Lyrics:

codeine in my cup and now I'm sippin the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed I'll make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the point of drinking the wine

my eyes always red because I don't sleep at night
"Why you start to twitch and get a spark in your eye,
when you get a flashback of a stupid ass time?"
I find my friend in bed lie dead regret he slept on his side

master of the craft of making people feel nice
acting is what you should stick to asking me why
paint it in the plaster pour it put it on ice,
Disney lookin motherfucker change the meaning of life

recently realized that I be loving this life
if you fuck up once you sunk you done don't get a retry
no second chance or second glance you die in the night
nothing you could do about it why even try?

say it once again i said it too many times
only guarantee in life is time gonna fly, by like speed of light it got me dying inside
which direction should i head in, to the left or the right?

codeine in my cup and now I'm sipping the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed ill make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the phrase of drinking the whine (yuh, yuh)

Sweeney Todd ill take your soul away with the knife
demon time i use the blade to rip out your spine
talk all that you want but I don't stress over strife
if you gonna bark you bitch you might as well bite

only guarantee in life is in the end you gon die
I prayed up above for god to give me a sign
don't get no response he wrote me off like a rhyme
show up just to show up then I'm gone off a line

coincidently found meaning by suicide
coincide with healing either way we gon ride
set out on a search not knowing what I would find
found out I was chasing my own tail the whole time

they gon tell my tale till tales are older than time
like a bill of sale it stands forever when signed
vocals are explosive might blow up like a mine
now I'm living in the forest with the wolves in the pines

benjamin barker (prod. sina)

I don't own any of the rights to this song. This track isn't monetized so it falls under fair use. If anyone would like to find the original artist you can find his SoundCloud by searching 9TAILS Archive. He can also be found under the title sewerperson. I've linked the song here https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/splifferent-prod-excedi  :)

lyrics:

feeling so shit
but it dont matter cause feelings a bitch yuh
banana clip
hoes in the whip with a pound of the sniff ya eh
look what i did
i just got blood on my louis and all on outside my whip ah
choppin your bitch ya she on my head like i copped at lids
double my piff, i cannot focus with smoke in my lungs
double my cup, i swear i listen when im on the mud
level me up, im off a mushroom and i dont know what
i am a mut ay, but i been a beast ever since I's a pug
she fall in love ya , the way im on white bitch you think i was uggs

9TAILS - splifferent cover (prod. excedi)

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

lyrics:

its so like you
to be shy
you know i dont like to
watch you cry

i catch feelings like
fireflies
i watch the sunset
its my time

chocolates and roses 
make me cry
my baby said joseph
give me time

spend my time rollin
smoke so dry
so much coke its snowin
i been high
'
i been rollin deep at night
i seen a cayote
he asked me where i was going

i know i dont show it
but ill be there thru emotions
dont know how i always blow it
im not romantic im hopeless

she mix me a potion
i bought her an omen
she copped us mimosas
watch tv together and blow spliffs

i been fuckin lonely
my baby she love me
i tell her my secrets
she listens to me and keeps them

baby girl i been anemic
if i get food i wont eat it
im somewhat of a bulemic
baby im battlin demons

it all goes around like a helix
i ride a wave like a phoenix
she call me honey no bees nest
i know that she really means it

white roses (prod. kiki)

lyrics: 

im worthless
babygirl youre perfect
youre my earth and
i am just your servant

im a serpent
but im learning
finish with a tercet

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

x2

house on the hill (prod. sketchmyname)

lyrics:
(yuh)
live a little, drink a little, smoke a zip
i just focus on emotions in my mix
i just cut the lows and groan into the mic
bitches love me then they leave me if im nice

i cant focus on my teacher in the classroom
im just thinking bout your back and how it bends
hide the coke inside the fucking school bathroom
im so sorry if i fucked it up again

music is the only thing that keeps me going
and your kisses are what get me out of bed
cut the beat up bitch you can call me a ronin
im just thinking about everything you said

i still worry
about you
i hope you hear this
i love you

i dont fix my hair it stays a mess
all i know is stress
im as fucked as it can get

i dont  ever sleep im way too focused on the bread
i can taste your breath
tastes like menthol cigarettes

kisses on my neck
i dont love that bitch she only loves the sex
nothing but regret 
nobody wanna

make amends 
you never hit me up when im upset
ill never love again
but really im obsessed

always asking how you been
always getting left on read
you dont show me the respect
im due i dont ever rest

swear to god i never slept
so heartbroken and depressed
no emotions i regress
no producers show me stems

baby please you cant convince me hes a friend
thats the end of that

i still worry (prod. killedmyself)

