prod by GUNYUNG

욕조에 물을 받고
어차피 구겨진 유서엔
용서 따윈 없잖아 

너가 바랬던 행복은 이루지 못해
칼로 내 몸을 그어
새빨간 액체로 채워 

너가 바랬던 내 행복은 어디로 가있을까
아무리 찾아도 보이질 않아
하나 둘 셋
어쩌면 좋을까 어쩌면 좋을까 

손목엔 칼자국
목엔 핏자국
하나 둘 씩 대못을 박고 

거기 담긴 부모님의 마음은 어떨까
엄마 아마도 난 불효자가 맞는것 같애
엄마 가슴속에 대못을 몇번이나 박았는지도 샐 수 없지 

아빠는 흰머리만 늘어가는데
난 해드릴수있는게 없지 

내 몸을 칼로 그어 떨어진 피를 보며 울어
더이상 살 기운도 없고
난 살 가치도 없고 

난 살 가치가 없는걸
이만 끝내려해

살아봤자 얻는건 고통뿐이고 
행복은 없어

죽기전에 이 말은 꼭 하고싶었어

별 - 유미 (미녀는 괴로워) STAR by Youme (200 Pounds Beauty OST)

This song is about a dream of being noticed by senpai tbh hahahaha
Kidding aside, it's about not giving up and still holding on when you love someone who doesn't know you exist (like how you love your bias)

BAZHNNGA's Album

[COVER] Byul (별) - Kim Ah Joong (김아중) by DGP16_Skye

Track #4: FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too)

music and lyrics: Sam Rui, Grazy Grace
prod: Gen Neo (https://soundcloud.com/allaboutthebeat)

baby text me like he forgot 
he got 5 other bitches to worry bout
blow up my phone in the first 2 nights 
but now he don’t answer and i aint got no
time to be wasted on waiting on you
if you don’t really want me then tell me the truth
you got other options i understand
just need for you to be the bigger man

So tell me how its going down
if its really me that you want
you wanna fuck around and have fun
then just go
but you always say
fine boys have problems too
just want your loving boo

but you don’t know how to show me love
wanna trust you but i’m just not getting enough
hard for me to trust
cos you look the way you do
these girls they all want you

you’re mine, mine you say
wish i believed but you so far out of my way
mine, mine, stay
you’re mine, mine 
baby never go away

i aint no like that 
you aint no like that 
you take my innocence away like its nobody’s 
heartbreak's a night away
one good girl down thats what you and your homies say
i'm just another number for you to remember 

두번 다시 생각 하지 않은 너
새벽이 되야 그때야 울리지 
꼬집고 또 꼬집어봐
아프게 느껴지는 이 감정 새로워 보이잖아

-

boy i just need to you to empathise 
you been looking so good that i can't sleep right
cos if i know that you loyal
then all of this is all for yours
there ain't no question what we gonna be
baby feel the friction chemistry
so i gotta know that you loyal
so all my loving all for yours

FBHPT (Fine Boys Have Problems Too) - Grazy Grace x Sam Rui (Prod. Gen Neo)

06 {deep n way}
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