Produced by Dope Fiend @dope-fiend-971562533
🔮☠️🔮
[WATTS]
“Ahhh, but I love myself, and what is me? In what way do I know me? Well it suddenly occurs to me that I know me only in terms of you.
And that the main task of the psychotherapist is to do what he’d call, to ‘Integrate the evil,’ to, as it were, put the Devil in us in it’s proper function.”

[LUCID]
Resonate with the vibe
Come alive in the night
Come to know that right now’s
The only moment in life
Ready to rise
Flow with the tide
Follow the light
Try to do right
Wanna roll down the road
Going places I like
Staying inside my cycle
I’m starting to slow
Play on repeat
Gain and release
Time, pass me by
Got to let go
Gotta take to my heels
Feel the pull to my fate
Leave mistakes in the past
On the mend, all will heal
When it comes back to nothing again
Catch a break from the fray
Fellow man is insane 
Hypnotized by their game
Still a slave still in search of escape
All the same, on my way to the grave

[WATTS]
“Because you see it’s always the Devil, the unacknowledged one, the outcast, the scapegoat, the bastard, the bad-guy, you see? The black sheep of the family. It’s always from that point that generation comes.”

[LUCID]
Never alone
One with the All
Though isolated
Never separated
No difference
A feature of All
We’re distinct yet dependent
Rely on the wealth of the world 
We imply our environment
Rise from the stone
Free the mind & return to the ocean of being 
All one and no longer controlled
Gravity pulls us back down to Earth 
Speak your truth 
Know your worth 
Then return to the dirt 
Cutting lose from the ties
I release all the binds
At the end of the line
Come divinely in time
Let me know if you feel what I write
Feeling low, reaching high
Levitate to the sky
Let me fly when I meet my demise 
Undefeated by death
We just shed the disguise
Resonate with the vibe
Come alive in the night
Come to know that right now’s
The only moment in life

[WATTS]
“In other words, in the same way as in the drama, to have the play, it’s necessary to introduce a villain, necessary to introduce a certain element of trouble. So in the whole scheme of life, there has to be the shadow, because without the shadow there can’t be the substance. So this is why there is a very strange association between crime, and all naughty things, and holiness. You see, holiness is way beyond being good, good people aren’t necessarily holy people. A holy person is one who is whole, who has, as it were, reconciled his opposites. And so there’s always something slightly scary about holy people.”

LUCIDxWATTS

SHADOW

SHADOW [Prod. Dope Fiend]

Produced by Dope Fiend @dope-fiend-971562533
[LUCID]
Levitate, elevate, everything falls
Dissipates, rots, & disintegrates
Grows from a seed 
Then recedes for the close
Coming home at the end
Put an end to my show
Going ghost, gaining streingth 
As I work through the world
Finding peace
Lead me safe
As I wind down this road
Let my light be increased
Leave this weight at my feet
& go free to attain
What I’m still meant to see 

Apathy, gravity, sing me to sleep
Not a dream in the night
In my sight, not a thing
Let me rest in my death
All too much on the eyes
& It seems that I can’t catch my breath
As it’s taken by life
Not a lesson or test
Not a fight you can win
But a play to be danced
By the actor ascending
Transgressions, the hate on the stage
Is contained in the whole
Let me go to the waves

PROCESS

PROCESS [Prod. Dope Fiend]

Produced by Dope Fiend : @dope-fiend-971562533
🔮☠️🔮
[WATTS]
“Do you see how, in a strange way, there’s a certain amount of sanity in that? When a person indulges in a kind of duplicity, of deception. There is something- You all laughed when I said that, there was something humorous about it. And this humor is ‘very funny thing.’ Basically humor is an attitude of laughter about oneself. There is malicious humor, which is laughing at other people, but real deep humor is laughter at oneself.”

