“The Book” is one of the most emotionally raw and personal songs I’ve ever written — a classical rock ballad that captures the moment I finally told my mum the truth: that I had been sexually abused when I was around eight years old.

Written in 2003 and first released in 2014 on my debut album Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams, this 2025 AI-reimagined version breathes new life into that moment of painful honesty.

At fourteen, I was torn between silence and the unbearable weight of memory. The lyrics unfold like a confession — a boy’s attempt to open his “book of shame”, haunted by feelings too heavy for his young heart to carry. Each verse is a page from that book — fragile, fearful, but necessary to read aloud.

The arrangement builds with emotional precision — beginning with soft piano and strings, then swelling into electric guitars and orchestral textures that mirror the storm of confession. The chorus, “Why must I fall and break your heart,” captures the impossible fear of hurting the one person who’d always protected me.

The closing line — “I cried” — is not just a lyric, it’s the truth. There’s no dramatic ending, only the release that comes when silence is finally broken.

“The Book” isn’t about blame; it’s about courage — the courage to speak, to face the pain, and to begin healing.

THE BOOK

[Verse 1]
I could read you a story
From my book of shame
I'm haunted by feelings
That find me again

[Pre-chorus]
I can't run away
I can't find a place to hide
From this memory

[Chorus]
Why must I fall and break your heart
I've prayed for salvation, no one comes
I cred

[Verse 2]
I'm lost in emotion
I'm feeling the pain
I'm tired of reasons
I have nothing to say

[Pre-chorus]
I must find a way to hold onto this pain
You don't want to see this

[Chorus]
Why must I fall and break your heart
I've prayed for salvation, no one comes
I cried

[Vocal Adlibs]
[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
Why must I fall down and break all your hearts
I've, prayed for salvation but no one comes
So, why must I fall down and break all your hearts
I've tried to fight this, but I just can't go on

[Outro]
So, why must I fall down and break your heart
I've tried to fight this, but I just can't go on

[Spoken]
I cried

The Book

Song Description — “The Bridge of Lumina – The Last Goodbye (AI Version)” by Dean R. Chandler

“The Bridge of Lumina – The Last Goodbye” is an orchestrated rock ballad that blends emotional storytelling with cinematic soundscapes and powerful rock dynamics. It tells the haunting yet uplifting story of a man saying farewell to the woman he loves as she crosses the radiant Bridge of Lumina — a glowing passage of light between this world and the next. As she turns back one final time to smile and wave, he realises that letting go is not the end, but a step toward peace.

This version is an AI interpretation — a creative reimagining that offers a glimpse of what’s to come. The official non-AI version will be released in January 2027 as part of Dean’s upcoming concept album, A Human Odyssey.

While this rendition uses advanced AI orchestration to explore atmosphere and tone, the final studio version will feature live instruments, Dean’s own vocals, and an organic arrangement that fully realises the song’s original cinematic vision.

Think of this as a teaser from another dimension — a shimmering reflection of what’s on the horizon, bridging technology, emotion, and the timeless power of music.

A Human Odyssey: Echoes of Tomorrow

The Bridge of Lumina, The Last Goodbye

A Dream Haunting – Dean R. Chandler

Whilst I’m waiting for my official concept album A Human Odyssey (due January 2027) to be fully produced, here’s a preview of one of its featured tracks — though this version is an AI interpretation.

I actually wrote A Dream Haunting about ten years ago — strangely enough, while taking a shower. Inspiration has a habit of catching me off guard like that. My upcoming album version will be closer to the original demo I recorded back then, featuring my own vocals rather than AI ones.

The song itself is about a man who encounters an other-dimensional being — a radiant, ethereal entity who reaches out to him across the veil. She offers him visions of his past lives and the interconnectedness of all his experiences — love, pain, joy, and sorrow. Through her guidance, he begins to understand the deeper meaning of existence — that our lives are echoes of the same eternal soul, learning and evolving through time.

This AI version captures the dreamlike, otherworldly atmosphere of that encounter — a haunting reflection on what it means to awaken to the truth beyond the human veil.

