BEST OF ME

Lyrics:

codeine in my cup and now I'm sippin the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed I'll make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the point of drinking the wine

my eyes always red because I don't sleep at night
"Why you start to twitch and get a spark in your eye,
when you get a flashback of a stupid ass time?"
I find my friend in bed lie dead regret he slept on his side

master of the craft of making people feel nice
acting is what you should stick to asking me why
paint it in the plaster pour it put it on ice,
Disney lookin motherfucker change the meaning of life

recently realized that I be loving this life
if you fuck up once you sunk you done don't get a retry
no second chance or second glance you die in the night
nothing you could do about it why even try?

say it once again i said it too many times
only guarantee in life is time gonna fly, by like speed of light it got me dying inside
which direction should i head in, to the left or the right?

codeine in my cup and now I'm sipping the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed ill make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the phrase of drinking the whine (yuh, yuh)

Sweeney Todd ill take your soul away with the knife
demon time i use the blade to rip out your spine
talk all that you want but I don't stress over strife
if you gonna bark you bitch you might as well bite

only guarantee in life is in the end you gon die
I prayed up above for god to give me a sign
don't get no response he wrote me off like a rhyme
show up just to show up then I'm gone off a line

coincidently found meaning by suicide
coincide with healing either way we gon ride
set out on a search not knowing what I would find
found out I was chasing my own tail the whole time

they gon tell my tale till tales are older than time
like a bill of sale it stands forever when signed
vocals are explosive might blow up like a mine
now I'm living in the forest with the wolves in the pines

benjamin barker (prod. sina)

lyrics:

I just smoked a pack I'm cutting class like Ferris Bueller
I don't study but I ace my test on the computer
if I pass the bar exam I'll have to call an uber 
used to hate my school to bits but I am not a shooter

I still never miss my shot I take it like a booster
women all have dreams of me I feel like Freddy Krueger
smoking on the autumn green the leaves smoke on that ruder
If you talking down on me I'll take your ass to school bruh

she asked me if I'm stupid
my dumb ass in a stupor
does this mean she likes me it's unlikely I'm a fool yuh

please get me a tutor
someone to look up to
no one there for me you say I'm wrong then I say fuck you

I don't like attention
think she's sent from heaven
but I'm not worth a second glance so never pay attention

they fake like the pretenses
I feel real as ever
I miss getting wasted in the night by 7/11

nobody is there for you don't rely on them loser
I hit up some artists ask for help they find it amusing
I believe I'm meant for greatness help out the whole crew yuh
I never get reply's that's fine I'm just a drug abuser

I'm a drug inducer
she fucks up I'll accuse her
fuck drugs, fuck a dumb fuck, fuck the dumb luck, drug infuser
if she pulls a fuse I swear to god I might abuse her
I pop pills like candy, candy man yeah I might lose her

smoking on the grass no tulip
cleaner than a roomba
we gon bust the roof off this here bathroom like the goonies

smelling like a sewer
smellin like manure
I been up before the early birds I'm like a rooster

it's not you it's me (prod. ʎpoqou)

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

t3dblack - https://soundcloud.com/t3ddyblack?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

(thxomuch)
(aye)
High stakes 
Why wait 
Your bitch give me brain 

Wise man 
Propane 
Ammonium perchlorate 

Atom bomb 
Hydrogen 
I can buy a plane 

I could buy a drone to track your face and know your name 
(know your name)
(fuckin dope)
(aye)

(t3dblack)
(ay), (ay)
Drown in her blood 
Get high please love 
Imma cum are you hun?
T3dblack hoe you better run 
Pillow talk my gun brains on my rug
Suicidal thoughts homicidal action 
Choke her till she’s blue that’s high fashion
no I can never go back to sniffing that paper
Fucking your girl I’ll catch you later 
Give me some papers roll up my blunt 
I don’t feel I’ll ever do enough 
Kill that hoe drink my blood 
Bite her neck she can’t feel the sun

(outro)
And we can learn to love eachother If we just try
just die

THXOMUCH x T3DBLACK HIGH STAKES (prod. cha cha)

lyrics: 

im worthless
babygirl youre perfect
youre my earth and
i am just your servant

im a serpent
but im learning
finish with a tercet

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

x2

house on the hill (prod. sketchmyname)

lyrics:
(yuh)
live a little, drink a little, smoke a zip
i just focus on emotions in my mix
i just cut the lows and groan into the mic
bitches love me then they leave me if im nice

i cant focus on my teacher in the classroom
im just thinking bout your back and how it bends
hide the coke inside the fucking school bathroom
im so sorry if i fucked it up again

music is the only thing that keeps me going
and your kisses are what get me out of bed
cut the beat up bitch you can call me a ronin
im just thinking about everything you said

i still worry
about you
i hope you hear this
i love you

i dont fix my hair it stays a mess
all i know is stress
im as fucked as it can get

i dont  ever sleep im way too focused on the bread
i can taste your breath
tastes like menthol cigarettes

kisses on my neck
i dont love that bitch she only loves the sex
nothing but regret 
nobody wanna

make amends 
you never hit me up when im upset
ill never love again
but really im obsessed

always asking how you been
always getting left on read
you dont show me the respect
im due i dont ever rest

swear to god i never slept
so heartbroken and depressed
no emotions i regress
no producers show me stems

baby please you cant convince me hes a friend
thats the end of that

i still worry (prod. killedmyself)

THXOMUCH