Verse 1
When I was young I believed
I could be anything I conceived
This idea drove my life
I’d be an artist with a house and wife

I’d stay young whatever my age
Full of hope and never change
I’d be strong and break the norms
I would never dare conform

Then I got old life started moving fast
Got to get to work, got to make some cash
No time now to be a superhero
I just need to get to inbox zero

What is this reality
All these new responsibilities  
Going to all these social events
Talking about bonds and the president

Pre-Chorus
So there I was at twenty two
I had no clue what to do
Losing my own identity 
Boiling with anxiety
CHORUS
Oh no
What’s happening to me?
I’ve started conforming to society

Am I dead?
Is this in my head
I wake up in the morning and I just feel dread

VERSE 2
Flash forward now, I’m twenty nine
I’m convinced I’m doing just fine
Those old dreams, they weren’t me
I prefer now to stay busy

Then I got this sinking feeling
Maybe my life had no purpose or meaning 
What if I was nothing special
My corporate job was non essential
Pre-Chorus
Sure I was older just more confused
I had no clue what to do
Losing my own identity
Boiling with anxiety
CHORUS
Oh no
What happened to me?
I’ve lost myself to society

Am I dead?
Is this in my head
I wake up in the morning and I just feel dread
BRIDGE
I realized that I felt alone
I felt so lost in life's unknown
No longer could I hide
That I had let my own dreams die

I swore that night
To make things right
To hear my soul
To seek a path to becoming whole
FINAL CHORUS
Hello
Is this really me
I now know who I need to be
I’m not dead,
That was all in my head
I wake up in the morning and I jump out of bed

Getting Old or Letting Go?

Volt egy mese, amit régen hittem,
hogy a világ tárt karokkal vár majd engem.
Most itt állok, kezem üres,
csak a csekkek jönnek, meg a kérdések.

Mondták, hogy vár rám a nagyvilág,
egy lakás, egy állás, meg a szabadság.
De a lakbér egy szívroham ára,
és a fizetésem is egy rossz vicc mára.

Bérleti díj, számlák, minden nő,
a pénztárcám is csak koszgyűjtő.
Azt hitték, hogy felnövök, én is hittem,
de még mindig a teszkós bort iszom, mint régen.

Költöznék, de nincs hova,
a lakbért fizetni is csoda.
Ha így megy tovább, holnapra már
egy parkban lakom, és etetek kacsát!

Számla jön, és pénz sehol,
bérből élni? Igazi nyomor!
Mondták, hogy majd könnyű lesz,
de még a hitelem is hitelből lett!

Ez az élet? Na ne már!
Valaki írta? Dobja már!
Ha ez a sztori, akkor csalás!
Kérem vissza a délutáni alvást!

Állásinterjú, szorít a cipő.
"Kérjük, írja be a bruttó bérigényét előbb!”
De bezzeg az élet annyi mindent kér,
hogy lassan hitelre veszem a levegőt is még.

Szakítás, NAV, törött kazán,
még a macskám is lenéz rám.
Főnök kérdi: „Jól érzed magad?”
Persze, mint akit elütött egy vonat!

Számla jön, és pénz sehol,
bérből élni? Igazi nyomor!
Mondták, hogy majd könnyű lesz,
de még a hitelem is hitelből lett!

Ez az élet? Na ne már!
Valaki írta? Dobja már!
Ha ez a sztori, akkor csalás!
Kérem vissza a délutáni alvást!

Szomszéd Mari néni minden reggel néz,
hogy miért nincs függönyöm, és hova lett az ész.
A boltban nézem, hogy mennyi a tej,
a pult mögött az eladó csúnyán figyel.

A konyhában állok, és nézem a gázt.
Azt mondták, főzni jó, de miért lett itt láng?
A rizs odaégett, a víz meg kifutott,
a konyha romokban, a vacsora bukott.

Azt mondják, majd megszokom,
hát, én inkább visszakozom!

Számla jön, és pénz sehol,
bérből élni? Igazi nyomor!
Mondták, hogy majd könnyű lesz,
de még a hitelem is hitelből lett!

