BEST OF ME

𝔱3𝔡𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔣𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔰

Lyrics:

codeine in my cup and now I'm sippin the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed I'll make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the point of drinking the wine

my eyes always red because I don't sleep at night
"Why you start to twitch and get a spark in your eye,
when you get a flashback of a stupid ass time?"
I find my friend in bed lie dead regret he slept on his side

master of the craft of making people feel nice
acting is what you should stick to asking me why
paint it in the plaster pour it put it on ice,
Disney lookin motherfucker change the meaning of life

recently realized that I be loving this life
if you fuck up once you sunk you done don't get a retry
no second chance or second glance you die in the night
nothing you could do about it why even try?

say it once again i said it too many times
only guarantee in life is time gonna fly, by like speed of light it got me dying inside
which direction should i head in, to the left or the right?

codeine in my cup and now I'm sipping the sprite
coping with the fuckshit I be living this life
act depressed ill make your little stupid ass cry
drink your tears and change the phrase of drinking the whine (yuh, yuh)

Sweeney Todd ill take your soul away with the knife
demon time i use the blade to rip out your spine
talk all that you want but I don't stress over strife
if you gonna bark you bitch you might as well bite

only guarantee in life is in the end you gon die
I prayed up above for god to give me a sign
don't get no response he wrote me off like a rhyme
show up just to show up then I'm gone off a line

coincidently found meaning by suicide
coincide with healing either way we gon ride
set out on a search not knowing what I would find
found out I was chasing my own tail the whole time

they gon tell my tale till tales are older than time
like a bill of sale it stands forever when signed
vocals are explosive might blow up like a mine
now I'm living in the forest with the wolves in the pines

benjamin barker (prod. sina)

lyrics:

I just smoked a pack I'm cutting class like Ferris Bueller
I don't study but I ace my test on the computer
if I pass the bar exam I'll have to call an uber 
used to hate my school to bits but I am not a shooter

I still never miss my shot I take it like a booster
women all have dreams of me I feel like Freddy Krueger
smoking on the autumn green the leaves smoke on that ruder
If you talking down on me I'll take your ass to school bruh

she asked me if I'm stupid
my dumb ass in a stupor
does this mean she likes me it's unlikely I'm a fool yuh

please get me a tutor
someone to look up to
no one there for me you say I'm wrong then I say fuck you

I don't like attention
think she's sent from heaven
but I'm not worth a second glance so never pay attention

they fake like the pretenses
I feel real as ever
I miss getting wasted in the night by 7/11

nobody is there for you don't rely on them loser
I hit up some artists ask for help they find it amusing
I believe I'm meant for greatness help out the whole crew yuh
I never get reply's that's fine I'm just a drug abuser

I'm a drug inducer
she fucks up I'll accuse her
fuck drugs, fuck a dumb fuck, fuck the dumb luck, drug infuser
if she pulls a fuse I swear to god I might abuse her
I pop pills like candy, candy man yeah I might lose her

smoking on the grass no tulip
cleaner than a roomba
we gon bust the roof off this here bathroom like the goonies

smelling like a sewer
smellin like manure
I been up before the early birds I'm like a rooster

it's not you it's me (prod. ʎpoqou)

Chorus:
It's not who you love, It's not who you trust
Cause I'll always be there in the end
It's not where you go, it's not what you know
Because I'll always be there in the end

Verse 1: PV 
I can’t get enough of your love
I can’t get enough of the drugs
I can’t get enough of everything that made me think you were a gift from above
I think I’ve had enough
Cause I’ve sure had it rough
My ex  did me dirty, not that kind, she just left me in the dust
Left me  all alone, left me all sad, left me all depressed
I’m a fucking mess, yeah I say that shit with chest
I have to confess, that you were not the one for me
Now that you’re out of my life, I still don’t feel like a freak
I feel so damn numb, but I can still feel you there
You were never there in the first place
As if you cared
I never grasped the fact that you would be the devil himself
I guess it makes sense, with you I was getting closer to hell
And now I’m stuck in a loop that I can never get out of
And now I’m finding it very difficult to say that you should be proud of
Everything that you’ve accomplished and everything that you’ve done
Well guess what, we’re done, because I think I've had enough

Chorus:
It's not who you love, It's not who you trust
Cause I'll always be there in the end
It's not where you go, it's not what you know
Because I'll always be there in the end

