DRIADA - Marginal (CHAIKA Remix)

Is the church evolving… or just slowly fading out?

In this episode, Nate and Pastor Joseph unpack the subtle (and not-so-subtle) ways secularism is reshaping the American church—from cultural Christianity and cringey compromises to the real reasons people are walking away. With their usual balance of sarcasm, insight, and honesty, the duo dives into what happens when tradition clashes with a society moving further from faith.

Whether you’re deconstructing, reconstructing, or just spectating, this convo will make you think (and probably laugh). Is secularism the villain… or the mirror?

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Episode 152 – Losing Our Religion: How Secularism Is Shaping the American Church

Airat Khaziev, aka Şüräle, is a digital phantom, an echo of the Ural forests, distorted and half-forgotten. A sound artist, producer, and DJ based in Almaty, Kazakhstan, and originally from Bashkortostan, he crafts music that dissolves the boundaries between texture, rhythm, and noise, creating hybrid forms that hover between decay and rebirth.

Exploring a mythic auditory world, Şüräle drifts across a spectrum of sonic realms: from the mist of ambient soundscapes and the physicality of sculpted noise to fractured club mutations and tangled, chaotic rhythms.

Artist@suraleisme

Tracklist:

Klahrk – Interference
WULFFLUW XCIV – Selfie
M.E.S.H. – Search. Reveal.
Async Figure – Rover
Hyph11e – Black Pepper (Slikback Remix)
SOFARSOBAD – SCOTT
Lag Switch – Torment Edge
Moa Pillar – Hypnotised
Global – Dubstep Was Dead
HXE – Worm
Faffi – Boeie
Olor Acre – Rashness (rmx)
Lila Tirando a Violet – Hell's Tempo
Lanark Artefax – Meszthread
MRWIZE – upP
Kai Whiston – For Fuck Sake
S280F – Don't Need It
Blood of Aza – Expect Poison from Standing Water
S280F – HERMIT OOOOOOIIIIIII
Klahrk & KAVARI – Acres

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Panopticon w/Surale - Before Midnight S2E41

Chris Washington reads Jane Austen differently from how she is classically understood; rather than the doyen of the cisheteronormative marriage plot, Washington argues that Austen leverages the generic restraints of the novel and envisions a nonbinary future that traverses the two-sex model of gender that supposedly solidifies in the eighteenth century. Here, Washington discusses a politics built on plurality and possibility with Marquis Bey, Christopher Breu, and Alison Sperling.



Chris Washington is associate professor of English at Francis Marion University. He is author of Nonbinary Jane Austen and editor of the Norton Critical Edition of Mary Shelley’s The Last Man.

Marquis Bey is professor of black studies and gender and sexuality and critical theory at Northwestern University. Bey is author of several books including Cistem Failure, Black Trans Feminism, and The Problem of the Negro as a Problem for Gender.

Christopher Breu is author of several books including In Defense of Sex, Insistence of the Material, Hard-Boiled Masculinities, and coeditor of Noir Affect. Breu is professor of English at Illinois State University. 

Alison Sperling is assistant professor of literature, media, and culture at Florida State University, and a visiting fellow at the Institute for Cultural Inquiry Berlin.



REFERENCES:
Derrida’s Of Grammatology
Foucault
Trans Femme Futures / Nat Raha and Mijke van der Drift
The Anthropocene Unconscious / Mark Bould; Alison Sperling review in Los Angeles Review of Books
The Matrix film
Black on Both Sides / C. Riley Snorton
Fred Moten
Judith Butler
We Are All Nonbinary (essay) / Kadji Amin
Edward Said
Histories of the Transgender Child / Jules Gill-Peterson
S. Pearl Brilmyer / “The Ontology of the Couple” issue of GLQ
A Mercy / Toni Morrison
Sojourner Truth



Nonbinary Jane Austen is available in the Forerunners series from University of Minnesota Press. An open-access edition is available at manifold.umn.edu. Thank you for listening.



Nonbinary Jane Austen

ERENKA - Selam Türkler (Ergenektronic Remix)

Think starting a church is just a sermon and some folding chairs? Think again.

In Episode 155 – Church Planting: DIY or Die Trying, Nate and Pastor Joseph go all in on the holy hustle of church planting—the wild world of building a brand-new church from the ground up. We’re talking vision boards, volunteer burnout, and maybe a few trauma responses along the way.

Whether you’re an aspiring church planter, recovering from one, or just curious how churches even start, this episode breaks it all down with humor, honesty, and enough sarcasm to keep it biblical.

