Lyrics

Feel like all I do is wrong
Never should of wrote that song
Never should of loved that bitch
Never should of made that wish

Never should of heard that voice
Never should of made that choice
I should of just stayed asleep
I don't like what I've learned, I don't like what I see

I don't know what I want, I don't know what I need
Look at what I've become, I can't find any peace
I guess this what I choose, get high from the lows
Nobody knows me outside what I post

You only know what I want you to know
You only feel what I want you feel
You only think what I want you to think
This is my fucking world, I'm the only one real

I can only trust my own perception
I cannot rely on your deception
I can only feel my own affection
You won't ever care how I'm affected

You want something new but I'm defective
All I know is hate, I've got a collection
I can only take my own advice
I might fucking take my own damn life

Bitch can you not hit me up?
I swear you not what I want
I used to might give a fuck
But now I do not, I can't show any love

To anyone not showing me that they care
Every minute they can, I am not just a spare
I'm one of a kind and if you cannot see that
I'll fucking leave and I never will be back, bitch

defective. | Produced by puhf

normal. (snippet)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

wired.

desire.

Lyrics

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me
Can you tell me why you didn't choose me?
Was it cause I always end up being fuckin' moody?

Sorry I get in my head and I get fucking so lost
Can I still get into heaven if my fucking soul's lost?

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I ain't ever moving on, she ain't nothing like the rest
All these voices going on, I won't be getting no rest
I wake up like oh my god, not this bullshit, not again
Go to sleep like please god I don't wanna wake from it

Can you please just like make my heart stop?
Don't wanna breathe in this motherfucking construct
That we call a body, we not even human
Stuck in a body I wanna be through with

I gave her my heart, she gave me dang lies
Running from the dark, I wanna tame mine
Searching for a soul, I need to save mine
What's the point of growing up? I'm in the same mindset

I just wanna get a text, I just wanna get a call
Let me know I'm in your head
Got a list that's kinda tall bout the shit that I regret
Funny cause it all started on the day we met, shit

Baby girl I'm sorry I'm a mess
But I swear I wouldn't be if you were next to me

spotify.

dang lies. | Produced by reesoo

Produced by p4ra x luffy

Lyrics

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

Wasn't there when I fell down, I'm stuck in hell now
I understand that I'm hellbound
I see my skin getting pale now, miss when I felt down
Wish I could feel what I felt now

At least back then
When I felt the worst pain
I still the had hope
That I would be better the next day

Now I feel numb
Love, I feel none
Live, I did once
Another person, I ain't met a real one

I'll let this song speak on all the wrong
That I never would say, that I don't wanna face
I'm just a shell without that toxin
I need a quick one, I need a taste

Thought I could quit but I'm not stoppin'
Don't think I will until I'm in a grave
I hate being alive I do not wanna stay
To the God I believe in I don't wanna pray

I don't think you hear me, I don't think you will
Don't fucking come near me, I don't wanna heal
You fucking left me alone for too long
I found my comfort with ghost in the walls

I found myself inside all of the shit you are not
Don't wanna be saved, leave me to rot
I used to seek change, now I'm not
I'm okay with the demon inside of my heart

ghost in the walls.

@xweepings

Produced by p4ra

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Wish I ain't wake up, don't like what I see in this world
When I'm sleep I can be with that girl
Pulling my strings til I unfurl
Get in my bed and I just curl up in ball

And I look at the sky and I ask god why in the fuck can't I cry?
Is it because I'm numb? Is it cause I'm fucked?
Is it cause I ain't even enough for the tears in my body
To not even want me? god what in the fuck do you even want from me?

I don't feel love from no damn body
I ain't got trust for no damn body
I wish I was just some damn body
To some damn body, I'm no damn body

When I'm dead don't no damn body
Come acting like they just lost somebody

Cause I swear to god that they didn't
I had a life and they never was in it
If anyone cries that that isn't my mom or my girl
They fucking pretending

And if they isn't
Why in the fuck they ain't listen?
To all of my cries for help in all of my songs
I know they heard one

| weepings |

I wake up each day and I dream of escape
I'm done pretending I'm okay
I can't trust another, not even my brothers
Stay isolated in my cave
Sure I'm just another case
Just a number on a page
What is the point if one day I'll just be a name upon a grave
Still I try so hard to keep my head on straight
There's still some things I love
But even more I hate
I know I drink too much
So much time I waste
Swear these past few months can't recognize my face

| unknxwn. |

Wish I ain't wake up, don't like what I see in this world
When I'm sleep I can be with that girl
Pulling my strings til I unfurl
Get in my bed and I just curl up in ball

And I look at the sky and I ask god why in the fuck can't I cry?
Is it because I'm numb? Is it cause I'm fucked?
Is it cause I ain't even enough for the tears in my body
To not even want me? god what in the fuck do you even want from me?

I don't feel love from no damn body
I ain't got trust for no damn body
I wish I was just some damn body
To some damn body, I'm no damn body

When I'm dead don't no damn body
Come acting like they just lost somebody

weepings & unknxwn. - nobody.

@xweepings

Produced by flower x luffy

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

I was so upset the day you left, ain't understand it
Dealing with a broken heart you left, I couldn't stand it
I would lay in bed all day, thinking about those days
When I ain't think that we would ever meet the end of it

Us apart? Can't deal with it, tryna find some new I'm finished with
I wake up just wishing it was all a dream this living shit
I can't do this no more, honestly my soul sore
Don't look in that closed door, why the fuck you think it's closed for?

I keep all my skeletons in there with this feeling that I'm in
I thought I was better than when I was in my past
I can't ever get over this wall, it'd be better to jump off and fall
Your life's better when I'm not involved, if you're not in mine I don't have one at all

Fucked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth

We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other fucking versions of you
You the only fucking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

| weepings |

You were so perfect so how could this be anything but my fault?
Claim that I'm fine but behind the curtains I wake up on asphalt
I need you now more than ever; I still got your lipstick stains on top my sweater

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

Time keeps moving and I keep on proving that I'm stuck inside the past
Girl you still run through my head at times, I'm 6 deep in these cans
In this pain I'm fluent, girl I miss you and I wanna feel your hand
But you took a fucking torch and scorched up all our fucking plans

Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created hell

weepings & unknxwn. - disaster.

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featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

ghost in the walls.

unknxwn.

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