glitterinveins, mgchi - retarded loser (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

https://open.spotify.com/track/17YlreozRWGG8NdM599gI4?si=aaee14cc49ab4b5a

You know it's kinda funny
I thought you liked me back
Well you did a little
You just liked him more
And I'm back in bed
I drink until I pass out—oh here comes the crashout
Hold on wait a minute
I gave you two whole years; it took you two weeks to get over me
I really wanted to love you
I think you would've liked it more than you would've liked his
I'd forgotten what heartbreak felt like
Damn — did I miss it? But damn do I hate it too
This pain in my chest isn't fading
Why doesn't she want me? Why does she want you?
What's he got that I don't?
He's kinda funny lookin'
I guess he's been through less but I could love you more
I hope in the morning when you're done with him you can give me a call and you can stay with me

Stay with me; my heart's on empty
But brain's on E — I mean on MD
How many times I gotta learn the same old lesson take the same old drugs?
Same old love possessive

Love life suffering
I hate it
Try to end it all — throw myself into the pavement
I can't afford therapy
I fumbled
My ex-girl hates me
No wonder

I can't sing I can't dance I can't mix I can't live
I can't stand it

Every friend that I find I end up pushing away
You're the love of my life, why cant you stay?
prod. kiallko

stay with me

https://open.spotify.com/track/27Ud5KLGzS1tmRF3A7W6kX?si=746424fe0cce4d0d

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.

Okay, so I lied, will you forget about it?
Baby, you get so high, you just can’t live without it.
Damn, we were running for so damn long,
Forgot our feet weren’t attached, we got no halo.
Maybe I’m crazy,
Maybe I’m broken,
Maybe I’m hopeless,
Maybe you’ll come back ‘round, the door is open.
You slammed it shut, but the words still love.
Yeah, and this is the end,
But man, what if?

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.

You climb up on that bridge, and you say you’ll jump off,
Well, go jump then.
Will that make me love them?
Is that what you want?

You scream and shout so loud,
You said that you wouldn’t.
You know that you shouldn’t,
Is that what you want?

Well, till next time,
But probably never.
I miss you, darling,
But I’ll hate you forever.

Turns out I didn’t want love,
Just wanted something to run from.
I miss her when she’d tell me I’m the worst and grow the fuck up.
I miss you, and I’m sorry I’m obsessive, did exactly what you said I would.
I promise I’ll do better, pinky promise like I never could.
prod. Andres Tovar

turns out i didn't want love.

https://open.spotify.com/track/1YXjtzxG9vc2TI2SbsaXtg?si=3ff4d7e0b9984552

Have you brushed your teeth lately?
I bet you haven’t, baby.
I bet you hate it when you see me out with all of your friends.
Me and you was a nightmare,
Life is a daydream.
Now you’re gone, I don’t feel so crazy.
I don’t feel so worthless,
Without purpose,
But I love MDMA.

I see you all in the club,
Your ass all over the pole.
Then it’s all over a guy,
He’s tryna get to the hole.
Go to the corner, let him finger you for eighteen dollars.
Little did he know your pussy’s dry from all the marijuana.

You moved on, you do this, I told you I knew it.
Your teeth are rotting lately,
Does he remind you daily?
Is he the best you could find?
Is he so calm and so kind?
Your future is ruined,
I tried my best, you blew it.

I’m missing someone to pose with,
And going to shows with.
I signed up for a life, and you broke it.
You signed up for love and stepped on it with eight inch heels.
I hope you find your soulmate,
I know he won’t find his.
One day you’ll ask me to lie, and I’ll say, “Fuck off, bitch.”

I’ve got eight fucking love songs for someone I don’t love anymore.
Damn.
That’s sad.
That’s actually really embarrassing.
I don’t know what to say after that.
Yeah.

Baby, we were locked in,
Why you gotta call a locksmith?
You yell so damn loud I fucking lost it.
You suck so damn hard, he’ll really like you.
I should’ve never tried in the first place.
I mean never, like ever.
My life was hell and flames, just like the Nether.
I miss our Minecraft world.
I hate this.
I don’t want your brain, but your body’s contagious.
I feel bad for, like, all your friends.
At some point they’ll realize you’re not who you say you are.
Baby, you know it’ll go like the last time,
Like last time,
Like last time.

You moved on, you do this, I told you I knew it.
Your teeth are rotting lately,
Does he remind you daily?
Is he the best you could find?
Is he so calm and so kind?
Your future is ruined,
I tried my best, you blew it.

