originally made in early 2023, fully redone <3

i know youve done a lot of things i wasnt even there for
so i cant relate to you like that but babe just remember

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

we were the same back in 2016
2021 we dont talk about those things
i dont wanna know what those past tales bring
cant work on the future if were holding on anyway
its always on my mind
overreactions and understandings
wish it were simpler, like back in 2016

i miss the things i loved, but i love you now so its okay

i cant describe how happy i was back then
back in 2016
never feel that way again never feel that way again
remember how it was back in 2016
we were messing around, we was just playing games
not worried bout much, not worried bout anything
never bothered by much, no one bothered me
2-0-1-6, put your hands up if you are dumb, sick
2-0-1-6, and get back to the way you were living

2016 (siemspark x rjpasin)

a little happier for this one :D 
this john HOT tho (just skip to 1:02 tbh)

barely made it out of bed this morning
i could have lost you, im still mourning
dont want you to look at me and say poor thing
but the things that ive been saying, know its warranted

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

youre right there but youre not close enough
if i said im on my way i know youd call my bluff
but you know that i want to, hope you see my love
they say im rushing it but i just cant wait to feel your touch

cause i have never felt
and i dont wanna feel
the same way
for anyone else

i never get tired of all these love songs
note split, half and half between you and jesus
okay, its more like 75/25
nothing like a quick i love you to remind me im alive

lately ive been an insomniac cause i
cant sleep when youre on my head but i
wont ever take back what i said cause im
daydreaming of you awake in my bed baby
staring up and the ceiling looks so blank i might
have to find a pretty picture of your face and ill
hang you on my ceiling in your golden frame baby
cause in my line of sight is the only place for you

insomniac (drma x hiiidrax)

i love this song so deeply
(drma x loverace)

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place
got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same

staring at
your golden frame
till i see
you for the first time

i might need a second alone
just to get my head on straight
cause ever since ive been alone
im not sure that ive been okay

i know that you promised that it gets better and i believe that
but i must say its taking a while
and i think its okay to say that
but its worth it i promise
so im sticking around till the end
if youre not gon change then nothing can change me
ima keep chasing a better way

sitting at my desk and staring to the left
blank wall hit me right in the chest
i might have to put you up there youre the best
empty frames on my wall ive gotta fill the rest

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place
got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same

got your picture in a golden frame
no one else’s face would ever really hit the same
and i know that these songs wont go to waste
otherwise you shouldnt like me in the first place

golden frame (drma x loverace)

song about my imaginary girlfriend
(prod drma x yunnygoldz)

just a girl i created in my head but i  
wont ever let her go cause im obsessed with her  
been wanting to be with her since i first met her  
shes the perfect girl for me but it gets better  

i took her to prom in my mind  
didnt go that year but we had a good time  
cant describe her cause i dont know what she looks like  
when i see her changes every time  

shes my magnum opus  
only thing im focused on  

if i arrange pillows the perfect way  
you could swear its just her perfect shape  
im yet to catch a glimpse of her perfect face  
and if i dont like it can rearrange

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  

she came to me in a dream  
its a dream shes so pretty  
its an attachment you could never understand less you were me  
im not upset im just lonely  
im not mentally ill cant you see  

i know she wont leave cause shes in my mind  
im not crazy ive just got lots of time  
stick my hand out and there's nothing in my fist  
present her with invisible flowers as a gift  

could be brunette could be blonde  
in my head, youre a mirage  
they cant see you but i know youre there  
eating dinner with an empty chair  
shes my magnum opus  
lives life as i wrote it  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magnum opus  
magus opnum  
opus magnum  
magnum opus  
magnum opus

magnum opus (drma x yunnygoldz)

(drma x michaelharrison)

im not half as brave i wanna be
and i dont see the things that you see in me
im a lost soul
youre the light i follow

im the problem youre the solution
ill keep falling baby im used to it
keep my room dimly lit
cause the light it hurts my head

i cant stand the sadness in your words
baby dont you know it hurts
i wish i was like the other guys
i wish that we had more time

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

sometimes life finds a way
to fix all of the broken things
im hopeful
cause i know were
stronger than all the opposing forces
poor endorsements
hated comments
and the tears this morning

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

i keep messing up (drma x michaelharrison)

idek what this one about 

what you think that i dont got a single thought up in my head
and dont be thinking about the thots, the people in your bed
surprised that all the pills you popped didnt take you out this world
vaping in the bathroom stalls
you got stds from puff puff pass with people in the halls
you got stds from more than that might keep on all your drawls
ive been hating since like day one i aint even seen your pals
im getting angry, tired of sadness cause we tired of all these girls

dont get me wrong i dont hate u just got my moments and i 
wish i could end it but i dont got confidence because im
im insecure about the things you did when i wasnt there
its not a problem now but messes with my head constantly

feel like a king a bit, i dont need a queen just to stay
you get so faded, feel like your head in a different state
swear i cant say a thing, i cant say a thinginianinaing
cant wait for the diamond ring, buy a new chain put the diamonds on thathatahat
im mad as ive ever been, influenced by emotions youve given to me

it shouldve never started up but i was desperate
cant take the cringe and all the second hand embarassment
i made some gametime decisions, you dont realize
ive put a lot effort into this this this this

no hate, no disrespect
youre disgusting, and you always is
cant change your memories cant rip em out your head
dont need no thootie telling me to what to do till im dead

dont get me wrong i dont hate u just got my moments and i 
wish i could end it but i dont got confidence because im
im insecure about the things you did when i wasnt there
its not a problem now but messes with my head constantly

yeah i miss you, but im the issue
plenty fish up in the sea, you might just need a tissue
cause i am not the one for you, i am not the one one one
you better stop the cap, the yap, cause i am done done done

(what you want what you want what you running from?)
(what you want what you want and what you running from?)
(you cant change the things you did, that stuff all in your head)
(i cant change the things you did, the people in your bed)

i dont hate u (18freezey)

been in the lab

she got some rainbow tinted hair and she does heroin
she likes to steer and crash just like an aeroplane

she got a one way ticket right to america
through thick and thin, she doesnt even know where both her parents at
she got some red solo cups where her body lay
she must have gone too hard at the party she threw yesterday
100 bodies im just guesstimating
3 syringes in her pockets im just estimating
she came so early to the party, thought she was tryna break in
she was completely lost before we started dating

she got more misses than lebron
with the disrespect shes giving, must not know the type of timing that im on
thats just what happens when you rolling with a pawn
she just wanna roll it up and smoke up on some ganj

she got some rainbow tinted hair and she does heroin
she likes to steer and crash just like an aeroplane, its scary man
she got a one way ticket right to america
through thick and thin, she doesnt even know where both her parents at
she got some red solo cups where her body lay
she must have gone too hard at the party she threw yesterday
100 bodies im just guesstimating
3 syringes in her pockets im just estimating
she came so early to the party, thought she was tryna break in
she was completely lost before we started dating

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