purgatory / the long goodbye

lady2

Spilled my fucking drink
Bitch I'm not tryna link
I been hiding in a fortress
And I can't let you in
Magical ring, wear fake armor made of tin
It's not so hard to pierce me, I feel eyes up on my skin
Beauty from within
I'll always be a no one and I've made my peace with that
Hate the things that I've said and I hate the way I act
Jigsaw puzzle piece together, I feel frail and weak and sad
I can't tell where ur at, lead me forwards, bring me back

Birdwatching, window shopping
Eyes closed, nothing, dots on my eyelids
Sunflower iris, I'm posted outside bitch
Forty Nine Hudson in my ears, I feel like hiding
Blacked out, silence, forget it and I'm fine again
Taking every step blindly, I wanna hang with my friends
Will you find me, tell me when you count to 10
Are my thoughts really real or are they nonsense

I can't get it to work
I swear the cogs never turn
I swear I'm lost to the static
Break the reel watch it burn
Catch me staring at ferns
I'm a daydreamer first
And I'm acting dramatic
But I know what I'm worth

I can't get it to work
I swear the cogs never turn
I swear I'm lost to the static
Break the reel watch it burn
Catch me staring at ferns
I'm a daydreamer first
And I'm acting dramatic
But I know what I'm worth

Spilled my fucking drink
Bitch I'm not tryna link
I been hiding in a fortress
And I can't let you in
Magical ring, wear fake armor made of tin
It's not so hard to pierce me, I feel eyes up on my skin
Beauty from within
I'll always be a no one and I've made my peace with that
Hate the things that I've said and I hate the way I act
Jigsaw puzzle piece together, I feel frail and weak and sad
I can't tell where ur at, lead me forwards, bring me back

beauty from within prod chew

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lyr:

да 
мне бывает холодно
иногда
чувствую себя в омуте
помоги 
ты на другом проводе
помоги 
я один в этом городе
х2

я взлечу так высоко
и камнем рухну вниз
никогда я не запомню 
что я говорил
ты забудь о моих обещаниях
снова все забуду 
и утону в терзаниях
х2

сибирь сковала меня
я не чувствую тут гнева
я думал полюбить но остаюсь я без ответа
и мое сердце снова превратилось в лед
останусь тут навеки никто не найдет
х2

я словно айсберг 
все видят только вверх
я не откроюсь
сохраню секрет
внутри меня разруха 
словно я гнию
чувствую что смерть придет за мной к утру
х2

сибирь

Sorry to all my f*cking soundlcoud fans for not upload sh*tall to this page. I'm so f*cking sorry, I'll do better in the future, I freakin' promise.

Went through many abandoned ableton projects and put all the cooler ones in one thing. Uploaded here so that it exists.

shitass mix [2020-2025 unfinished tracks]

𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒴𝑜𝓊 fₒᵣ ₜₕₑ 𝟻00 fₒₗₗₒwₑᵣₛ... 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝘴2  '̷'̷o( `ꇴ´ )o
AKA jules_ AKA deusa AKA celly lover 
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@cellycellycelly love you baby s2 :3
                                       
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¥Return from the wasteland [2025]

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