HXMESWEETHXME OVERDOSE COVER (PROD. MISERY)

depression & obsession cover

sink 9tails cover

we're all doomed // nameless, faceless freestyle (prod. skel)

i can't have a happy ever after (prod. reaper)

prod. https://on.soundcloud.com/YWTXb
inspired by greaf

yuh
ay
yah

theres a boy who knew nobody loved him
theres a boy who felt like he was nothin
theres a boy who pulled up to the function thinkin everybody loved him 
but theyre just there to drug him

cook this shit so easily youd think im makin dumplins
i got boys who down to ride i swear i got some munchkins
they can blow your brain to pieces somethin like a pumpkin
got a double cup on me no coffee in this dunkin
she said that she love me when im not me but im drunken
if i could describe my mood id say that id be sunken
im not from the boondocks but i swear we causin ruckus
this is not the 90s you can miss me with the fuckshit

this aint even sad its just the story of my life
story of my life
and i feel like im all alone in this
oh shit
but thats just how it is sometimes
and ive been getting high all the time
and ive been getting high on life
and ive been getting high on life

getaway (prod. maybe)

9tails - scissorhands cover slowed + reverb (prod. chivnti)

im still learning 9tails cover (prod.killedmyself)

im not giving up prelude (prod. killedmyself)

idontmakethishitoften (prod. boyfifty)

take me down to the river, throw me overboat
fill up my pockets with rocks and stones
your body dissolves as the fish chew on your bones
noone shows up to my funeral

what do you know
pick myself up
brush the dirt off of my face again

swimming with the fishes in sea major (prod. maybe)

she could never 
stay forever
even if we 
stay together

one day we will give our bodies 
back to the earth underneath
our feet

giving back to the earth (prod. maybe)

i see 
the leaves
changing
with the seasons

from green
to a muddy tangerine
i get it now

and every day that i spent locked away, it could all be explained with this pain in my heart
and these strings we cant see they connect to our arms 
and these strings that hold me they are falling apart
and when god controls me he is playin a harp
playing a harp

and when death and disease takes us all in the end
would you hold back or would you call a friend
recall on the better days, times you had spent
times you had spent
the times you had spent
its all making sense

and we 
cant see
these things
clearly
but we
could leave
something
for the children that follow

ill empty this bottle 
cuz im feeling hallow
and this pill of truth is a tough one to swallow

i see 
the leaves
changing
with the seasons

from green
to a muddy tangerine
i get it now

and every day that i spent locked away, it could all be explained with this pain in my heart
and these strings we cant see they connect to our arms 
and these strings that hold me they are falling apart
and when god controls me he is playin a harp
playing a harp
and when death and disease takes us all in the end
recall on the better days time you had spent

and we
cant see
these things
clearly
but we
could leave
something
for the children that follow

why do we need to survive off of flesh
why do we bleed if we die for our sins
and why do we need all this pestilence
just for conservation

and how can i breath if i cant make amends
cant make amends
why cant i go back
it never made sense

i see 
the leaves
changing
with the seasons
from green
to a muddy tangerine
i get it now

i see 
the leaves
changing
with the seasons
from green
to a muddy tangerine

the strings that hold us closer (prod. killedmyself)

i cant give u what u want (prod. kuriome)

ǝɔɐɟ ƃuol ǝɥʇ ʎɥʍ cover

(yuh)
and everyday
with the time that we waste
we could turn a new leaf
or just watch one decay

and fuck everyday
someones passin away
and theyd give anything to trade places with you

ill setup camp with my feet in the grass 
so i planted my ass in the drizzling dew
and i cant feel my hands cuz i just cracked my back 
and im numb all around as i look to the moon

were more connected than you can believe 
the air that we breath is the same for us two
and the grass is still green and the birds will still sing
and theres nothing between like were stuck to the glue

but i cant repair whats been broken in two
im done pushin through fuck i tried pushing through
if theres a god i got questions for you
why take the ones who deserve to go on

my emotions (prod. maybe)

lyrics:

i hope we get rich
but i commend
all of the men
who never let money take control of them

most of us sin
some opt instead
to let their passion do what it do best

if you dont wanna do this 24/7
that aint your passion
if youre not dropping tracks every waking moment of the day
youre being passive 

if they tried to silence you just stand up and say
that shit wont happen
you and me are one of the same
you and me have this

one day we will go our separate ways
one of us will die in peace the others death is tragic
you and me are stuck in our ways
you and me can understand pain

i hope we get rich
but i commend
all of the men
who never let money take control of them

most of us sin
some opt instead
to let their passion do what it do best

i hope we get rich
but i commend
all of the men
who never let money take control of them

most of us sin
some opt instead
to let their passion do what it do best

i hope one day we can learn to
love another i wont hurt you
modern days parties and race
issues we race into our graves

and in the great grand scheme of things 
youll understand the pain we face
and understand the image youve been force fed in your brain is fake

my passion (prod. juzuuo)

lyrics:
i want all of it
youre heavensent
if i could watch you fall again
ill do it

noone could love you like i love you
noone could understand what weve been through
i could make a rope to pull you back to heaven from our sinew
i would sacrifice my spine suffice to say ill come and get you

ill carry you back to me (prod. maybe)

