @typhoondll + me

lyrics:

[long ass intro with hella vocal chops for no reason]

u try to bring me along somewhere i wont go
u think ur calling my bluff but bitch i wont fold
got hyperflexed knees bending so low
my head is scraping the ceiling pray i wont grow

im losing feeling in my legs sitting waiting
got so much pressure on my head to keep it vacant
i run in place, keep posting my face make it famous
just so i can go replace it put a glaive where my brain is

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

remember please, you dont own our memories, no
you shared with me and at best u had a lease on it
all i see bitches stare at me, keep watching
cant make me bleed, wont prick my finger on cheap comments

im sick of fake compliments im begging be honest
i hate the way the friendly faces are the least common
alone time for my whole life making me chronic
dont need a feature im the only one i see on it

i said im happiest for you that you lucked out
somehow only way i show it is i run out
smoke my lungs out 
try to hold back tears they send a flood now
every day's the same gotta wait another one down

counting all the time i lost watch the clock as it ticks by
all i got spending every drop i wont miss mine 
all i saw, u took my bar hit it six times
its gonna be all ur fucking fault when that shit dies

lucked out (p. typhoon + leyton)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxtyphoondll/lucked-out

produced by @typhoondll

outer banks (p. typhoon)

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/glov3seam

self prod

lyrics:

glove seam never complete
somethings loose
one dream every night
yeah my brain refuses
to move on
your new friends
think ive gone off the edge

i leak all my feelings way too much
for 3 weeks i cant sleep
cause u hate my guts
and im fucked if u move on
already lost ur trust its just me im tryna prove wrong

would i do it with a new song
do i gotta wake up 
ive been dreaming this for too long
the sun comes and wakes me through the blinds
if i lay to waste would u feel me cry

and would u listen to them
will u ditch me for dead
cause i cant fix this again
it'll give in the end

glov3seam

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/yea-cus-yea
STARPOWER! July 20

Hey!
What unleashed this side of you?
You're not usually speaking
'Bout what you think I should do,
I should choose

Hey!
Whatchu think about all this change?
Haven't let go of me all day
What were you gonna tell me?
That you're scared to say

All my faith is almost gone
'Cus when I think about what I want
I'm sorry but I don't know
I have no response!
And then it's May, we graduate
You always say
You'll do anything to go where I will go
I hope it's worth the wait

When in doubt, I'll be your cheerleader
But I doubt that you'll even need a clutch
To be there when I won't
Yeah, you'll be fine okay!

Things were good so why'd you go away?
Have to let you know
I don't count on anyone to say this stuff
But you say things the best in every way

I'ma get stuck in this time
By taking pics of us left and right
And nothing's gonna last forever
But with you, it might

Coming clean I need to lay it out
and tell the story so far
There's not much I can do to fix it
Before things fall apart
You think I would've learned a lesson
Beyond the past that we shared
It's not fair, it's not fair

All I need, like vapor
Like I breathe you
And I'm cleared and I'm charged
Addictive energy I'm trying not to need
But it's hard
Still convincing myself that I need to go home
'Cus I've burnt out on my own

So I try to get some sleep
But I don't have you to hold
And when I cry I don't want you to see
Tears on my pillow
And I have too many ways to say
How I feel alone
I'll sleep on the left side tonight
But it still feels cold

When you switch up you got me down
Down, down
When you switch up got me

Oh, what's the point of being anything?
Other than with you head to feet
I don't care what I need I just want you
I'll wear your jersey with the nine
I'll write you a lullaby
Remember me by your side, what it was like

I wish it was simple, but it's not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
(If and when)
I wish I was with you, but I'm not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
If and when it comes

if and when

tigerstar