Love it when you paralyze me
Like a demon in disguise
Tell me something my dream
Where's your master in the sky
There's a part for the dark
Don't mind me when i say
You're the cause and effect
I was loved, that's when you take it all away

Lock me in a fractured paradise
With a thing of broken bones
I see darkness in angelic eyes
Heaven seems like hell to me
I know why you'd want me
Somewhere near is darkening
Broken trace, and broken pace
Hope you die after you take it all away

all away [+ Voidrave99 X Kozishi]

Artists:
@soulfadexo
@heylee-manzeron

Producer:
@irby314

[Soulfade]:
Away in the open sea
Alone in outer space
Caught between the lines
Near the sky and stars
Distances meet at last
In broken waterways
I feel the soundscape
Engulfing gravity

[Hook - Soulfade]:
In the state of your mind
I look through
Hoping you'd be mine
In a new moon

[HeyLee Manzeron]:
I will surely disintegrate
Into the ash that i was born from
Taken by surprise again
Falling from the skies like
Bits of frost and paper
Can't you see the end is here?
It's what i've never feared
I always knew it would end this way
So come whatever may
We've brought this on outselves
We're rising in the moonlight
Personal eclipse

[Soulfade]:
In the state of your mind
I look through
Hoping you'd be mine
In the new moon

New Moon

New Moon (ft. Soulfade & HeyLee Manzeron) [+ Irby]

Featuring @heylee-manzeron
cover art photo by Alexander Sinn

Thank you for listening! 

Lyrics:

I fell into the deepest place 
no sunlight reaches here and 
no flowers bloom when everything is cold and grey 

But I will survive here 
wont let this be my fate 
I've been collecting stones for shelter 
and capturing the rain when it falls 

This place will try to kill me 
there are many that have tried 
but no matter what you throw at me, 
I still have my mind 

and you can't take that away from me 
you can't take that away from me now
you can't take that away from me 
you can't take that away from me now 

Heylee Manzeron:
Branches break every time that I step
They remind me of what I have left
But I gotta keep my chakra flowing
Rusting, cause the rain aint slowing

Gotta keep a finger on the pulse, yeah
4/4 heartbeat buzzing through my clothes
Fighting for another way to cope inside this life


Crawling out of the hole inside
These waterfalls they spring to rise
The Trajectory, what's left for me
If I knew the way this was going to be

Would I do this any different?
Cause I’m running out of fire
And the nights are getting colder
But I’ll claw my way out of this mire

'cuz I made a promise to myself long ago 
no matter how dark the night, I wont lose my soul 
I'll maintain control

The Crevasse (feat. HeyLee Manzeron)

Production by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron, xipz
Mixing by Crizzy White, Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron, xipz
Master by Crizzy White

(Crizzy White)
I pour a cup when I want
Smoke when I want 
Hit it ain't done 
Turning that bitch to the front 
Damn
Staring too long at the sun 
I been everywhere 
Pacific to Atlantic 
I been everywhere 
I been everywhere 
Drown in the tide
Fine
Suicide filling my mind
Right
I don't know why I 
Lie about fucking these dimes right 
Wasting my time I 
Just stare at the screen 
Till I'm blind right 
And I never switched sides 
I state my truth till it cross lies
I cannot think from my own mind
Silence will deafen the Oceanside side side
I don't feel divine 
I don't feel divine 
I been everywhere but nowheres for me
Every fucking time 
Every fucking time 
They just throw me to the side

(Robstar)
They just throw me to the side
It's alright, I'll be fine
Tryna see the light, and if I did I'd be blind
Rotting in my room getting high
Spend the night girl, I don't really mind

I've seen it all but it don't feel home
I think I found myself when I let it all go
Cut the line I'm already on my own
I've seen the depths of this world and I need something to cope
Pacific to Atlantic I've seen the edges of the moat
I roll my blunt full of dreams just to get lost in the smoke
Dreaming of places I've been, dreaming of places I won't
The only star that I've seen can't even guide his way home

(Danny Adventure)
?