A DREAM HAUNTING

[Intro]
Watch this all fall down
Screaming with no sound
Something is not right
Here tonight
Searching for the light
Love that burns so bright
Help me see through darkness
For now

[Verse 1]
I rise
To take your hand
Answer my question
Is this my end, time
You show
Visions of life
Life in slow motion
I'm lost in one Wonder
(She says)

[Chorus]
Come with me
Won't you hold my hand
We could show you things
Help you understand
(I said)
I must find
Some peace of mind
And the answers to
These tears I cry
Tonight

[Verse 2]
Scenes from my life
Darkness and bright
Sadness and laughter I've seen
Stories are told, of lifetimes ago
Now I can see where I've been
Then something behind the bright wall of light
It's slowly now walking to me
I senses pain and the feeling's the same
Then I awake from the dream, when she (she said) said

[Chorus]
Come with me
Won't you hold my hand
We could show you things
Help you understand
(I said)
I must find
Some peace of mind
And the answers to
These tears I cry
Tonight

[Break]
All my life
I see you
In my dreams
Over and over
Over and over
I cried for you
Life's so cruel
Now I stand
To walk in the darkness of night till I see you a, (She said)  gain 

[Chorus]
Come with me
(Watch this all fall down)
Won't you hold my hand
(Screaming with no sound)
We can show you things
(Something is not right)
Help you understand
(Here to (I said) night)

I must find
(Searching for the light)
Some peace of mind
(Love that burns so bright)
And the answers to
(Help me see through darkness)
These tears I cry
Tonight

A Dream Haunting

Song Description – “I Can See You, Beyond the Veil (AI Version)” – Dean R. Chandler

“I Can See You, Beyond the Veil” is a cinematic country ballad — a story of faith, loss, and transcendence inspired partly by a true life event.

A father stands at the crossroads of grief and grace. For years, he’s raged against heaven, unable to forgive God for taking his son. But one morning, after a dream that feels more like a visitation than sleep, he wakes with a stillness he’s never known. Something sacred has shifted — as if the Holy Spirit has passed through him in the night.

Drawn by that divine pull, he walks to church. The air is heavy, yet charged with light from the stained glass windows. He kneels, torn between pain and gratitude, whispering thanks for his son’s life. Then, in the quiet glow of his prayer, the veil between worlds lifts. There — radiant, smiling — stands his son. For the first time, the father’s heart is free.

This AI interpretation is not the final version that will appear on my forthcoming concept album “A Human Odyssey” (due 2027). I wrote “I Can See You” in 2019, while sailing alone through the Canary Islands, at the same time I wrote “The Bay of Biscay.”

The original demo, featuring my own vocal, is now being produced by Dan Cooper, and will serve as the closing track — the final chapter — of the 16-song journey that forms “A Human Odyssey.” All being well, I’ll be back in the studio in early 2026 to record the complete, non-AI version.

You can find the original 'Demo' unproduced version here: https://on.soundcloud.com/22CTWa0M1qxRsgQpYi

For now, this is how AI has dreamt my song — a haunting, spiritual reflection that bridges loss and eternity, love and light, father and son.


I CAN SEE YOU

[Verse 1]
So now I stand before you, my heart is still in pain
The echoes of his laughter remind me every day
How can there be a God, that takes my son away
But if you hear me now, I'll give thanks for all he gave
Sleep tight, my son
I'll see you again

[Bridge]
The candles flicker softly, stained glass windows cast a glow
As I bow my head in prayer, I sense a warmth I used to know

[Chorus]
I feel you with me, oh how I need you
The time has come for me to let you go
I'll hold your memory till I can see you
But now I know that I must say goodbye
With love in my heart

[Verse 2]
I've made my peace with God and I'm ready to depart
Then a presence fills the air and it stills my beating heart
There you stood before me like a vision bathed in light
A gentle loving smile as tears poured and blurred my sight
How can this be that I see you again

[Bridge]
You reached out to embrace me and I felt your spirit call
We walked into the sunlight, where the shadows can not fall

[Chorus]
Now you are with me, I can see you
Walking out of darkness into light
Now you are with me, I can hold you
In that fleeting moment, everything aligned

