“The Saddest Banger You’ll Ever Laugh At”

Welcome to the only track in music history where French House meets Funeral Home, and somehow still makes you nod your head like you’re at a beach bar in Nice pretending everything is fine.

This song began when I opened my fridge at 3 AM, found nothing but one lonely yogurt, and whispered to myself:
“Your love is dead — and also apparently my groceries.”

From that moment, inspiration struck like a cheap disco ball falling from the ceiling of a bankrupt club.
So I took heartbreak…
smeared it across a synth pad…
added one dramatic “your love is dead” for every time my phone didn’t vibrate…
and created the world’s first romantic breakup anthem you can cry and two-step to.

Expect:

shimmering chords ✨

emotional damage 🌧️

a bass line that sounds more alive than the relationship ever was

and ghostly hands circling your skin like: “nah bro, I’m out.”

If you ever wanted a soundtrack for:

staring at the ceiling,

deleting messages you definitely shouldn’t have written,

or dancing like you’ve spiritually given up but your body refuses to stop grooving…

This is your song.
Play it loud.
Cry responsibly.
And remember:
Your love may be dead — but the beat still pays rent.

Lyrics:

Your love is dead — buried in my chest
Your love is dead — I’ve laid it all to rest
Your words still ring round and round and round my head
Cutting the quiet part of me, it’s making my soul fade
Draining every part of me, I’m crying out no more

Your love is dead — ashes in my heart
Your love is dead — no more beating part
Your hands once traced round and round and round my skin
Now they’re ghosts inside of me, I’m turning cold within

I’m fading out, I’m falling
You’re making me still inside
Your love is dead — silence in my heart
Your love is dead — we were worlds apart

This was blind faith, this was just a foolish dream
This was blind faith, your love was never real

Don’t crown me with your heart (your love is dead)
We’ll always drift apart (your love is dead)
Don’t touch me (your love is dead)
I’m leaving (your love is dead)
Your love is dead — and I don’t dance

Your Love Is Dead

[Verse 1]
The highway stretches
Still as glass
Sun won't set
Won't rise

[Verse 2]
Your voice in the distance
Never closer
Never fading
Just there

[Chorus]
I'm driving
But the road stays the same
I'm running
But my feet won't leave this place
The sky holds
Everything in blue
I'm waiting
Waiting here for you

[Verse 3]
The dust remembers
How we moved
Now it hangs
Won't fall

[Verse 4]
The engine hums
A perfect loop
Time dissolved
In heat

[Chorus]
I'm driving
But the road stays the same
I'm running
But my feet won't leave this place
The sky holds
Everything in blue
I'm waiting
Waiting here for you

[Bridge]
The horizon
The horizon
The horizon
Never breaks

[Chorus]
I'm driving
But the road stays the same
I'm running
But my feet won't leave this place
The sky holds
Everything in blue
I'm waiting
Waiting here for you

[Outro]
Waiting here
Waiting here

Nowhere

[Verse 1]

I’ve been tracing all my footsteps,
Down the roads we used to know.
Every light feels like your shadow,
Every song’s a memory’s glow.


[Pre-Chorus]

Falling into quiet dreams,
Where you still belong to me.
Time won’t heal, it just repeats,
Your voice, it hums beneath the beat.


[Chorus]

And I still keep your fading heart,
In every breath, it beats apart.
You’re the silence after sound,
The echo that I never found.

[Verse 2]

Midnight hums your melody,
In every place you used to be.
Dreams replay what I can’t touch,
Guess missing you was just too much.


[Bridge]

We were light beneath the rain,
Now I just fade in your name.
Still I move where you remain,
In echoes of our yesterday.



[Final Chorus]

And I still keep your fading heart,
In every breath, it beats apart.
You’re the silence after sound,
The echo that I never found.

Fading Heart


[Verse 1]
I’ve learned to smile through quiet pain,
While my heart still cries your name.
You’re the story carved in time,
Forever printed in my mind.


[Pre-Chorus]
Forget it all, just let it be,
I’ll find my calm, you’ll set me free.


[Chorus]
Walk on, even when the light is gone,
Take my love to guide you on.
Among a thousand other flames,
You still remain, you still remain.


[Verse 2]
Shadows dance where we once stayed,
Echoes whisper, then they fade.
Every color turns to grey,
But your glow still finds its way.

[Final Chorus – soft closure]
Walk on, even when the light is gone,
Take my love to guide you on.
Among a thousand other flames,
You still remain…
you still remain.

Light is Gone

[Verse 1]
I woke up from a sleepless dream,
Eyes still heavy, heart still weak.
Every face I used to know
Faded slow beneath the glow.

Time slipped quiet through my hands,
Like sand I couldn’t understand.
I reached for what was left of you,
But even shadows fade too soon.



[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been praying for a miracle,
Something soft to carry me home.
I’ve been waiting for a miracle,
But the silence feels like stone.



[Chorus]
So I let my dreams decay,
They haunt me in a quiet way.
All I want is just to feel
That miracle, if it’s still real.



[Verse 2]
I chase the light that used to burn,
But all I find are lessons learned.
The past still hums beneath my skin,
A song I can’t begin again.



[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been praying for a miracle,
Something warm, something visible.
I’ve been waiting for a miracle,
Just to breathe and feel it all.



[Chorus]
So I let my dreams decay,
They haunt me in a quiet way.
All I want is just to feel
That miracle, if it’s still real.



[Outro]
Maybe I’m the ghost I chase,
Lost between the time and space.
If I break, then let me fall —
I just need to feel it all.

Miracle

Sometimes a song feels less like music and more like walking back into a place you once loved — a place that no longer recognizes you.
This track is that return.
A quiet pilgrimage to the rooms of a heart that no longer holds you, yet somehow still calls your name.

It’s the sound of coming back to the same cold stone, hoping it might warm again.
The sound of shaping words out of the dust, of saving the last drops of sweetness in a world that has forgotten how to drink from the source.
It’s the echo of a question whispered into the night:
Is there only one road for the lost? One truth for all of us?
Or do we each carry our own fragile map, written in tears and chance and the mistakes we keep repeating?

This song moves like a clock swinging between longing and letting go.
It returns, it breaks, it tries again.
A prayer without a church.
A confession without a witness.
A soul asking whether love guides us — or blinds us.

If you’ve ever walked back to a place that no longer holds your heart…
If you’ve ever searched for meaning in the ruins…
If you’ve ever wondered whether happiness is a choice, a moment, or a miracle —

Then this track will feel like coming home and losing it all in the same breath.

Lyrics:

Again I return where my heart’s not staying,
Like clocks from day to night just swaying.
Again I’ll lie down upon the stone,
Healing old wounds with bark alone.
Again I’ll shape words out of clay,
Storing the last of the honey away.
As if pure water could still be poured,
But no one drinks it anymore.

Oh God, is there just one way to go,
Where every lost soul finds the road?
Or can we choose — a path to stay,
Forever happy, or for a day?
Oh God, is there only one true word,
Or do we each have our own to be heard?
And is it love or selfish will,
That blinds our eyes and keeps them still?

Again I return where my heart’s not staying,
Like clocks from day to night just swaying.
Again I’ll lie down upon the stone,
Healing old wounds with bark alone.

Oh God, is there only one true word,
Or do we each have our own to be heard?
And is it love or selfish will,
That blinds our eyes and keeps them still?

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