(HeyLee Manzeron)
And I’ve been on a hiatus you still cannot even catch up to me, bro
Don’t give me sidequests, give me main shit, or I’m straight out the door
I don’t be fucking with hoes
I don’t be taking the clothes
I don’t be flexing like I used to, got my priorities set from the go

Another lamb to the slaughter, we’re shot like cannon fodder
Another son or daughter been put into the line of fire
We never had a chance, either grow up or you die
Raise your hands up to the sky
Self destructive suicide

Catch me poppin’ fetty in the cemetery every night
Pacific to Atlanta, poppin’ Fanta and I feel alright
I don’t need a bitch to hold my hand, I see that shit on site
I see you? It’s on site
You better run and hide

(xipz)
?

(Crizzy White)
The oceans alright 
But I gotta make time
So my gang eat right 
Alright 
I been doing fine 
Don't ask my type 
Cause it skinny white bitch 
I ain't talking white lines 
I ain't talking cross sides 
Boy I'm talking roll dice
Snake eyes 
Cause I go twice 
Every damn time
Every cypher imma speak my shit 
That's right
Get back to the topic 
Winter looking tropic 
Missing my friends 
I got stomped in the moshpit
Ocean wave crossing 
Suffer in my conscious 
Look in the mirror
Too hidden like the loch ness
Process 
Trusting my process
Sauce this beat 
After verses got locked in 
Juandice I been looking pale since I crossed this 
Tide that I walked in
Chalked it 
Down to a feeling that I'm lost in
If I never left the ocean it's a coffin
Every creature had to hide when I stomped in
It was stuck in my mind like it's nonsense 
Didn't kill myself but I lost it
Time all spent waking up with a cup in my hand
Pour it up can't stand 
My conscious 
Mouth open like a faucet 
Pouring every thought till I'm nauseas

Pacific2Atlantic w/ Robstar, Danny Adventure, HeyLee Manzeron & xipz

Production + being an awesome af person - @whos-that-clown
Production - @Prod5head
Lyrics + Vocals + Mixing/Mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

I wrote this song as a spritual successor/sequel to a song I dropped many years ago. This one is about looking back at life when you're running out of time, and regretting how cruel the life experience was, but also being thankful for just still being alive at all.
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Lyrics:

I’m thinking ‘bout the wasted years
And I’ll watch my life just disappear 

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

You’ll never go through what I’ve been through
And it’s something I’d never hope for you
These nightmares I behold are true
Like Christchurch, I will crumble too
Like the hindenburg disaster, I’ll be falling faster
Flatlined, 29, staring down the casket
Imma go down smooth like Primo in a glass(uh)
You’re six feet deep, can’t fix it with a plaster

You think that you’re safe, but you’ll never get a pass(uh)
Life is a skill that’s impossible to master
Death is relaxing, it hits you with that blaster
One moment you’re here, then you’re breathing in your last one
Well, ain’t life a bastard? Ticking down faster
Every single thing you grow to love with never last(uh)
Every single day just gets harder
But I’m still here, poppin’ ass to Nova Garden

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

I WILL FORGET THIS MOMENT! | Prod. The Sound Clown + 5head

Forever Manzeron, bitch!

Mixed and Mastered by HeyLee Manzeron
Produced by @whos-that-clown
Featured verse by @holloww17

This is another track from the upcoming "Forever Manzeron" EP dropping next month. It'll have five tracks and three features, including the long-in-the-making collabs with zoltar and deeprest. This EP was originally titled "I Am Manzeron Pt.2" and planning for this EP started in 2021, but it became stylistically too different from the original, due to how long it had been since the first, hence the final name was changed to "Forever Manzeron".