I’m missing someone to pose with,
And going to shows with.
I signed up for a life, and you broke it.
You signed up for love and stepped on it with eight inch heels.
I hope you find your soulmate,
I know he won’t find his.
One day you’ll ask me to lie, and I’ll say, “Fuck off, bitch.”
prod. peril

Teeth

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Y1NpkdrVGCTmoKLq4sPPN?si=ab575fd6c0214ab5

Wait did you say I could leave?
Then I start walking away
I put my heart on the line
Then you beg me to stay
Your words hurt like a needle
My blood leaking all on your clothes
You fuckin' broke your promise
I done heard enough of those
I said it and I meant it
Dodge your calls just leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
That's your friend she in my mentions
I'm not that bad at texting
Just with you that's my confession
Don't try don't double-text me
Missed call just leave a message

Your new boy follow my socials like someone show & tell him
He look the same as I doyou got a hidden talent
I woulda wrote you a love song for every fuckin' planet
But you just had to have him
Got you a ring like Saturn
I see you checkin' my socials like every fuckin' minute
Oh shithe post a photo that's your friend why is she in it?
Went court and fuckin' beat it
That's your doing fuckin' eat it
$2000 AUD i cbf your oic'ing

I said it and I meant it
Dodge your calls just leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
That's your friend she in my mentions
I'm not that bad at texting
Just with you that's my confession
Don't try don't double-text me
Missed calljust leave a message
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
Don't try don't double-text me
prod. sickboi

double text

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SXc58XwgoBtggkUqk53m4?si=79918da2340a4f01

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Now I'm in a party, bout two months ago I'd be in your arms
Lil baby's scared of the dark, and now she's all alone
Hold on let me count these caps, you've had a point and a half
It's really hard not to laugh, but in the morning you'll be yelling and screaming and punching the walls

I'm trying to hold you, and help you, you break in the door
I gave you everything you asked, and you still left me on the doorstep
Should of listened when he said that you were dumb and you were worthless

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

Don't talk to my face like that, you're kind of dead to me
Don't call my phone again, you're not ahead of me
I miss the old you, you hate her don't you
I wish you'd stuck to your head when you're supposed to

Talk to me straight, no riddle
Feel small like Stuart Little
Feel shit like Todoroki, you don't e really know me
You never really liked me, I just seemed enticing
I ain't tryna fuck with someone that I don't even know
We touching on the dance floor, hold up wait a minute
She pull me in we holding hands, this time I really feel it
I ain't feel love for a while, so what do I know
But all I'm saying is a see you when my eyes closed

Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far
We started over, we both know how it goes in the end, I'm dying when you say so
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna break it, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Don't wanna break it, don't wanna start it over again, we really wouldn't get far

We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far
We really wouldn't, We really wouldn't
We really wouldn't get far

She said, I need a man, I wanna claw out his eyes
He'll do whatever I want, well at least for a while
You should buy him a drink for every line that you cross
So baby spin your web, my little spider of lies
She said, I want a car, but baby can't even drive
She want the wind in her hair, without the sun in her eyes
prod. peril

Started Over

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GEoSmXMbc5cVQmIo7MW0O?si=cebd854e74a2417e

I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning

I don't drive, I don't talk, I don't text, I don't call
She went through my phone again Did you find what you were looking for
Spilled a bag in the back of the taxi She making a scene in the backseat
We got to the club and you're just coming down don't know how long I'll be around
I tried some other love It didn't feel as good as yours
I tried some other drugs It didn't feel the same without you

I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning
Robots can't drink, robots can't smoke And I ain't nothing but dumb and broke
Cause you're such a loser, and you're such a liar, oh so perfect, I'm getting tired
You're so complacent, all the fake shit, who did these caps, they fucking laced it
I kinda miss you, I know I shouldn't
But love like that, I guess who wouldn't

You locked me out, guess I'll go jump now
Do a backflip, cause you said so
Why when you leave the house? I feel better, I feel safer
I held on for way too long, I really did stay too long
I wanted to leave, but know that I couldn't
You were my baby girl, I wanted to give you the world (no matter the cost)
Look where it got me, I was a zombie living off coffee and oxys

Coffee and oxys, coffee and oxys
It's threeam on a Wednesday

I don't, I don't, I don't
I don't sleep much, she don't either I'm such an asshole, she's such a liar
We both get fucked up way too often, let's drop the next one, I'm getting tired
There's clearly love here, also hatred I love the molly, but also hate it
Let's take a second, take a minute let's take a cap to a new beginning
Robots can't drink, robots can't smoke And I ain't nothing but dumb and broke
Cause you're such a loser, and you're such a liar, oh so perfect, I'm getting tired
You're so complacent, all the fake shit, who did these caps, they fucking laced it
I kinda miss you, I know I shouldn't
But love like that, I guess who wouldn't
prod. Peril

Coffee & Oxys

https://open.spotify.com/track/3YqGtc49QhX4ymUROX2Yyh?si=08414c70bc484454

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

The sky looks pretty, but you look prettier.
What’s your name? It sounds familiar.
I’m kinda broke now, but later I’ll be up.
I got like two bags, I’m eight caps deep.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I don’t like her voice when she says that she loves me.
Hold on, can we wait a second? Oh, wait a minute.
She don’t talk much, but when she does, she really spin it.
Oh, your words hurt bad. Just cause you’re cute, you get away with it.
Yeah, you stole my heart, I don’t like the way you play with it.

