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produced by Millsy & me ;)

This man approached me
He asked me if I saw his signs
He said he was gonna take my life
Give me a new one
It's time to decide
So I 

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

I've been thinking
About my life before
How it'd always be the same
When I always wanted more
This shit ain't a game and I wish you
Could take another step back and 
Explain what I got into 
How the fuck am I supposed
Pray when no one hears you
Guess I'm gonna have to try
Said they're gonna change my life
At least I know I'll sleep at night
Knowing magic's more than meets the eyes

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

He told me to go and pack your bags boy
Don’t look back leave it all in the past boy
Make it last boy don’t let it eat you alive 
They got eyes on the back of their head don’t fall behind 
And I know
There’s not a right time for leaving
But I can’t fight the feeling I’ve been in running in place all the time
Separate the truth from lies
Second hand memories always catching light 
Can’t hide it
Know that I’m done fighting
Can’t confide in a night so silent 

I let go of the past life
Life ain't been the same
Since you gave me that advice
Ain't been stopping at red lights
Spark and a flame
We turn that to a wildire
Always running from commotion
Drown my sorrows in this potion
The notion hit from the start
That this world was gonna break my heart

let go (with Jonah Michael)

prod me
finding my sound still
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lyrics
im tired of trying to breathe
when you come around
you're the reason why im hating how my music sounds
this will be the death of me so bury me into the ground
i hope it's just a feeling but it's
always and always

like a puppet you're controlling me
i hope i'm always 17 in your memories
you know that i'll never leave
i don't know what is wrong with me
i need some melatonin i can never fall asleep
always and always

they're all transparent to me
but i can never read your mind
just say that it's fine
i'm still wasting my time again
i wish you were sitting right by my side
it's been a while since we last spoke
i'll tell you about the things that you want me to say
i'm wasting days after days
you always blow me away
i'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you
can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer
all i can think of is your four-leaf clover
so many times when i thought it was over
i just need some closure
(your hair on my shoulders)
will i save myself oh please
you set this up for me
all that you do is just waste my dopamine
why do i hate november
i need your answer
you know i'll remember
always and always

like a puppet

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/keanu121/season

SEASON

I feel like I could float 
Over the mountains 
I don’t care how much it cost
Or what the amount is

X2
I’ll buy you that buy you this
The cuts on your wrists
I think you’ve handled enough of him 

You’re like a star getting brighter
Right now I think that we’re higher
Oh I don’t want you to go
I know my love is for you 

X2
I’ll buy you that buy you this
The cuts on your wrists
I think you’ve handled enough of him

01/18/23
p. @justmoonemoji and me

"cuts" itsatrill© (p.lune&itsatrill)

@zephyrcove
@1kise
@riensu

Shoutout drake fr.

Lyrics:

@1kise

Girl you’re the one for me!
I’m hoping you could be the last one,
You’re just the first one
The first to make me feel sum
Girl I would never leave ya!
‘Cause you’re the one for me yea
Oh baby can’t you see?!

And I don’t want nobody else!
You’re the one I have no doubts,
You’re the one I dream about!
You’re the one I think about!

I ain’t forget,
What you meant,
When you said,
You’ve been waiting for me 
Girl I can tell that you’ve been practicing,

For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me) (x2)
(All those other guys were practice, they were practice, yeah, for me, for me)

@riensu
ahhhhhh
Did you do it all for me
ahhhhhh
Did you do it all for me?

And now we're
Falling in love again
But I just hope you know
That I won't make no promises
Cause I might fuck it up
Fuck it up
I might fuck it up again
Fuckin up your trust again (you'll snap out of it)

Your love, it has a hold on me
What do you want from me?
Cause I swear that I'm tryin my best
For you
Cause I swear that I'm tryin my best
For you
For you

@1kise
Girl you’re the one for me!
I’m hoping you could be the last one,
You’re just the first one
The first to make me feel sum
Girl I would never leave ya!
‘Cause you’re the one for me yea
Oh baby can’t you see?!

And I don’t want nobody else!
You’re the one I have no doubts,
You’re the one I dream about!
You’re the one I think about!

I ain’t forget,
What you meant,
When you said,
You’ve been waiting for me 
Girl I can tell that you’ve been practicing,

For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me)
For me (for me) For me (for me) (x2)
(All those other guys were practice, they were practice, yeah, for me, for me)

Recorded 2/5/23

All Plats

for me w/ riensu (p. vshy)

cupid (ft. riensu) [fifty fifty cover]

poopity scoopity

wait till u see me

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore

Bridge:
Cruising in a V8
Don’t believe what she say
And like I said it before
You’ve always had it all

Verse:
I’m never tripping I stay pushing P
Fucking that bi.. and she all on her knees
VIP all night 
You’ve always had it all
Think about you when you think about me
I’m never sober I’m smoking that green
Every day and night
You’ve always had it all

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore

prod @kuriyai443
@zephyrcove
lyrics
//

“I want us to be more that friends.”
“You’ll snap out of it.”
-
The sun is coming down 
Don’t have much time to get this out
Before the seasons change
I know you’ll never be the same

And it feels like it’s just all my fault
All my fault
All my fault

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains

But you’re saying that you’re  certain
It’s so unnerving 
And I try to be so perfect
He just don’t deserve it

But you’re saying that you’re certain
This isn’t worth it
You cut me open like a surgeon
You don’t see how you’re hurting me

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains
-
“What the fuck you talking about, okay? I’m your partner, okay? If you’re not gonna trust me with that kinda thing, who the fuck are you gonna trust?”
-
Say my name
Don’t throw this away
Don’t say it’s too late
‘Cause girl you are a part of me
Now I miss when you would follow me,
Your eyes are changing colors like the autumn leaves
And your skin is getting colder than a winter breeze
Made your decision but just tell me how that’s fair to me

Recorded July 30th, 2023

Joker

Tainted