🎙 Hosted by Nate Robinsoff & Pastor Joseph Tillman
🔊 Available wherever you stream: Spotify, Apple Podcasts, YouTube, and here on SoundCloud.

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Episode 155 – Church Planting: DIY or Die Trying

Nez - Sakın Ha (ERENKA's Techno Unofficial Audio)

Dgenerator - they are the money

Vanco Ft. Aya - Ma Tnsani parçasına Türk yorumu...

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ERENKA Ft. Nesr-inn - Haydi Şimdi Haydi Dans

A remix of The Algorithm of Impudence. No words this time. Glitch, distortion, collapse. It’s the sound of a system rotting from the inside. I didn’t make this to fix anything. I made it because I’m tired. Tired of pretending it’s fine. Tired of the noise. My mind’s worn out, and now my body’s sick too. This track is what leaks out when you stop holding it together.

The Decomposition of The Impudence

ERENKA - The Age Of Love (Astrahan Club Mix)

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https://soundcloud.com/c0ncernn/s3-e5?in=c0ncernn/sets/d-core inspo

fuuuuck we were supposed to deconstruct the argyle

Music Composition for Dance Performance by Elias Klark.

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The 'peaceful afterglow' of the memory begins to cool. 'Fading' is the sound of 'deconstruction'—the memory losing its sharpness and becoming a distant 'ghost.' Beatless and ethereal, the track is an echo of the album's climax. 'Worn' and 'distant' fragments of the Cello and Kalimba melodies appear, 'fading in and out' like a lost signal. The entire track is 'muffled' in a 'lo-fi' filter, as the warmth recedes and the 'celestial' vision 'fades' back into the dark.

Fading

Tracklist

Pete Lazonby - Sacred Cycles (Quivver Remix) [©2000 Hooj Choons]

Maria Nayler - Angry Skies (Quivver Mix) [©2000 Deconstruction]

Way Out West feat. Kirsty Hawkshaw - Stealth (Way Out West Dub Mix) [©2002 Distinct’ive Records]

Solarstone - Day By Day (Red Jerry Smack The Bigot Up Remix) [©1998 Hooj Choons]

Way Out West - The Fall (Bedrock Mix) [©2000 Way Out West]

Laurent Garnier - The Man With The Red Face (Jan Driver Mix) [©2000 F Communications]

Breeder - Tyrantanic (Slacker’s Kingdom Come Mix) [©2000 Rhythm Syndicate Records]

Max Graham - Falling Together [©2001 Hope Recordings]

Lustral - Everytime (Nalin & Kane Mix) [©1997 Hooj Choons]

AMbassador - The Fade (Oliver Lieb Remix) [©1999 Platipus]

Deep Cover - Breakthrough [©1999 Hope Recordings]

Humate - Choose Life (Trancesetters Remix) [©2000 Superstition Records]

Paganini Traxx - Zoe (Timo Maas Mix) [©1999 INCtraxx]

Azzido Da Bass - Dooms Night (Timo Maas Remix) [©2000 Club Tools]

Quivver - She Does (Quivver Mix) [©2000 VC Recordings]

AMbassador - The Fade (Fade Mix) [©1999 Smash Tracks / Platipus]

Schiller - Das Glockenspiel (Humate Remix) [©2000 Data Records]

Sander Kleinenberg - My Lexicon (Extended Mix) [©2000 Essential Recordings]

Jam & Spoon - Stella (Nalin & Kane Remix) [©1998 Superfly Records]

BT feat. Jan Johnston - Mercury & Solace (BT 12” Dub) [©1999 Black Hole Recordings]

Underworld - Dark & Long (Dark Train - Remastered) [©1994 Junior Boy’s Own]

Sasha / Emerson - Scorchio (Full Length Version) [©2000 Deconstruction]

Progressive House: Classics - Vol. 4

I wrote 5 of Swords right after a 36-hour crash out. It's the kind of collapse where time stops behaving and everything feels stretched thin and heavy. This was the first song written for the project, born in that raw, blurry place where exhaustion turns existential and every step forward somehow loops you right back to where you started.

In the world of ROADRUNNER, this is the breaking point before the story even begins. It’s the moment where the self is frayed, patience is gone, and the weight of your own thoughts becomes its own battlefield. There’s no victory here, no revelation. It's just the quiet surrender of someone falling on their own sword because there’s nothing left to fight with.

Sonically, 5 of Swords feels like limbo: droning, restless, cycling in place. Vocals that sound like someone barely staying upright, production that circles back on itself the way the mind does when it’s tired and spiraling. It’s meant to feel suspended like the days are too long, the nights too loud, and you’re waiting for something to break that never does.