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
I just want your company.
I just want your company.
Company.
Company.
I just want your company.

I like how you walk, and how you talk, and how you fuck.
She been blowing up my phone again.
I’ve really had enough.
I don’t know where I’m at at all.
I’ve snorted all my Adderall.
I’m blocking your number, that’s the last time I take your call.
I hope my ex is doing well, doing better.
You got a new boy now, but I kept your little letter.
So when you break up, please don’t text, please don’t call.
I want nothing from you.
Nothing, nothing at all.

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t like the way you look in my eyes.
Baby, what you want from me?
You just want my drugs and money, I just want your company.
When I mention getting clean, you go quiet.
The look in your eyes, I don’t like it.
The lies that you tell, I don’t buy it.
Why are you in love with me?

I don’t know you, I thought I did but I don’t. The love of a lifetime,
Now I’m alone.
I could die tomorrow, make it Monday. I think she’ll love me one day.
If I die, come say hi to me.
You won’t, don’t you lie to me.
It wasn’t your fault, it wasn’t mine. Maybe she’ll love me next time.

You just want my drugs and money, coffee, oxys, molly, and fine.
I know how to mend a broken heart, yeah, I mended mine.
Feeling pretty good, sky is pretty, shawty’s prettier.
Wait, so what’s your name? I kinda swear it sounds familiar.

Drugs & Money

https://open.spotify.com/track/2pPH0Uu7y43zImmeV8s2Ni?si=0e023a1548f04a6d

She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart

She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart

Now I'm drinkin' Jack Daniels on a Wednesday
On a Wednesday? What the fuck are you doing
Say you didn't mean it, you hear the shit that you said to me?
Shake it like you mean it, orshake it till you're not dead to me

You can tell your boy what you want, cause you're livin' a lie
I guess it's fine, cause you know who you're hurting
We're all still learning, I guess
But I'm starting to feel like you're not just as good as the rest

You miss me, you're sorry, I wish you wouldn't call me
Said a couple things about you, not one word was a lie
Get lost, good riddance
Say less, I'll stay winning

She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart
She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart

Some days I wake up so sad, I'm makin' the same songs
And singin' the same words, what do I know
Some days I'm on a rainbow, I hit your line when you say so
Snortin' shit off the ground, where the fuck did the day go

Some days I just wanna die, I don't wanna live
Take another cap, double drop for the fun of it
Some days I just wanna fight for the hell of it
Wanna fight for the hell of it

She don't say much so why you textin' my line
And call my phone all the time, Yeah I don't like that
I miss seeing your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse
You say a couple words and I'm falling apart

I miss a version of you that doesn't really exist
I really tried to persist when you said that you're sorry
We're all still learning I guess but she don't
She don't

She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart
She don't talk much, so why you callin' my phone and tearin' off all your clothes, see
I don't like that
I like it when your eyes dance
Mixing molly with the vyvanse, she take a couple pictures now she's fallin' apart

Some days I wake up so sad, I'm makin' the same songs
And singin' the same words, what do I know
Some days I'm on a rainbow, I hit your line when you say so
Snortin' shit off the ground, where the fuck did the day go

Some days I just wanna die, I don't wanna live
Take another cap, double drop for the fun of it
Some days I just wanna fight for the hell of it
Wanna fight for the hell of it
prod. peril

She dont talk much...

lyrics

I don't wanna run yeah
I just wanna love
Fuck these bitches they are annoying me
I lost count, At number 3
She out there repeating herself
I'm out here screaming for help
I'm drowning in empty tears
The snow is coming up
And I feel fear
Its been a year
And I still care
I don't wanna run yeah
I just wanna love
Fuck these bitches they are annoying me
I lost count, At number 3
She out there repeating herself
I'm out here screaming for help
I'm drowning in empty tears
The snow is coming up
And I feel fear
Its been a year
And I still care

Why cant I find anyone else
I'm such a loner fuck up
I figured out that I cant help
Spending too much time in my room
Way to many to many people to depend on
I'm so upset you cant repent now

She busy screaming at her parents
I cant figure out why she's like this
There's no fucking help for someone that
Doesn't need shit to make her feel good
I don't wanna run yeah
I just wanna love

oh and its that time of year again

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