Looks like it's actually time to start using these entries as an actual music journal lmao. 

Recently I've been feeling a lot of things. Creative block, frustration, anger, guilt following outbursts, feeling inadequate in my identity as a creative person, and stagnation. This is juxtaposed by the other side of things where I'm winning battles I never thought I'd win, reassured by my successful attempts to build stronger connections with my friends, and a realization that all this hardship I've been going through lately will end. 

There's a balance to it and you kinda have to ask yourself - when you compare the good times and the bad times, what are you seeing? Are the good times marred by the darkness of the bad moments or do the bad moments add contrast to and brighten the good times? Is the painting black with bright colors or vividly colored with dark shadows?

The yin and yang arent the shapes that push into each other, it's the circle that holds them both. 

(Made with royalty-free samples licensed from Splice.)

Broken Hands

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Broken Hands

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