kyxtsnxwy:
look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

everytime she holding me, it makes my heart stop
heart stop, moving so fast like a droptop
i pop off, they be jealous cause i got the bag and i wont stop
we riding in a wraith, into space cause we both stars

lovebites on body cause she marked me, she in love with me
we be flexing, got the gucci, mcm and louie v
i be with my shawty, we be doing what we wanna
living in a fantasy, we chillin in bahamas

remilia:
(chilling in bahamas)

in bahamas, we be chilling, we be doing what we wanna
when i'm with you face turns red just like a sauna
and i don't wanna let u go no i don't wanna

look into your eyes and see your soul
i don't really wanna argue i don't really wanna know
you got harsh feelings let em go
let me take you round to places tell me where u wanna go

tell me where u wanna go
i will take away your heart, no i will melt away the snow
just tell me where u wanna go
i will take u through a fantasy so baby let me know

(look into her eyes everytime when i wake up)
(yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush)
(lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch)
(i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up)

kyxtsnxwy:
look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

look into her eyes everytime when i wake up
yeah, light up, make her chubby cheeks blush
lying on my chest, she’s falling deep in my touch
i don’t wanna get up, i don’t wanna get up

Light Up (gisen & neohn)

It's been a few cold and rainy days in June and it feels like April. Time for a tribute to the great Al Jolson.

Jolie Impersonation: April Showers In June

after a year we're back

cover art https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/431873

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@remiliaxd :

(oh oh oh)
(oh oh oh)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)

(it's a new day, now it's too late)
(i'm done with this world, i'm done with this game)
(i'm sorry about what i said, there's no one else to blame)
(and i regret what i did, and now it's not the same)

i say the worst things, i can't take it
you gave your heart, and i hope i don't break it
i lost myself in the noise, it's always changing
so shift your focus to the other side

on the other side
where the creatures hide
i'll lock myself in a cell and try to face it
there's a battle constantly inside

@hay2k : 

hate myself when I see you
love and hate, cause I never saw the real you
mind is fogged, there's no clarity without you
tethered to my fate but i can never understand you

yet i tend to keep on trying
tried so hard my mind is dying
but with you i want to fly
we'll be soaring through the sky
till' we reach the other side

@fabs4k : 
 
looking over the edge
i'm at the top of the hill
i'm at the end of the ledge
i can't see the sunlight
i'm waiting for the end of night
i feel the same
turn your back on me
make me take the blame
why do i feel down?
feel like i'm gonna drown

@wistual :

i cant breathe
i dont wanna cause a scene
but without u here
i just cannot sleep

i need u in my arms
without it i just cry and weep
 
cant u see im so fucking weak
i dont know who to call when im on my knees

i sing all my problems 
i just hope to find peace

@yudere :

welcome to the other side
i know that it'll be alright
its been a minute since we never talked 
yeah im alright
and i lost myself again
i didnt really know how
i just rlly felt forgotten

so face it
everytime you talk to me 
it feel so helpless

i cant do this anymore, i need some closure
was this all a lie or was this all forgotten

@gtzest : 

I don't like it when you lie, to me 
Your words cutting me deep and its making me bleed
If you need my help, I will be showing up to the scene
It don't really matter where the hell you be
9% in my system
Drinking with my homies
Till the morning
Turn it up with the homies
We be on it
It helps me cope with your shit
To be honest

@user-863511989 :

ときめきすらも壊して
いま君が横に居ても僕は癒えないよ
最果ての結果…
まだ僕は残したことがあって
君に向けた手紙ばかり増えて
捨てる負の感情
僕はわかるよ君の廃れた感情
忘れてかないで
置いていかないで
後にみた夢で君を探して
君は居ないよ？
何処へ向かってる？
朝4時に向かう渋谷の街頭
(あぁ…もう君なら…)
今何処を歩いてるの？
(探し求めて)
この霧掛かる朝に君は居なくて

@kyxtsnxwy : 

i need you by my side
cold winter nights
it’s time we hide

baby, you shine so bright
my life has light

send me to the sky
april, please don’t cry

on the other side +remilia, hay2k, fabs, wistual, kairyu, zest, disxa, kishi (remilia)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

space friends +deet, zest (rip.warheart & t57thetank)

kyxtsnxwy :

knowing that you’re gone, i cannot go to sleep
i’ve been in my bed, im crying, missing your warmth holding me
oh i miss your pretty smile, it be always comforts me
honestly, i dont need nothing, baby, you’re all that i need

reminiscing times with you, with flowers
thinking bout you, all night, for hours
thinking bout you, all night and all day
on my mind, you’re stuck in my brain

remilia:

and i know that it's wrong
and i can't tell what's wrong with me
but i don't want to breathe

ohh it's not worth it
over time, things will fade
it will hurt but reminisce the songs we sang that day
i called out for my life but you won't stay

ohh let go, nooo
tried my best
now you're cold like the snow
it's hard, yeah i know
but i don't wanna go

reminisce the songs we sang that day

kyxtsnxwy:

(no matter how hard i try)
(i also seem to disappoint you, the pain pouring out my eyes)

i always seem to be in denial
you want me to fix myself, im sorry to say its gonna take a while uhuhhh
let me finish when im about to say, then we can go move on uhuhhh
i don’t wanna go be gone
your pretty angelic voice, my anxiety is gone
sadly i can’t stay for long
i have to go meet god
i’ll be waiting for you, please be safe and smile
please be safe and smile
holding on tight, i’ll be back in a while
looking outside, i’ll be there in a while
i’ll be back
(i’ll be backk)

holding on, i am exhausted uhuhh
all the time, im not stable
running around, i might’ve lost it uhuhhh
fighting on, im not able
i wished i was able to hold on
i’m always here, baby, im looking over you
i wish i could’ve lived more on
im your guardian angel for you yayayaya
next life, i don’t wanna go and die
baby, next time, holding you close my life
baby this time, sweet lips, you’re so fine
i’ll give you mine, take care, now enjoy your life

remilia:

and this is not the end we wished for
we wanted happy endings and nothing more
but life don't go that way, i wish there was more in store
but there's no turning back i don't wanna go
i needed you the most but i had to go
just take it just take it away i needed to go

holding on, i am exhausted uhuhh
all the time, im not stable
running around, i might’ve lost it uhuhhh
fighting on, im not able
i wished i was able to hold on
i’m always here, baby, im looking over you
i wish i could’ve lived more on
im your guardian angel for you yayayaya
next life, i don’t wanna go and die
baby, next time, holding you close my life
baby this time, sweet lips, you’re so fine
i’ll give you mine, take care, now enjoy your life

guardian angel, my dear

Desirae Price lets us into her reverie at the Sunland Nursery Greenhouse in Las Cruces, NM. Leafing through memories and impressions, her gentle voice ruminates upon imperfection, endurance, and the tenderness of growth.

05 - April Showers Bring May Flowers (Live) by Desirae Price

Boat:, Beat Tape , Baka&Co, Bass House Mix ----, Banded, Caelynn, Burnell, Binauralsoundscape, Backpackrap, Bigmac, Colombian,, Blacklivesmatteremily, Block On The Bass, Beat,Hardrock, Bob Weatherall, Beat#Liluzi, Ciclomenstrual, Bunkertekdj, Bts Fake Love Instrumental, Bridge&Amp;Law, Behemoth, Bahagia, Bachelor Impact, Bibelschule, Bebeuagua, Baby Baby, Barrio Obrero, Brain:, Behaviour,  Beatz,Jr, Booooooooooring. That, Be Precise In Your Speech, Best Hindi Rapper ----, Best Olympian, Carolesdaughter, Bretter, For An Angel Carnaval, Blues Guitar Type Beat

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april showers (prod. 1NSOMN1A)


@remiliaxd
@kyxtsnxwy

@prodarisu 
@oiwassupp



me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone



Spotify

how things go + remilia & kishi (arisu oiwa)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

Spotify!~

meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

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Las Cruces, NM

Known to family and old friends as “Andy,” he prefers his Christian name. Andrew received the Master of Education in arts instruction from Doane University in Lincoln, Nebraska, holds the Bachelor of Fine Arts in studio and graphic arts, and is a Bachelor of Arts in biblical literature, a lifelong Bible student and Christian disciple. Tonsured in the Eastern Orthodox Church a reader (anagnostis, or lector), he has written several hymns and served periodically as psaltis (cantor), small choir ensemble director, choir member, and worship leader in Orthodox, evangelical, and Anglican churches going on four decades. He began writing several religious poems and hymns in 1997 in the midst of an existential quest from his Baptist upbringing to the liturgical traditions of the ancient Christian faith. His interests in a variety of musical styles and periods, and his love of ethnic and indigenous cultural music expressions gives him a unique perspective on music, particularly as used in the American churches and pop culture of his own checkered story. He is an amateur autodidact who prefers assistance from trained or fellow amateur musicians. He resides in Massachusetts and is father of two adult children.

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we go our separate ways in this frozen wasteland 

@1aprilshowers @afterstoryx
@kess0kuband @lovecrysis

and reunite in the blooming meadows of spring.


*building the world i wanted to give to you*

always falling, floating away

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