Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @hvvean
Produced by @spaceboyry

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
I can't wait it
I can't say shit
I'm on the top yeah I made it
No one hating
We all loving
I won't stop yeah I'm making it
I'm on fire I feel like the one
Who cares if people hating they run
Their mouths on the internet
If they come face to face
They see the money I make
They turn into fans what a turn of events

[Verse: @hvvean]
Our texts, our calls, I read them
Yeah fuck these fake friends no i dont need them
I’ve matured past that point no I don’t need revenge
I wake up it’s a new day yeah I feel refreshed
Nah I’m never stressed
Nah I can’t be stressed
Cuz you know we blessed
Yeah we the best
Yeah you know that we countin all these dividends
Yeah I hope you know I always wanted you in the end
Yeah I’m so sorry what I did
I just hope we can we can be friends
I just wanna be friends

On Fire (ft. hvvean) (prod. spaceboyry)

@rewind214 @backxster @1xene (note from xene: dud its 12am and i made thiswhile punching in, in like 8 minutes pls dont judge me 4 this funny song LOL)

u had me @ hello
now were sayin gbye
evn tho it made sense
bby i js wnna cry
idk where 2 go
im so done w my life
we had this luv once
so y cnt we hv it twice?

nd its been getting difficult 4 me 2 breathe
tell me tht im all u need
its been getting hard 2 sleep
knowin ur not w me

its so unberable
i felt so terrible
i hope u care @ all
bby gawd dam it alllll

do u need me do u need me
bby yea i need u
do u c me do u c me
bby yea i c u
pls believe me pls believe me 
bby i blieeve u
even if u h8 me
i cld nvr leave u

bby thts not a feasible option
test me how u want, bae i move w cautionnn

(note 2: entire song was bs but i started losing my sanity around here)
its so hard 2 rhyme w this
so im switchin the word yea
might aswell switch up the flow bitchh
making this songgg fo chris
awa is ma bestfrend
aka nicoleeee
im chris's husbanddd
yea its officialllll
man i got no ideass
guide me like its ikeaaaa
lemme jus moan 4 the rst of the songgg

yeahu yeahu yeaaa yeahu yeahuu yeaaa
 yeahuu yeahuu yeaaa yeahuu yeahuu yeahaaaa

xene - meow (rewind + backxster) [hosted by cxris]

p @rewind214 @1akura

maybe im okay alone
maybe everythings alright, here at home
m-maybe im okay alone
maybe nothings wrong at all

but im content to just sink away
its my intent to just stay this way
ill never f>_<ing change
ill never change my ways
ill always be the same
itll always be this way

always so tired from everything
always so drained, i cant do a thing
and i dont rly know where im going
i just know ive given up my wings

always so exhausted
got nothin left in me
pass out on the couch
tell me what to do
y-yell at me and shout
but ill pay no mind
im js staring at the clouds

たぶん一人で大丈夫
何も間違ってない、ここで
ただ沈んでいたいだけ
変わらないままでいるよ

hikikomori (rewind, akura)

eta prod @sana @over

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

the mistakes that haunt me

the mistakes that haunt me (counter) #NES2WO

#aftermath
note: this was supposed to be only a short song to tease @ritsuzuki but i kinda enjoyed making it bro😭✌️w feature @iowgen🩷🩷

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

do u wanna touch my body
cause i know you've been gooning lately
no need to hold back baby
if u wanna fuck just say it
just say it, i will let you taste me
oh baby tell me what u want yeah
do u wanna lick all over my body 
baby tell me can i slide it inside yaaa

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

suck my soul off, i know u cant get enough of me
let me hit it from the back so i can please ya
edging on the bed yeah let me finish
let me finish on your face

@iowgen:
i don't care if its longer than mine
I'll take it from the back
I'll do what you want
all i want is u
I'll do anything-
I'll do anything if you stay with me bae

(@ritsuzuki voice message if u r wondering:
nah twin
imma just be a femboy that's--
that's enough, that's enough for me)

my little femboy
my little femboy
vex yeahhh

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life
i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

(end - @ritsuzuki):
woah, this is really fucking hot

vex/my little femboy + iowgen (kyoshi)

prod @1nvaydn

xx

wonder what is left .. 
.. is it all inside my head?
when ur playing with my heart..
ya my memory's a mess

why do u like to pull my strings?
i feel u grasping at my chest

but after all, im just ur doll
ur dancing 'round my death
im lost for words, ur from another world, and im from earth
ur like a flower too, if i were dead, id wanna be the dirt
and sure u left my life, but thats okay, cause i dont want u to hurt
so tell me now, is this feeling all thats left between us?