(from the album ROADRUNNER, a spiritual pop experimental collection about ego death, emotional reckoning, and the long sprint toward self-acceptance.)

5 of Swords - demo

"Deconstruction, industrial  jazz, noise”  the drums are in sometimes frantic opposition to the drone of the capitalist machine, creating brief moments of freedom.... but in the end only ricocheting inside the hard walls, oppressed by the tempo and drone of the capitalist machine we live in.

(Composition, synth and sound design by Michael Grimes) (Composition, Drums and guitar by Douglas Wilkerson) (piano track by Paul Mathew Moore and arranged by D. Wilkerson) Cover art by Candace Lange.
Composed by Douglas Wilkerson and Michael Grimes. Mixed and produced by Douglas Wilkerson

Drums vs The Machine

Composer - Sound Artist - Performer based in Athens/Antwerp/Amsterdam.

What happens when a comedian asks a pastor whatever he wants?? 😮

In the "When I Heard This" podcast, comedian Nate Robinsoff asks Pastor Joseph Tillman, M.Div. whatever questions he can think of about church in America, the Bible, Christianity, cults, sex, and well really anything! He doesn't hold much back 🤣.

https://www.youtube.com/@wheniheardthispodcast?sub_confirmation=1

✧ Yerevan based multimedia platform (est. 2019). 
✧ Events, interviews, articles and mixes.

DJ | Progressive | Melodic | House | Breakbeat

We inhabit a space somewhere on the outskirts of avant-jazz and punk rock, Dogs h8 Rats are genre defying, and full of surprises. The music is born of improvisational performances so with a little luck you'll catch the "mistakes and imperfections" now and then, or as Miles Davis once said "Don't fear mistakes, there are none" and that ethos is in clear evidence within the music of Dh8R's. The core of Dh8R's is made up of Douglas Wilkerson and Michael Grimes who collaborate with friends old and new."

❤️ Thank you for buying music from independent artists! We need to pay our rent and electricity bills, feed our cats, buy food, car insurance, and all that other stuff too...You can buy our music on Bandcamp.

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Singer-songwriter, composer, sound-designer from Moscow
Owner and manager of @routinemoscow
MY MUSIC VIDEOS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHJw8w-2g1xb-aKcYcs49Qg

Inquiries: ale-pride@mail.ru

MKK Actiontribe is a Label for Collaboration : Xact Lab, The Paranormal Division , Rule of the organic Portal , Division 37, Dgenerator, Biggi Bordstein and many more  , As it is a Psychological, Systematic Division of Resistor Unlimited WW, Everyone AWAKE is a RESISTOR . Dont follow the lies. Support the Fight with BTC : 32NsqrMXnpvBU8bFnquqrqCvif7jmdhfs2

MKK ACTIONTRIBE | DESCENT PROTOCOL

You found the signal. Few do.

MKK Actiontribe is not a band — it’s an anomaly.
A decentralized network transmitting through sound, distortion, and resistance.

Divisions emerge:
▪ The Paranormal Division
▪ Rule of the Organic Portal
▪ Division 37
▪ XACT LAB

Each track is a fragment — part code, part ritual — leaking through the static of collapsing systems.

Frequencies twist between industrial ghosts, electronic seances, and digital insurgency.

Those who understand, stay.
Those who question, dig deeper.

“This is not entertainment. This is reconnaissance.”

⛓️ Independent | Decentralized | Anti-Algorithmic

The only way out is deeper.

Independent electronic ambient artist, crafting immersive soundscapes that blend atmosphere with deep exploration of texture and tone. My compositions are shaped by the active imagination described by C. G. Jung and the vivid landscapes of my dreams, translating emotions into evolving auditory experiences.
Influenced by ambient minimalism and deep bass tweaking with VCF filters, my music layers rich harmonics, resonant frequencies, and fluid transitions to create enveloping and transportive journeys.

© All rights reserved. 
Record Label: Shadow Glass Recordings 
No promoters I handle all my own production.

The first 9 tracks of ROADRUNNER out now!!!! 

Making music for bots since 2021. 
Returning fall 2025 with ROADRUNNER. 

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BEAM.radio: The channeled messages of the ongoing saga of BEAMEROS. 

Consisting of the First Book of Beam
Chapter 1: VOL 1: The Shell Transmissions
Chapter 2: The Lonely Lover Presents Beam.Radio
Chapter 3: THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis
Chapter 4: BEAMEROS PRESENTS: The Arrival
Chapter 5: DBX in ROADRUNNER (coming soon!)
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