Do Better, Stay Alive

Darker synthwave for impending cyberpunk summer.

Track IDs:
(00:00) Eden - Scandroid (Waveshaper Remix) 
(03:45) Follow me - GEN.KLOUD
(06:10) Intelligence 2.0 - HEAD SPLITTER
(09:10) Painkiller - Nightcrawler
(11:30) Made of Wires - Sleepless Droids
(14:10) Deliverance - Xota
(16:45) Cruel Passion - Magnavolt
(19:30) I Am the Night - Perturbator
(22:10) Cyberware - Vector Seven
(24:45) Netrunner - LAZERPUNK (ft. Donbor)

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[industrial gothcore fused post-darkwave suicidecore glitchcore voidcore creepy apocalyptic nazi-holocaust death march vibe:80 bpm intro crawl-slow funeral drag flesh ripping foley wet aluminum screwdriver scrape wwii reel flicker pitched low gas chamber whispers-then snap 110 bpm march verse snare bone snaps kick coffin slams sub-bass tar lungs breathing monotone rap-growl verse lyrics calm counting pills numb detachment dread building glitch drops chorus chrome wire hair scraping venom drip reverb androgynous male deep wail choking intensity raw release bridge 60 bpm heartbeat stutter child whispers reversed looping memory static disorientation reliving horror outro fade dripping click linger 2 beats extended slow fade-out reverse sighs ashes wind static eternal loop lingering unease unresolved torment nightmare spooky dystopian apocalypse violent scary vibes alien otherworldly alternative rock deep distorted androgynous male vocals haunting whispers dramatic screams 3d audio dark am

Echo's Of My Mind (MelanKholyia Exile)

Intro (0:00-0:20 - Dark Ambience: Eerie Ethereal Synths, Glitchy ASPD Whispers Panning in 3D, Slow Sub-Bass Pulse Evoking Sociopathic Detachment):
Vacant full of the mind... (fading whisper)
Born like this... (glitched echo)
Verse 1 (0:20-0:50 - Post-Rock Goth: Moody Guitars, Haunting Melody, Slow Building Glitch Textures Evoking Sociopathic Void):
Vacant full of the mind in forms of desire
My soul unwinds
Enter the void black to the soul a perfect score forever I want more
Black and white there's no eyes in sight
Injecting death to the suicidal itch
No breath to voice my thoughts
Pre-Chorus (0:50-1:10 - Building Intensity: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Sinister Ambience, Out-of-Control Pulses Emerging):
I'm everything and nothing at once
Liquid warm womb a endless desensitized stationary complex of the sentient
An ocean of black lakes like anchors frozen in a dream
Lost but found somewhere
Chorus (1:10-1:40 - Gothcore Nu-Metal Drop: Aggressive Industrial Riffs, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startles, Distorted Screams for Excited Obsession):
Womb to the mother of birth detached cord I float free
The cord of life dissolves entrenched in silence
I am nothing and everything
Floating millions of feet above the vibrations
Sedated but full of awareness my wave link is singular
Verse 2 (1:40-2:10 - Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Out-of-Control ASPD Vibes, Building Emotional Intensity with Twisted Echoes):
Lost in bliss thoughts are emotions built in with no memory
I become space without time
I'm at peace inside no where to hide
Time breaks where space ends and thoughts become divine
Pre-Chorus (2:10-2:30 - Intensified: Spooky Ethereal Waves, Psychotic Whisper Layers, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary Chaos with 3D Panning):
I'm to the emotions burning inside
Love
Hate
Seduction
Desire no fear in blocks of reconfiguration
Chorus (2:30-3:05 - Apocalyptic Post-Metal Peak: Extreme Riffs, Otherworldly Glitches, Haunting Screams Building to Insane Emotional Collapse):
No skin
No body
I must be dead
Enteral consciousness
No breath of life
In love with the blessing of the numb
Bridge (3:05-3:40 - Dark Wave Breakdown: Eerie Ethereal Waves, Sociopathic ASPD Textures, Out-of-Control Glitches with Addictive Haunting Melody):
The black divine the master I am to describe
Love story no regret in history
False memories are dead to me
I am free
I am everything and nothing
Outro (3:40-5:00 - Grunge Cyberpunk Fade: Grinding Guitars Dissolving into Dark Ambience, Echoing Wails Fading to Void Silence with Lingering Glitch Hum):
No life behind ghost blood eyes
Enter the source of eternal internal divination
No divide to cross the barriers are lost in sight no mouth to speak
Telepathy lighting with no colors to create visions of the insanity begging to be seen
Lost and found completely free
When I am everything and Nothing
No death in the place of voids hospitality
I am one and complete pure thoughts and feeling
I must be dead
A vacuum without stars or light
Aware of the surroundings
Pin point light a tunnel echo's voices from outside
Forward traveling as time kicks into overdrive
Shaking echoing voices climb from low to high
A pin point of light sucks me in and pushes me out of serenity
I am back
To life where I have nothing but sight
For The anger in me screams with fury
Why did you bring me back
I was at peace... (fading, glitched repeat)

