DSME/AURORA

The Aurora Borealis Proj.

The Reason

I miss your voice
Our divide grows deeper
Every day I don't make that decision
The lines of love have been drawn
And I am stuck trying to imagine
a detour , and the perfect mind
 You bled for me.
What can i give you?
What is the sum of a man?
Failure and inconsistency,
Each and every time.
In moments I would die,
I would literally die for you.
And at times i would walk away.
Walk with my back to your life.
EMOTION IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE
THE DRIVER OF A BROKEN RACE.
What is the sum of grace?
Completion of the incomplete.
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In Moments

Demo

I am incomplete.
Though i have longed for hope,
Though i believe it is there
I have not ascertained its fresh breath.
The wind blows a softer tune,
But it is still the song of despair.
The days when i heard of you were bright
Though you were miles away,
I still had reason to dream.
But the darkness has come.
And with its entrance, the exit of dreaming has taken place.
Why do we sing alone.  (Why do we sing without)
Is there beauty in solitude
Or have we romanticized the ideal of brokenheartedness

" A Softer Tune" ft. Drewsif Stalin

Instrumental by Noyan of NYN and Carthage
Lyrics:
Tonight I'll sing to you
It will open up every layer of me but the truth
Tonight I'll attempt leave the past behind
And I'll come up empty
Just like every other time.
You've sent a rescue boat and I sent it back without me
Tonight I'll try to remove the fiction between you and I
And ill endeavor at removing the friction
that is digging away at my relationship of lies
Tonight when I sing , I can only sing for the truth
Because there are two parts of me.
The one that does. And the one that doesn't want you
As if an ocean surrounding an island
That is the distance between where I used to be
and where I stand
And just like that piece of land
surrounded by the sea
Such is an exact representation of my beliefs
And the smallest part of me
Is what I wish could sing
Sing a song with a volume so great
You could hear through the miles and the crashing waves
From my heart to yours and my voice to your ears
Then maybe the water would turn from me
and instead wash away all these years
And every falsehood retreat with the tide
And somehow reveal a longstanding bridge
Between our lives.
And though it seems distant and too far a chance
This is why I sing, and this
Is my last romance

Vista Mare 2 (Last Romance) from the upcoming album "Last Romance"

Featuirng Drewsif Stalin and composed by Ian Wilmot

Lyrics
You are safe in my arms tonight
Ill watch over you
And care for your sleep
I will hold so careful
In my arms this life
That has been rocked
By the stormiest of seas
You are safe in my arms tonight
And though the world is jagged
I will walk for you my Dear
And when the vision is low
You can stay here
And though you shake
And though you tremble
I will not move

Hold You By The Aurora Borealis Project

Hold Of Hades marks the first chapter of a five part concept album called Resurrection. The first act is about a very conflicted and worn man. And though there are two very different voices calling to him, he is starting to listen to and give in to his demons. 

Hold of Hades

I have demons that speak to me 
They hold claws on my shoulders 
And regurgitate disease 
And I do not struggle. 
Though I know their presence 
I am gored by their thoughts 
And though my mind is separate 
I am steered their choice of direction 
Teeth caress my skin 
A few labored breaths then I feel them sinking in 
You are a distant voice screaming of resistance 
But not one step yet is reflective of my decision
(The story ends before it begins)
"And if you'd turn
and raise your gaze
Than you would see
Those aren't chains.
Turn Away!"
We are not conscious of 
Perdition's embrace.
Descend



Act 1: Hold of Hades

Act II: Continues the narrative from Hold of Hades. Here the the entertaining of the man's demons has lead to the tightening of their grip , and some of the darkest thoughts, visions, ...and voices he has ever heard. 

Hold onto insanity for a few moments
tasting the bitter winds of complexity untamed
The sky meets the water
The water the sky
the pearly white teeth of destruction
With a tempting glare of hope
Of momentary completion
Like a creature with no home
I am searching for a warm body.
Termination is more inviting than truth
Be overcome by the noiseless fury of frustration.
Breathe deep
Close your eyes
Leer over the ledge of the minds abyss
Succumb
I'm no longer sure of steps
Nor motivation
Nor of my ability to take them
Im pretty sure Id fall apart
Piece by decaying piece
I'd search for my slowing heart
And confirm its absence
Descend

Act II: Descend

*THE SONG IS CURRENTLY MAXED ON DOWNLOADS . SO I AM ADDING IT TO MY BANDCAMP FOR1.00 OR PAY WHAT YOU WANT at https://theauroraborealisproject.bandcamp.com/track/the-light-i-never-did-see-ft-drewsif-stalin-and-jarrod-alonge


The song "The Light I Never Did See" is written about realizing the falsehoods we have of love and dependence And learning more about ourselves in the process as we hopefully realize what our shortcomings are. 

Instrumental written and recorded by Jarrod Alonge
Some Post Production and most clean singing by Drewsif Stalin



I used to sit outside and wait for you
Though I knew you'd never come
I'd hope and I'd pray that you'd show your pretty face
Or turn your light back on
And confirm you were waiting for me too
I'd romanticize this ideal of you
And me
Of how in love we were, and how you needed to be
Close to the only thing that could keep you breathing
And how I was that one
The one that could save you.
But to tell you the tame truth, you never felt for me
And though it lay before my eyes
Just like your light that I never did see
Though I waited with every bit of me.
In many ways i haven't moved on
I'm still sitting there on that swing
I'm may no longer be waiting for you
I'm realizing now Ive been waiting on me

"The Light I Never Did See"  ft. Drewsif Stalin and Jarrod Alonge

***This song is available for free download or pay what you want at https://theauroraborealisproject.bandcamp.com/track/the-stinging-that-comes-with-loss  ***

This song written to my mother who passed just a short time ago
She eventually succumbed to Hepatitis that she got from a bad blood transfusion, back when there wasn't the new needle every time policies. I bring this up because i will make this song downloadable for free, but if you did want to spend money, a donation to http://www.hepcfund.org/ would be a far better expenditure. Thanks for your time

"The Stinging that Comes With Loss"
Sometimes I have to stop
And wait for it to pass
The stinging that comes with loss
a brilliant flash
Just like lightning
In those moments I can recall everything
Not just who you became
But also who you were
And in that instant the pain really begins to stir
So I stop , bare my teeth
And wait for it to pass
Though escape was the goal set
And for intents and purposes it was always met
Each time I feel I've robbed my chance to grieve

Special thanks to Drewsif Stalin and Justin Enriquez for their contributions musically and visually

The Stinging That Comes With Loss Ft. Drewsif Stalin

(Unmixed, Unmastered version)
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Release.
Let air flow in.
And with it dreams
Escape to your back and through vision
Breath.
Release
Hope is distant 
though floated to you on clouds
But it is coming
If you could only
If we could only
Wait
Breath
Release