and u know that im so crushed
i guess this feeling's not enough
is it rly just too much?
and did u ever want my love?
and i just had to fuck it up
im bruised n cut, concussed

concussed Prod tsul

⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧
prod+sfx @ssj5-junk
sample: escape the fate - when i go out, i want to go out on a chariot of fire

@s0lemn
no Txt back,, Fuck it Ima Fall asleep ...
Im so Done. Cant even Die in peace ,,
I needa tell Uu but uU Will not Listen .--
i Got a problem In love w/ Prescription"":p
y Tf r U callin Me ??? ./}{||\\
Leave Me alone & Dont Bother me ., ,.
It Hurts if I say Ima b Like u+++
I gotta Feel cuz u nevr Do....

Im Feelin Like shit.
look in My eyez R u noticing This ??.
I think Ima quit,,---
Blood On the Floor ya i Did it Again -...
Im sry Ur rite .,, 
I wana Feel but im Constantly High.,,
Im Talkin Rn cuz im Sayin Goodbye ""''
im Sry2Say tht im Takin my Life<<./33
i Promise its Fine .||}

4get me++ I stg Ima Die ina Bentley ...
Take 20 pillz js so Heaven Wont get Me)))
I'll Go2Hell & I'll tell em U Sent me <<</3 

Kill Me now I'll Take wat I Can..
I 4got Who i even Am ;[[
Shut me Down i Js took A Xan ;:
Dope on The Table ,,, Im fryin Again>..

I wna Live But I swear tht I Cant]]\\
Look at MyFace u Can tell tht im Dead//||\
bb Ur stuck in My head ,, ,,
Im gona Rot In My bed. ,. . . . ..

@counterxo
I just can’t go, I have nothing else
I was solo when I went through hell
Life is hollow in an empty shell
I might have to throw these memories inside a cell

Don’t wait for me
Blinded by a future that I can’t see 
I know that the truth hurts but lies aren’t free
cause I made things worse, couldn’t let them be

Just listen to your heart, even if it tears me apart
I’m wishing from afar 
For a world where we both can restart
You never forgave me
Did you just want to hate me?
It’s better to betray me, knowing you can’t save me
⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆༺♱༻⋆. °⛧

and the light leaves w/ counter [ssj5]

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

rehab ft. hvrts (diegointhedark)

#tragedyClub
prod @ssj5-junk & @star607 (idk his soundcloud)

@s0lemn
look @ my Face im Let down , :-[[
fck It all Up ima crash Outt, , ,
binging Tha Dope but I luvv itt ,))
cryin4Nothin ,, js Leave me Sumthn ...

ima Take 4 Bluezz ima Try n Die 2nite ..
Bitch im Ina bad Mood ion Evr feel Ritee==
im Rly fkn Sad dude ,.. 
no I didnt wna CryY but i had2 , ..

dont Say it ,, i Can see it In ur Eyez how u All h8n .
u Can put on A disguise But it Wont change it ///.
dope Chasin ,, Im lacin .
pillz In my Bedroom like I wont make it ,..

off A molly Rock .
I got Dope in my Socks So i wont rly talk a lot : p
am Wat i am ,, but I feel like im Not enuff .. 
slammed From da Xan ion Evr feel like Wakin upp .

Dont b Scared if U wna come backk ,, 
I miss u2 we Can leave it at tht .. ..
nah i Didnt wna cryY 2nite ,,-
sry if Im not Ur type,,

im on Ur side ,, i Couldnt b Here w/ uU 2nite . ,
blood on Tha floor--
xanInMyCup , ,
Dyin4More.

s0lemn - wont make it (ssj5 + star607) [hosted by cxris]

yea
baby can u do me right
i don't wanna live
i might just say, fuck this life
yea
i might catch another flight
tell me when n where
cuz i only see u in the night
yea
maybe ill see u in the next
pop another xan
i can finally get some rest
im gone die alone
i could feel it in my chest
all i want is u
but u see me like the rest
(u treat me like the rest)
and u don't seem 2 care
i don't think it's fair
that u can go from here 2 there
yea
u act like u don't know
but hoe, u aware
u be everywhere
n with everyone
no bitch i ain't done
bitch im balling like the sun
yea
bitch im balling like the suns
like devin booker
but that boy so buns
lets go!

when n where (p. xtasane)

T23

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