[LUCID]
Free my soul once again, Evergreen
Never know where we’ll go
Never know when we’ll leave
I believe in the tide
Finding faith in the sea
Free to flow where I will
Lose my will to the scene
Let it take me away
Like a leaf on the breeze
Watch my fall to the floor 
Of the forest, deceased 
Losing time, losing life
Losing sleep, let it be
Hit the ground
Now I’m growing these roots 
Running deep
On the path of a sheep 
Being lead to the slaughter
Crawled up to the altar and weep 
‘Till there’s nothing but laughter
To lap and repeat
Let it play ‘till I fade
Six feet down in a grave
Still amazed & astounded
Can’t figure this out
Still I’m stuck going ‘round
Staying stuck to the sound
Lately feeling confounded
Like losing my count
I’ve been losing my mind
As I wind down my route

Evaporates
Drop of the rain
Fall to the waves
Fall to the waves
Everything changed
Spark sent to space
Heart of the flame
Heart of the flame

[WATTS]
“Now why, fundamentally, do you laugh about yourself? What makes you laugh about yourself? Isn’t it because you know that there is a big difference between what goes on the outside and what goes on the inside? Now I’ve passed you around a little piece of embroidery to look at before we started, and I’m perfectly sure that you got the point that there’s a big difference between the front and the back. In some forms of embroidery the back is very different from the front, because people take short-cuts.”

SANITY

SANITY [Prod. Dope Fiend]

Produced by D/LAU : https://soundcloud.com/d-lau-88252388
🔮☠️🔮
[WATTS]
“Fooling is playing like you’re there when you’re not. You know, getting somebody else to answer your name in the role-call. So, we’re all- this is the metaphysical basis of it, this is what the Hindus mean by MAYA, the world illusion. The world is playing like it’s there when it isn’t, and it’s a trap, and it sucks you in, and you can’t get out of it. And it’s a thorough big trap too.”

[LUCID]
Seeing clearer, dancing fire
Smoke & mirrors, meeting Maya
Wake in terror, still I hear her
Coming nearer, climbing higher
Fearing nothing, something after
Change the chapter, Astral state
Still becoming, still engaged
I’ll try to beat the fucking game
Trusting life to lead the way
Know we only slide to fate
Keep the faith & face the night
We see the light when morning breaks
Eternal flame has been ignited
We fell into matter when taken from space
Descent into hell when we get separated
We’ll rise to the heights when we drop to the base

[WATTS]
“But always, when you get an idea like this or a feeling like this, follow it to its extreme. Don’t back out from it. If you find you’re selfish, go to the extreme of what selfishness means. Confusion largely results from not following feelings or ideas to their depths.”

[LUCID]
See the snake inside the garden
Always tries to slide away
The great escape is often calling
God, I gotta drop the weight
Came here to claim
That I’m not just my name
We’re all one with the whole
We’re all one in the same
I’ll be leaving the dark
Taking the gold
I’ll be burning the waste 
Move with the grain
x2

[WATTS]
“You know, people think they want to be immortal, they’d like to live forever. Would you really want to do that? Think about it, really go into it, what it would be like. People say they want this, that, and the other, they want this kind of car, they want this kind of dress, and so on, and uh- this much money and so on.”

MAYA

MAYA [Prod. Dope Fiend]

PARALYSIS

PARALYSIS [Prod. DOPE FIEND]

CURSED

CURSED [Prod. DOPE FIEND]

1. GO ON [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]
2. NIGHTSHADE [Prod. D/LAU]
3. CURSED [Prod. DOPE FIEND]
4. MALADY [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]
5. UNSEEN [Prod. D/LAU]
6. PARALYSIS [Prod. DOPE FIEND]
7. 777 [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]
8. BURNT OUT ON MORTALS [Prod. D/LAU]
9. 999 [Prod. DOPE FIEND]
10. SHORELINE [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams] 
11. PHONK THE WORLD [Prod. D/LAU]
12. ANYMORE... [Prod. DOPE FIEND]

SEPPUKU

LUCID SHADE ☰ SEPPUKU [FULL ALBUM STREAM]

(prod. sk3tch) @noobsesh

(lyrics)

smoke the whole blunt 
bitch dont tap out
benny wit xanax i black out 
trap from my room
i got mad pounds
chillin wit cold in the rap clouds
drowsy off drugs 
that i put on my tongue
checkin my phone
cus i swear that it rung
pick up the call
what the fuck have u done 
i swallowed them pills
then i went super dumb
got rings on my fingers
i named all my entities
chain on my neck
so im stuntin real heavenly
drugs all up on me 
im not even seventeen
i got dis bitch on her knees 
when she met w me
im jus a kid in the cut 
rappin daily
love 4 my girl 
so i hope she dont fail me
hope she dont bail 
and i hope she dont drop me
baby u wouldnt 
but life is a copy

oh my god im feeling so faded 
baby girl we changing like seasons 
could you just me some reasons 
never mind get the fuck out my face