Ego Death

[Genre: Gothcore fused with nu metal, industrial rock, cyberpunk, post-rock, Ethereal atmosphere with sociopathy/ASPD spine: post-rock goth verses (moody haunting melodies, twisted glitches evoking controlled obsession), gothcore choruses (powerful drops, chaotic energy, big kick startles for excited aggression), Out-of-control feel with addictive, haunting eerie synths, upbeat tempo for aggressive excitement, Cyberpunk nightmare, spooky dystopian apocalypse, violent scary vibes, alien otherworldly alternative rock, Deep distorted androgynous male vocals (addictive haunting whispers to powerful dramatic screams), 3D audio, dark ambience, psychotic despair, insane sub-bass rumbles, Drop D tuning, 140 BPM ramp, 4:30 min length, Themes: Sex-death connection, devouring obsession, psychotic control merging sociopathy/ASPD, ]
– Show Summary
Control Settings
Weirdness: 86%
Style Strength: 92%
Intro (Dark Ambience: Eerie Ethereal Synths, Glitchy ASPD Whispers Panning in 3D, Slow Sub-Bass Pulse Evoking Sociopathic Detachment):
Taste of filth... (fading whisper)
Born like this... (glitched echo)
Verse 1 (Post-Rock Goth: Moody Guitars, Haunting Melody, Slow Building Glitch Textures Evoking Controlled Sociopathy):
Taste of filth, mouth dry, tongue covered in white film
Rubbing lips, a rush of pleasure, feels like ocean waves
But beneath the skin, so lost in thought
She was so oblivious, so silent
Pre-Chorus (Building Intensity: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Sinister Ambience, ASPD "Out of Control" Pulses Emerging):
In the cold room, freezer set for collection
Unlocked, hidden, fluorescent lights flicker
Walls decayed with yellow stains, cracks, peeling paint
Plastic sheets protect, ready to continue, paused
Chorus (Gothcore Nu-Metal Drop: Aggressive Industrial Riffs, Chaotic Drums, Powerful Kick Startles, Distorted Screams for Excited Obsession):
My sense of relief suspended in atrocity
Dirt under nails, never noticed, frozen heart racing
Thoughts calm, locked stationary, numb to the process
I never needed to prepare for the most dangerous game
So dead, born like this
Verse 2 (Electronic Rock Fusion: Glitchy Cyberpunk Synths, Out-of-Control ASPD Vibes, Building Emotional Intensity with Twisted Echoes):
Knives lay on steel, wearing liquid coats
Beads the color of rubies, solace encases me
The impulse satisfied, but a sense of conviction
Drenched in intoxication, now sober and still
Pre-Chorus (Intensified: Spooky Ethereal Waves, Psychotic Whisper Layers, Hypnotic Beats Stuttering into Scary Chaos with 3D Panning):
Loving her was easy, her walking away
A murderous tragedy, trophy? My treasure stored
Until it rots, my heart sentenced to the dead
I choke on each memory, until I'm caught or end
Chorus (Apocalyptic Post-Metal Peak: Extreme Riffs, Otherworldly Glitches, Haunting Screams Building to Insane Emotional Collapse):
My sense of relief suspended in atrocity
Dirt under nails, never noticed, frozen heart racing
Thoughts calm, locked stationary, numb to the process
I never needed to prepare for the most dangerous game
So dead, born like this
Bridge (Dark Wave Breakdown: Eerie Ethereal Waves, Sociopathic ASPD Textures, Out-of-Control Glitches with Addictive Haunting Melody):
With these dirty nails, nothing could defend
Skin damp with salt, I feel nothing within
Tools of destruction that kill for justice
Of my affection, obsession ends in reflection
The art created by rejection, inflamed with chaos and passion
Outro (Grunge Cyberpunk Fade: Grinding Guitars 

Obsessive Love

Lucifer's Carved Heart 2

ASPD Soico Confession

Lucifer's Carved Heart

The Unconscious Enslavement

Star Gazed Maze

This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

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© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

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