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
Oh my son, you're my guiding light
You've taught me how to hope within the dark
Now cross your Bridge of Lumina, light
I'll carry you within my soul until, it's my time to fly
I'll watch you walk into an orb of light
I can see your silhouette aglow
You're walking slowly over the bridge of light
A bridge to where the angels greet your soul, and bring you home


Dean R. Chandler 2019

I Can See You - Beyond the Veil

I Can See You, Beyond the Veil

“Redeeming Grace: The Awakening” unfolds like a cinematic prophecy — where divine power meets alien revelation. Built on a pulsing synth bass and metallic percussion, the track surges with industrial energy as orchestral strings and bold brass from the orchestra rise like a storm.

Heavy guitars drive beneath angelic soprano harmonies — ethereal voice floating like light breaking through clouds. The operatic chant echoes across cathedral-like reverb, blending Slavic folk and sacred mysticism into something both haunting and holy.

It’s a moment of reckoning — humanity’s judgment day, painted in sound. The mood is divine, emotional, and transcendent… a slow evolution from fear to grace, from darkness to awakening.

This is the AI version of Redeeming Grace, taken from the Stage 1 production by Dan Cooper of my original demo. The finished original version will appear on my 2027 album “A Human Odyssey.”

An anthem for those who believe salvation might come not from heaven — but from the stars.

REDEEMING GRACE

[Verse 1]
They hide, waiting so patiently
Waiting for Gods to leave
Abandon this place and leave us
So I beg, forsake our humanity
Please don't forsake us here
Are we so lost, are we so blind?

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
The lights that I see in the sky
They're watching us close, it's almost time
To face the truth of man
Has this all been planned?

[Chorus]
They come from far off lands
They are now here to claim the soul of man
And so now I see our judgment day
All I can do is cry, we need redeeming grace

[Verse 3]
So we fear the things we can't explain
Throughout the years, the wars and the pain
We'll stand before you, Gods
All we can do is hope and pray

[Chorus]
They come from far off lands
They are now here to claim the soul of man
And so now I see our judgment day
All I can do is cry, we need redeeming grace

[Bridge]
Can you save us from all we see?
Do you watch from eternity?
Are you so broken and cold with all that we've shown?
Are we now so lost to the cause?
If there is something we change, could we now be saved?
Or are we to face this alone?

[Chorus]
They come from far off lands
They are now here to claim the soul of man
And so now I see a judgment day
All I can do is cry, we need redeeming grace
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

[Instrumental]

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

Redeeming Grace

Redeeming Grace: The Awakening

About

I’m Dean R. Chandler — a London based songwriter, recording artist, and storyteller. My music is rooted in a lifelong search for meaning, weaving together themes of love, loss, faith, alien contact, and humanity’s future.

My upcoming double concept album Human Odyssey (set for release in January 2027) is the culmination of decades of writing and reflection. It’s a narrative journey that begins with a search for God and ends with an encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence — exploring not only what it means to be human, but also where we might be heading as a species. Musically, it draws inspiration from the epic storytelling of Jeff Wayne’s War of the Worlds, the synth-driven edge of Gary Numan, and the emotional depth of artists like Tori Amos and Chris de Burgh.

I previously released Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams (2014) and continue to revisit my archive of songs written across 35 years, reimagining them with today’s tools and sounds. Some pieces remain intimate and acoustic, while others expand into dark rock, industrial, or orchestral landscapes — but all are connected by a focus on emotional honesty and cinematic storytelling.

Beyond music, I’m fascinated by the intersection of creativity and technology. I’ve been experimenting with AI-driven composition and production to bring old demos to life and to spark entirely new works. For me, these tools are not replacements for human artistry but extensions of it — ways of unlocking stories and emotions that otherwise might have remained hidden.

At its heart, my work is about connection: to the past, to the future, and to the unseen mysteries of existence. Music, for me, isn’t just entertainment — it’s a chronicle of transformation, a conversation between spirit, science, and sound.

https://www.linkedin.com/in/dean-r-chandler-b19715382/
www.deanrchandler.co.uk

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