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Get me out of this
I don’t wanna get too sad again
I don’t wanna get too mad again
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna think about it

(Chorus)
Three months, twelve weeks
I’m not healthy
My heads spinning
Somebody kill me

Cut the knife deep
No one likes me
They all hate me
Fuck my psyche

(Bridge)
No fucking way this happens every time 
I don’t wanna try so fuck that screaming in the mic
If you fucking play this, know I’ll never make it
If you put me on your playlist, you a friend of mine

Some days I work so hard for this I’m in overdrive
Some days I load up the project from the other night
Most days I don’t even think about making the music
Every lyric I put on is something I go through with 

(Verse)
Get me out of this
I don’t wanna get too sad again
I don’t wanna get too mad again
I don’t wanna think about it

Get me out of this
I don’t wanna get too sad again
I don’t wanna get too mad again
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna think about
how
Life just goes on
I feel like I drown
No one knows what goes on

(Chorus)
Three months, twelve weeks
I’m not healthy
My heads spinning
Someone kill me

Cut the knife deep
No one likes me
They all hate me
Fuck my psyche


Three months, twelve weeks
I’m not healthy
My heads spinning
Someone kill me

Cut the knife deep
No one likes me
They all hate me
Fuck my psyche

i dont wanna (prod. greaf)

thanks for listening :)

lyrics: 

i know i am hard to deal with
depressive episodes my anger rise up to the ceiling
i dont owe an explanation
i am my own person

life has been a journey filled with treasures
some days i felt happier than i could ever measure
some days i felt pain beyond imagination
every winding path is an endeavor

i already know
i wont let you go
you already know
i wont let you go

never give up your soul
never give up on your bros
no
never pick up no drugs

keep your loved ones very close
go out have some fun
dont be fucking gross

never give on your dreams
who knows who you could be
never give up on the scene
who knows what you could achieve

if you dont got no money on hand just go to the youtube beats
never give up on your dreams
never give up on the scene

some of these artists gon eat you alive so never give into envy
they thrive off jealousy
they thrive off jealousy

moss & willows / rainy night (prod. maybe)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/graydawn?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
lyrics:

that sinking
fleeting feeling
watch the children
run away

from the river
to the prairie
one day everybody breaks

i broke her heart with the knife in my hand
knife in my hand
i feel my heart oozing soot painted black
i wish i could be with you for your death

ill take the plunge before you in your bed
you in your bed
ill take the plunge with a gun to my head
gun to my head

this cyst in my brain pushing me to the brink
and i slur all my words and i drown in my pain
and this incessant ringing only drives away 
when im filling my cup to the brink with this drink

and i cant help but think that im sinking away
with the blood in my nose i forget yesterday
and i fill up this void with my constant learning
and im losing my sleep but i cant stay awake

and im losing my thoughts and all my memories
and i purge all the good with my constant mood swings
and i poison my thoughts with these impurities
cuz i used to be tame now im consumed with rage

that sinking
fleeting feeling
watch the children
run away

from the river
to the prairie
one day everybody breaks

please stay away
look at my face
i can feel it im losing your embrace
im stuck in this cage

im drunk and enraged
baby just go get the fuck out my face
fuck out my face yuh

from the rooftops
is a pretty view
i cant see you from this far away

and i sit here
patiently waiting
for a clearing then ill make my escape

the rooftops (prod. graydawn)

yuh, ah
i know that i said that i would walk right out the door
but i do not think that i would ever love another more
i could take my time, would you mind
you so fine, you so fine 

i cant take this
break shit
just stay out my way bitch
if a pussy boy get in my space he'll get his face split
open like a coconut
all you fuckers dumb as fuck
i hop in the fl then i load it up and every tracks another vox thats different than the other one
and its never fun
never fun

if my mother had another son
id still be the dumbest one
noone ever liked me
ill be dead soon so i guess that everyone gets what they want

i love getting fucked up
when im not i cannot stand the earth im on
i cant stand the people here i feel its overpopulated
i shouldve got educated
then id build a bomb just like my grandparents
drop it on you fucks and watch the countries with retaliation
one after another till eternal fucking devastation
our extinctions likely anyway you think were gonna make it
we wont be around to see the last star die out anyways
really its a favor to our future fucking generations

i love getting elevated
i love getting hella faded
green inside my pockets while i listen to my own playlist
and my music dumb as fuck i wish i knew what i was doing then id be the fucking greatest 

i dont know what i am sayin
half the time this shit isnt coordinated
im glad im not bigger cuz like half those fuckers overrated
they dont know the struggle with a silver spoon and golden plate this
music wasnt meant for you its meant for all the broken faces

you broke me (prod. killedmyself)

https://soundcloud.com/lightninglogan/im-sorry-i-misinterpreted-our-friendship-prod-greaf?si=2142692249cf46f08be14f7167c3f0b8&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://youtu.be/x9J0g1pM7tg?si=Ik0MsmXcGWcWwB6Z

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