Name: ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller by Archive: unknxwn.
Duration: 1 min 59 s
Description: finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

holy shit i remember this from a preview years ago this is so fucking good

Lyrics

75526, I been too sick
Fuck a lifeline, true shit I'ma lose it
I am not fine, clueless what to do with all this fucking pain?
I'ma put it in the music

I am not high but I'm off my rocker
She say "hi" but I might just have to block her
I cannot fallback to the fuck shit
I don't wanna talk, please stfu bitch

I don't like my mind
I get so blind by all of the things that it tells me
I feel not alright but it's alright
Because on and on I'll carry

Nobody knows what I keep on the low
I'ma hide it forever, it never can show
Cause I do not think, you would accept me
If you could see all the things that affect me

Say you would but you cannot be sure
You would not feel the same if the shame all was yours
You don't know and you never will
I had a soul now I never will

I'm a fucked up piece of shit, I'm not decent
I cannot go up, I'ma descend
I am not enough, I know I'm not
I'm gone fuck shit up until I rot

Until I hit that grave I'm always gone fuck up anything in my favor
Fuck it, I just wanna get paper
Fell in love too fast now I hate her

Baby I don't know why you attached
I'm a fucked up excuse of a man
I got feelings that I'll never get back
Get back, I might leave you in the past

Went south and it all went bad
I'm fucked, why am I so sad?
Any game I play, I'ma end up last
I don't wanna stay, skip life like class

75526. | Produced by Fantom

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Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

Drunk, stuck, don't give a fuck
I still ain't had me enough
Why so shook? Knew what was up
I never lied about none

I told you I wasn't what
You were still searching to find
You hurt you
I was just taking advantage and passing the time

I'm not even what's close to divine
I lost hope and I never will find
It again, I'm in the shit again, I'm never fitting in, God I know that I'm not getting in
Your heaven, I'm hellbent on my only purpose

You think I'm at the top
But I feel like I'm losing
Life's hard wanna stop
Something in me keep choosing

To fight off these thoughts
That tell me let it off
That tell me that I'm not
Worth everything that I got

That bitch ain't care
Why the fuck should I?
There's some in the air
That makes me wanna die

So why do I fight?
When I think I'm lost?
Maybe because I
Can only fight when lost

Stuck in a cycle, that's how my life go
Honestly think that I'm psycho
Midnight, can't keep my eyes closed
I might need Nyquil, I never like it when I feel

Like I can't sleep cause you'll be in my dreams
Even when you don't care you're the one that I see
In my life for the rest of eternity
Why this love in my chest keep on burning me?

Why the girl that I love keep on hurting me?
Don't know what's wrong with me, everyone always deserting me
God why the fuck did you burden me? Death is an urgency
All my emotions are murkin' me

mercury.

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

Lyrics

All of these emotions
I don't know if I can cope with
Why the fuck I even wrote this?
Why the fuck I even post this?

I'm not what I thought that I was anymore
I thought I was ready but now I'm not sure
I don't wanna hurt you again like before
I think we'd better as friends but I don't even know

If I'll find love like yours, should I keep this inside?
All of this time swear I tried

To be what you need
But that isn't mine
I think I should leave
But my thoughts are not right

I think I should be left alone for some time
I don't love myself, how I could I love you right?
Do you even love me or do you love the thought
Of what I just could be? I know now that I'm not

What you think I am
Look at the start
I just couldn't say no
Now just look where we are

*auditory agony*

spotify.

wtfiewt. | Produced by tennis player

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

Produced by nowhere valley

Lyrics

Winter's here now I feel at home
If you're not here then I don't have one
I feel fear when I don't feel you
How could I not fall apart when you
Left here but didn't take me there with you
I guess what you are to me I'm not that for you
Every thing that I said bad for you
I tried my fucking best to be there for you

winter.

Zack Luther , never too much for me to end a super , i got kryponite on me .. so amazing.. I could never be clark so gullible , i rather go by myself ok im comfortable ... dont ya know that .. I gotta lexosuit .. call me zacky luther.. whose a superstar whose a superhero.. that the path that he chose .. i den stuck to the code i den gave you my sould i den changed since boring road.

been a year since my pops gone .


now that house is not a home.. 

call me .... zack luther.. I den asked for one more dance.. I aint getting no response .. i aint had time to think about it.. yeah i got other plans.. revenge... 


Zsck luther never too much for me end a super i got kryptonite on me so amazing. 


Thank you and yes the double entendre was immaculate.. scoff bye

Zack Luth (e/o) r / Kryptonite

Produced By OMG
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ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Archive: unknxwn.

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