Ez az élet? Na ne már!
Valaki írta? Dobja már!
Ha ez a sztori, akkor csalás!
Kérem vissza a délutáni alvást!

Ha így megy tovább, holnapra már
egy parkban lakom, és etetek kacsát...

Felnőtt vagyok (?)

In episode 33 of our Learning Academy Podcasts, Abi Fawcett meets with Rachel Maulkinson to discuss what she does as a 5 Day Offer Officer and what support / events are available.

Preparing for Adulthood

Radio production Assessment 3

Victoria University,
April 2025.

Credits:
Hosts:
Paula Hernandez
Brenzac Sekuini
Music:
- Pixabay.


What I order VS what I got : Adulthood.

The lyrics speak for themselves. Raw honest. Adulting is not easy but that's life. Really though, go to therapy if you can. 
Lyrics: 
In this room again  
Nothing to do, 
I don't even care. 
But I don't feel dead  
I feel like I should be doing

Something  
Find a job  
Something  
Find a love  
Something  
Getting lost

Instead I'm just here smokin', 
30 but I don't have a plan.
I thought things would work out  
But then they didn’t  
I guess that’s shitty life

Why do I feel so young?  
I feel like I could do anything on my own  
But there’s so much to be done  
I wanna start but I don’t know how  
Maybe I should be

Poppin’  
Adderall  
Poppin’  
Clonazepam  
Poppin’  
Sertraline

Go to your doctor though

Lyrics, production, cover art: Adriana Lazcano

Teen adult, but not really... idk

Contemporary Reggae Style about getting older and not losing the spirit inside for adventure and life. Written by J.T. Patten, Lone Woolf Lyrics. Available for cut, cover, collaboration, or sync.

LIFESHACKLED PIRATE (Reggae Style)

La meuf (Techno party music)

Original autobiographical piece about missed chances, grit and resilience.

In The Running

Being Old - BOLD - V2

A Sunday Times Bestseller

‘I Love You, Byeee is poignant and properly funny

I Love You, Byeee: Rambles on DIY TV, Rockstars, Kids and Mums, By Adam Buxton, Read by Adam Buxton

Maybe I should set aside childish things
Buy a suit and tie
Ditch the tambourine

Or could it be
my childhood dream
is still tagging along with me

Right around the time that I turned 14
started playing the guitar
wanted to feel seen

Could it be 
my teenage dream
is still tagging along with me

And who knows
I don't
I don't 
think I ever will

Put away the alcohol and nicotine
Get into jiu jitsu 
and minoxidil

Could it be
my quarter-life-crisis dream
is still tagging along with me

And who knows
I don't
I don't 
think I ever will

[Julio Cortazar Interview Excerpt]

Childish Things

 - Reality- Not here. Mankind about to enter adulthood. Societies fall at their peak and is rebelling now. 
- God's promise to kingdoms- He has dispersed Israel many times for turning their backs. Kingdoms make their own laws and cherry pick the Word. US doing the same. Fractures make evil. Jeremiah says what we fear the most will come upon us. 
- Golden sky- People will change during this time. We'll be leaving and starting life. Earth births eternal beings. We want recognition. 
- Earth had permanent change in 1988 until 1994. Also in 2004. Philosophies, beliefs. Assaults on faith. Downfall in 2012 with misery due to Myans. Prophecy became unpopular. Bitter people. We were cured of setting dates until 2016. We must endure our kings we tend to deify. SHE is coming forward in a cruel way and put an end to the back and forth. SHE will turn policy on it's head with boldness. An answer that turns to fear. 
- Mark of the beast coming with change. Iniquity normalized. People don't want morals and standards. US and Israel will be most hated.
- Protests begin. New Age-rs feel isolated and push back seeking retribution. Treason. Business, travel halt. Entire cities will be subdued. All is falling into place. Earth will physically respond. Force grows the gulf. Massive consolidation of voices. Resources, no product. Word of God will be lost for a time. Paranoia will change us. Alien=foreign=angel. Ignorance can make you a casualty. 
- Majority of the Word of God is a warning. See both darkness and light to choose. We fight for those with same darkness. Eyes open. Hope someone glorifies Christ through you. They will come to you. We know what we live. Wisdom is the ability to use knowledge. Witness your Father's deliverance. Witnessing is enduring. We'll know we're delivered, even through others' seeing us down. They'll see us delivered too. We have no promise to see our fruit. Your love is a seed from God. Be who God sent here. He put us here now.
-Parallels of Joseph's story and us. We are meant to be looked on differently.
- Want to be an angel? A messenger? You are if you carry the message of the Gospel. Differences are choices and mortality. More steadfast in maturity. The darkness you have will try you. It's how we grow.. Don't let flesh be your downfall. You will be separated from it. Who will you be.
- Peter asked to be crucified upside down. Stephen asked not to hold it against those who stoned him.  