Verse 2: t3dblack
Tell her ride it slow, go till the break of day
Broke her heart, ghosted her because of all my pain
I break hearts like drinking water keepin' hell hot
I don’t deserve anything I should be left to rot
Call the cops, do a solid, kill me in my apartment
I feel like garbage, the guilt got me heavy
I stay numb but this cart doesn't keep me steady
I wasn’t ready, I wasn’t ready what I did to my baby
8 months later I still haven’t tried to call
Forgiveness can’t be acquainted oh but it’s so hard
I started feeling better doing shit for myself
I can’t depend on you or anyone else
I feel like such a dick, I’m so selfish
So fucking reckless, can’t handle my expenses
Lust addiction texting bitches, I can’t even stop
I love the attention and the vision, It’s gotta be hot


Chorus:
It's not who you love, It's not who you trust
Cause I'll always be there in the end
It's not where you go, it's not what you know
Because I'll always be there in the end

In Th3 3nd ft. t3dblack (prod. farber)

killnord - https://soundcloud.com/killnord?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

thxomuch - https://soundcloud.com/thxomuch?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing\

lyrics:

(killnord)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
how i'm feeling stuck

now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(thxomuch)
shorty dont mind
swallow my pride
i took a left
she took a right

shawty did me wrong
shawty im lost
pick up the phone
pick up the calls

im on the drugs
it was my fault
im on my own
what do you want

swallow my pride
she on my mind
she make cry
i wanna die

(killnord)
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes
now i'm sending you texts
but you don't answer your calls
i don't know what i did
so tell me what went wrong
you make me wanna cry
i don't wanna be alive
tell me this is the last time
you stand in front of my eyes

(harmony)
you say it's my fault
but i know that it's not
you tell me that i'm wrong
you tell me that i should stop
i tell you that i'm not ok
but you don't give a fuck
i tell that i feel lonely
now i'm feeling stuck

killnord / thxomuch - what went wrong

t3dblack - https://soundcloud.com/t3ddyblack?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:

(thxomuch)
(aye)
High stakes 
Why wait 
Your bitch give me brain 

Wise man 
Propane 
Ammonium perchlorate 

Atom bomb 
Hydrogen 
I can buy a plane 

I could buy a drone to track your face and know your name 
(know your name)
(fuckin dope)
(aye)

(t3dblack)
(ay), (ay)
Drown in her blood 
Get high please love 
Imma cum are you hun?
T3dblack hoe you better run 
Pillow talk my gun brains on my rug
Suicidal thoughts homicidal action 
Choke her till she’s blue that’s high fashion
no I can never go back to sniffing that paper
Fucking your girl I’ll catch you later 
Give me some papers roll up my blunt 
I don’t feel I’ll ever do enough 
Kill that hoe drink my blood 
Bite her neck she can’t feel the sun

(outro)
And we can learn to love eachother If we just try
just die

THXOMUCH x T3DBLACK HIGH STAKES (prod. cha cha)

lyrics: 

im worthless
babygirl youre perfect
youre my earth and
i am just your servant

im a serpent
but im learning
finish with a tercet

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

im stranded
crash landed
im just abandoned

banished
to another planet
ill vanish

x2

house on the hill (prod. sketchmyname)

str8cloudzz x t3dblack - down the hills [prod.  ]

you are no longer welcome in my home
looks like you could use a hug
he is not dead
hes missing that means hes dead
liar
you are a goddamn liar
dont keep pushin me

are we in a hurry or something
yes
where are we going
to canada

i was going to the governors website in california
and just writing letters um
for at least till the summer
emails, some phone calls 
man this had to be like dozens if not like a few hundred

dont keep pushin me ft. t3dblack (prod . skel)

(thxomuch)
let me rest under a tree
let me write my own obituary
wrap me up in rosaries
my last meal a cup of tea

i cant wait until they bury me
worms crawl over me in the cemetery
the spider on my chest is kinda hairy
nothing else could really scare me

wrap me in a grapevine
stay up on these late nights
baby just hold my hand

bite me like a canine
sheon like to play nice
fuck im in love with this

wrap me in a grapevine
stay up on these late nights 
baby hold my hand

bite me like a canine
sheon like to play nice 
fuck im in love with this

(t3dblack)
the blood comin down it runs over my body
the blood comin down i dont see you no shawty
bite my bullet tell my baby rest in piece
i dont give a fuck kill me slow that thc
aye
the blood comes down im cold im alone
jesus and his saints they didnt call me home
im stuck in my grave pitch blackness and the cold
i got no faith in my homies and these hoes

watch me decompose and then ill go to sleep
every night i see your ghost youre laying in my sheets
i smell your breath baby youre coming after me
vampire in the night watching zombie flicks to sleep aye