fun little song with @mistralbtw <3

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

(mistral)
one call away
thats all that it takes now
she eats at me
my vertebrae break down
live by the words
that you used to spit out
reminisce times
when we hadn't went south

haven't changed a bit in the last few years
still wear all my sewerperson and my creature merch
just need to know if
i'm to you what
you're to me
still hear the words
u said to me back
then they're burned into my brain
just as it happened
still have the same friends
that u lost
i'd rather stay all by myself

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

dead end +mistral (dead spyro)

Had to reupload this belter with a more family friendly name. Up the villa fuck the feds

DEADWOOD - YOUR DAD (IRYD)

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

this was so fun to make, hope you like it
got a song coming every 1-2 weeks for next month (:
thankful for every listen <3

beat by the insanely talented @illsee
lyrics:

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin 
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

I've been up in arms
wondering how I’d tell you
when I wanna be in yours
wish it was that easy
but it’s pulling back and forth
wish I could appease it
but it’s gonna run its course

I'm always down on my luck
not coming out of my rut
I’ll find a beat
that I like
and make some shit on it once
but Imma finish a song don’t care
if I hate it
Imma keep up with this i swear
never disappear

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

vermin (maybe)

would you bleed for me?
what's your need for me?
i hate to feel this way
but i cannot take
another second awake
another second awake
would you fall for me?
why can't my blind eyes see,
you're only here when you need me?
is that good enough for me?
it's not, no
you're good enough for me
good enough for me, yeah

eyes wide open but i wanna keep em shut
days go by and i'm still bleeding from the cut
yeah
you're good enough for me
am i good enough for you? no

eyes wide open but i wanna keep em shut
days go by and i'm still bleeding from the cut
can't move on but i know i've had enough
love like this always turns into a crutch
can you call it love? no
why can't you just pick up the fucking phone?
i can't call it love, no
now i'm stuck here, and i can't let you go

good enough [prod. irby]

s/o @avxid for the insane verse <3

(me)
and no matter how much time has passed
there's enough of it
will i finally do it better
and try to get a hold again
take the bullets by their grip
and make them disappear in neverland
save the photos up like memories
just to act as if they never left

every day is still a mess
its up to me if i accept it
will i finally get a grip
or take the shot
like whats the message
every day its still the same
its about my selfish ways
will this
be in vain
take the leap or just remain in place

(avxid)
it got too loud
can u turn it down
stomp my head
cuz in you i drown
rip my heart from out my chest
you'd do perfect in my death

it takes time
i lose sight
of what you deserved
same old
bullshit
you spew out
in words

(me)
and when it’s all over
drops of blood will dye the water red
lying down in peace
and leave my body in this sunken mess
feed the flame
and let it smolder through these walls within
let it rise and flood my eyes
see what i’m up against

remain +avxid (homesick)

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

massive thanks to @enyusroom + @wraithwilldie - love you guys with all my heart <3
also special thanks to enyu for the insane artwork + mix/master <3

produced by @stillvanishing / @emptyroads

lyrics:

(mistral)
take what you can
and make a run for it
i buried my hopes
became a pessimist
no point in hiding
nothing will remain
once i leave this home
that i have set aflame

listen close
i’ll make you understand
how a blaze swept through
this once golden land
beyond the oaks
would you take my hand
stay right near me
up until time ends

saw the signs
and all the parts aligned
a warm embrace
instead of senseless fights
the ashes decorate a velvet sky
the calm was unlike anything you’ll ever find

wait
something isn’t right
the mud begins to move
as they come to realize
i think you’d be better off
no longer by my side
cause i can’t guarantee
more than one of us survives

(enyu)
i can’t lie
there’s a part of u still left in me
but i don't mind
parting ways when it's our destiny

crossing paths on burning bridges
while i rip and tear at healing stitches, i

found a way through the overpass
where lines fade and they overlap
i’m tied up, attached to
regrets in our past

when our hearts fall flat
and the whole week’s passed
i should take what's left
but i could never want that

(wraith)
i burned your damn reflection
inside of these worthless eyes of mine
oh, prize of mine, the time is nigh-
so care of tinder, we ignited

we could fight while deaf and blinded
darling leave this life behind us
bite that tongue and sit in silence
peace and quiet, bathed in light

let the fire consume
there's no escaping this room
if you reap what you sow
then we’re definitely doomed

ashes to ashes w/ enyu & wraith (stillvanishing)

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Currently in purgatory.
Forever QD.
All angel, no halo.
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rest in peace to all the young souls.

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