10 01 2025  The Hidden Reality At Work - SHE Comes - Deliverance

Preached on November 2, 2025 from Hebrews 5:11-6:3. For more information about Columbia Christian Church, please visit our website: www.columbiachristian.org

John Davis – Christians in Neverland

𒄭𒇻𒁉𒇻𒅖
zi gu-la du₁₀ šu-nigin-na, gu šud i₃-li₂, eme-gi₇ u₃ eme-kal-la
kur gal-ta igi-bar-re, me-lam₂ e₂-an-na igi-zu
nam-tar-bi in-gar-ra, inim-zi-zu ki-du₁₀ inim-nigin-na
lu ki-nu₂-a šeš-e-ne in-gu₇, inim-ma e₂-a in-nigin
šid-zi in-du₁₀, lugal-la la-ba-an-šid, izi-ma du₁₀
dingir kur-nun-zi, ama-abzu e₂-mu-un-zig₃-ga
e₂-nigin-na šu-du₁₀, ki-an-ab, a-maš-a ga-an-sum
šid-inim-bi a-ga, zi-na-zu-ta e₃-a, inim-dam-zi-zu
gu-ba du₁₀ ki-bar-ra u₃ ki-ul, šid e₂-an-na u₃ a-gub
ti-la-ka igi-bar-re : maš-gi, ni-dul, šid-tuku, u₃ ki-še₃
kur-gi-na igi-zu : giš-ki, eme-dur, zi-ma-ra, me-ma
IloBliss e₂-an-na u₃ ki-gal im-du₁₀, šeš e₂-a e₂-gal

Indie demo drops and sync catalog written and produced by best selling author and indie writer/producer, J.T. Patten, the “meanest man in the business.” NSAI member / ASCAP

Music/vocals demo tracks created by various artists/musicians using Lone Woolf lyrics through Lone Woolf Productions.

All rights currently retained by JT Patten. All demos can be modified as collaborations. BUY/USE RIGHTS available. Let’s make some music!

Just a girl with a voice and a heart full of stories.

Lyricist + creative producer.  
business enquiries: herre.lab@outlook.com
All lyrics and creative production by me.
This is a space for songwriting and storytelling.
I like to experiment with different genres and concepts, so if you like variety I guess you might like this.

Publishers of award-winning fiction and non-fiction audiobooks for adults and children. Listen to exclusive clips from our books and free audioook extracts here on Soundcloud.

Professional software developer. Amateur composer, photographer, chef. (Note I am not the other Geoffrey Falk in Toronto who writes music. That's Geoffrey David Falk, who often goes by just "Geoffrey Falk.")

Sermons from Columbia Christian Church in Columbia, KY

It all started with a dog named Eddie — a scruffy little guy kids swore looked like a real-life teddy bear. When he passed in 2020, I brought his spirit back as a 3D bear: playful, honest, and the other half of me.

In A Teddy Named Eddie, we tell true stories from my life through pop punk riffs, alt rock hooks, and early 2000s nostalgia. Sometimes I’m in his world; sometimes he’s in mine. Always cinematic, always full of heart, and always a little magical.

I make music sometimes

Music video for Self Doubt:
https://youtu.be/YHK-nza1t2g?si=VIYzylcpj0yesE1m

New tracks tagged #Adulthood