Waking up feeling faded
baby I cant fucking see
I be feeling moody
doing drugs in the backseat
Maybe u shouldn’t drive
I could call u up a taxi
Baby u so fine
u can fuck me without asking
I don’t even mind shawty
do just what u please
I could do another line
Give myself a nose bleed
I could cross the finish line
And you could be my trophy
All I do is smoke smoke smoke
Ima dope fein

super dumb (w/ noobsesh)

[Lucid]
Trust the process
Not a flaw
We flow along
While making progress
Life is strange as science fiction
Found my mission
Moving on
Been reminiscing 
Memory disintegrating
Growing calm
Found the peace within myself
I thought was missing
Nothing gone
When All is one 
These changing forms 
All take the plunge 
Back to the waves
That they evaporated from 

Been reminiscing 
Memory disintegrating
Growing calm
I found the peace within myself
I thought was missing
Nothing gone 

x2

© 7/31/2023 Covenstead Records Company

BENEVOLENT

FOREVER IN MY MIND

FOREVER IN MY MIND w/ Alan Watts [Prod. DOPE FIEND]

RAIN

RAIN w/ Alan Watts [Prod. DOPE FIEND]

DOPE FIEND ☰ https://soundcloud.com/dope-fiend-971562533
D/LAU ☰ https://soundcloud.com/d-lau-88252388
DOPEGANG AMADEUS ☰ https://soundcloud.com/dopegang-amadeus
ØxycØntin Dreams ☰ https://soundcloud.com/oxycontin-dreamss

1. RAIN [Prod. DOPE FIEND]
2. FOREVER IN MY MIND [Prod. DOPE FIEND]
3. LEAD 🪐 [Prod. D/LAU]
4. SLYTHY [Prod. D/LAU]
5. PRIDE [Prod. D/LAU]
6. BIRDSONG [Prod. D/LAU]
7. SELFISH [Prod. DOPEGANG AMADEUS]
8. SUBTERFUGE [Prod. DOPEGANG AMADEUS]
9. UNFOLDING [Prod. DOPEGANG AMADEUS]
10. INTERLUDE [Prod. ØxycØntin Dreams]
11. RECIDIVIST [Prod. D/LAU]
12. POIMANDRES [Prod. D/LAU]
13. DEJECTED [Prod. D/LAU]
14. SPECTRE [Prod. D/LAU]
15. ANIMA VESTRA [Prod. D/LAU]
16. VIOLET SKY [Prod. DOPEGANG AMADEUS]
17. PENDULUM [Prod. D/LAU]

© 7/31/2023 Covenstead Records Company

LUCID SHADE ☰ BENEVOLENT W/ Alan Watts ☰ FULL ALBUM STREAM

Dope Fiend (ssjlamar)

Future - Dope F!end

On the day I turned 30, I decided I didn’t just want to celebrate a birthday — I wanted to make a statement. That’s why I dropped the biggest song of my career, Dope Fiend.

This track is everything I’ve been building toward: a chaotic mix of alternative rock and rap, driven by shredding guitars and raw energy, but also wrapped in a surreal, modern edge that feels like the future of alt music. Think heavy riffs colliding with hypnotic grooves — something that feels nostalgic and brand new at the same time.

But what really makes this song stand apart is that it marks my first industry feature — Darkrose, a major artist who I’ve respected for years and now had the honor of collaborating with. Chalk that up also with a verse from Crimson REd and we in there!! — on my 30th birthday, no less — making this release more than just another track. It’s a milestone.

Dope Fiend is reckless, addictive, and unapologetically loud. It’s the kind of song that doesn’t fit neatly into playlists, because it wasn’t made to. It was made to cut through the noise. This is the record that defines where I’ve been, and where I’m going next.

So here’s to 30 years alive, and a brand-new chapter starting with the loudest, most unapologetic song I’ve ever made. Welcome to Dope Fiend.

DOPE FIEND (feat. Darkrose)

Another receiver evoking surroundings.🔮☠️🔮
#COVENSTEAD

Another receiver evoking surroundings. 🔮☠️🔮

#COVENSTEAD

Artist || Producer || Guitarist 🎸
I can never stick to one genre.

contact: ZAKKRIFFLE@gmail.com

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