Produced by staywoozy x owleeng

Lyrics

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

I don't wanna die, I want you to
You gon' lose your life if I'ma lose you
I know everywhere you ever moved too
I know every single fucking room too

Picture on the backdoor
Flower on the counter
Top drawer passport
I like it around here

But there ain't enough room for the 3 of us
This world will be better off when it's free of us

Can you help me?
Can you hold me?
Can you save me?
Can you love me?
Can you call me?
Can you want me?
Can you text me?
Can you tell me?

Can you tell me why you left it all?
Did I ever mean anything at all?
I would still answer if you called
Answer when I call

I want you to know that I figured out
Every little lie you let out your mouth
I hope you don't think that I grew up and I'ma let it go
Everything feeling that I grew up, I'm bouta let it go

anything at all.

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Leave me alone
I can't breathe with you near me
I was alone
I hope you don't ever need me
When I'm a ghost
On your fear I will be feeding
Won't be satisfied till you can't stop the screaming

Fiending for your love again, baby I can't let you go
I was on your street again but I won't let you know
You left me on seen again for somebody that don't
Know you like I know you, I just want you back at home

Hole what I want inside, on the side of my dome
"Don't", that's what they gone say when care I won't
"Hope, Ken you need to hold on to that" No
So what's the point of anything at all?

Why does every thing that I do feel so wrong?
I ain't feel right on the inside in so long
Reaching out to God but he don't ever call
Every thing gets bad when I'm involved

"Ken I'm here for you" but always on my own
Count on one hand how many I can count on
Darkness all around me feel it in my bones
I can see it tryna get to me from inside of my fucking phone

I just want it to be gone
I can feel it in my soul
Don't know how to put in words
What I put out in these songs

I know it make me feel better
Don't know if that's good
I be sittin' till my head hurt
Just tryna get into it

I'm just tryna get into it
I'm just tryna get into it
But I don't think I can do it

good isn't always.

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

Produced by fantom

Lyrics

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

If there's really a heaven right now I won't get in
I think I need a medic my chest is caving in
What's the point of living right? I won't make it out alive
I know one day it'll come but right now is not the time

I can't slow down now
It'd be wrong to hold back now
I'm not at that goal right now
But I see the fucking signs on the road right now

Got enough fuel, hit the fucking throttle
I know what to do when I'm at the bottom
Take a fucking bull mix it with bottle
Put me in type of mood I know will get me out of

That mindset where I cannot deal with my stress
In my head, I don't wanna see that text
"I think it's best if we just end this"
All I think about is death, I wanna fucking end it

But I can't and I won't
Say I do but I don't
What to do now? I don't know
I been feeling too down I might let it go

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

passion, obsession.

Produced by p4ra x luffy

Lyrics

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

Wasn't there when I fell down, I'm stuck in hell now
I understand that I'm hellbound
I see my skin getting pale now, miss when I felt down
Wish I could feel what I felt now

At least back then
When I felt the worst pain
I still the had hope
That I would be better the next day

Now I feel numb
Love, I feel none
Live, I did once
Another person, I ain't met a real one

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

ghost in the walls.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Is it karma? Is it character development?
To hell with this, I don't care what it is
But I can't let go
Cause I get my fix when my heart gets broke

I know that life might not be perfect
I know you weren't either but I thought you were worth it

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Thought you were the one, you were just another bitch
You told me I was the one, I was just another dick
I wasn't shit to you but just a body
You used me till you were used to me

I'm not Ken, that's who I used to be
A dead man that's who I'm soon to be
I think that's all that I'm meant to be
I'm not alive, I just pretend to be

Only in front of this mic
When I feel like I'm really alive
Did I miss that chance when it was time?
Hope I didn't, I'll fucking end it if I did

I hope I didn't cause I'll fucking end it if I did

closer.

Produced by septfree & maestrowons

Lyrics

Not what I thought you were
I was downbad but you left me worse
Saw her as an angel but she left me cursed
Cold hearted ass fucking left me to burn

I couldn't leave my room
Every single night I would plan my doom
I ain't want nobody else to hear that boom
Remember what I felt when I see that moon

No matter what I do
I'ma always end up feelin' like I lose
I'ma feel the same when I lose you too
Even if you ain't here to lift my mood

Even if you here just to hurt me
Part of me appreciates the fact that you chose me
I'll just go inebriate, forget in the morning
That you're not the one thats for me

Can't get over that you left me colder
I need a hole dug, I don't need a shoulder
That forever turned into a never again
Can't forget everything that you did now

This is the end of that kid that was pinned down
Pissed, I'm so sick of what I used to let 'round

Not what I thought you were
I was downbad but you left me worse
Saw her as an angel but she left me cursed
Cold hearted ass fucking left me to burn

I couldn't leave my room
Every single night I would plan my doom
I ain't want nobody else to hear that boom
Remember what I felt when I see that moon

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