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, doesn’t matter who you are, fuck with me, I’ll eliminate

Shit, my wallet’s stacked wider than the fuckin’ great wall of china
I may be swinging both ways, but I ain’t diving in vagina
I think my lyrics got a BBL, cause this shit getting tighter
Watch me spin around them corners, wippin’ in my motherfucking spider

I’m shook, we in the Manzeron 2 era, and you cannot fuck with us
Imma run this shit into the ground, like Danny’s family with a bus
Too many Judas's, can’t trust
Just find me sticking with day one’s
Me and Hollow17 will slice you and put lemon in them cuts

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, i do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, call me HeyLee TM59, I’ll hit you with incinerate 

(Hollow17)

Hit you with incinerate, I don’t give a fuck who you are 
No excuses, no “i’m sorrys”, I dont bullshit
I can see why people tend to call me ruthless 
They keep on talkin’ shit, but I really do dis’
I don’t want war, but I’ll press that red button 
Got bodies on floor, others vaporized to nothin’ 
If you fuck with me or HeyLee, bitch, it’s gonna be a blood bath
You can talk yo’ shit, you gon’ wish you didn’t do that


(HeyLee)

Shit, I’m too stressed, I’m vibin’ like I’m Deeprest
I don’t write my lyrics down, I do just what the beat says (uh)
Pussy boy wanna hit me with that heat test
Put a .45 to your skull and hit the squeeze test
So no, my draco is pansexual, this shit doesn’t discriminate 
No, yesterday your ex hit up my line, and asked me on a dinner date

Yeah
Who’s that clown?

NEW ERA FLEX! feat. Hollow17 | Prod. The Sound Clown

Produced/mixed/mastered by me c:

Artwork by my amazing, incredible and hella swag friendo gloomygvrl666 !!!: https://x.com/gloomygvrl666

Spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/2BAAdLwkfehgDMarHgBQka?si=841a4a0a43ed4fe0

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

I don't get that knowledge, man
it's something that I'll work to complete
I wish i could wear the shoes on your feet
To see all that you think, all the ways that you do
there's some things I don't understand
and neither do you

Tell 'em all that I'm gonna burn in hell
Tranny with that people hair, I wear it well
black nails, bust downs, bitch, you just don't get it now
anything you shoot at me
I'll turn it 'round and shoot you down

My name's Alexis and I got your back
I wanna make another fuckin' track
Put it into Ableton and make the fucker slap
and if you wanna go a second round
we'll make 'em back-to-back

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

ON MY OWN AGAIN!

Shoutout weird dudes in my DMs, this ones for you <333

also, shoutout to @alex-thomas-fox for hopping on this track, i absolutely love his voice(and him as a person bc hes really kind too ^-^)

and DOUBLE ALSO shoutout to @whos-that-clown bc bros the go-to for my beats at this point when I'm not self-prodding !


Lyrics:

[HeyLee]

Never be your side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that i’m just fuckin’ like this 
Top of my game, ain’t no stoppin’
Named myself after a comet
Sick as fuck, you’ll need to vomit
When I get involved you know I’ll leave my black nail polish on it
And I don’t wanna flex, but I know my voice is heaven sent
When I see the haters, they be circling ‘round themselves again
I’m not your fuckin’ side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that i’m just fuckin’ like this
Top of my game, ain’t never stopping

Bro, I am not your hoe
Never been your girl, so leave me the fuck alone
This bitch been asking me for Ableton presets when on the phone
So I blocked that fuckers number and I did it on the low
That bitch didn’t even know

Sick and fuckin’ tired of neckbeards thinking that they can pull me
I just wanna know why the fuck you think you got that leverage on me
And he said
“Bitch you’re just a fuckin’ failure, go home, cry about it later”
Take that trash to reddit, homie
Cause you just don’t fuckin’ know me

Now I’ll treat you like a side bitch, ‘cause you a lame
Go and cry about it on Twitch, but you got no viewers, homie
Bitch, i’m fire like a comet, and your cock is microscopic
They’ll never call you back
‘Cause they see you naked, then they vomit
And I don’t need to flex, but I know my voice is heaven sent
And when I see those bitches, they be circling ‘round themselves again
So, I’ll never be your side bitch, that ain’t okay
I know that I’m just really like this
Top of my game, ain’t no stoppin.

[Vails]
Got designer on my feet
That’s why it's flooded when I walk
And the silence in the room
Let me speak, yeah, let me talk
She said she’d be my side bitch
Right from the start
‘Cause she knew i treat my main one so i bad i break they heart
Can’t be holding back this frustration
Nothing ever reach the destination
That’s why i walk away from drama
I inherit that from my father
Fuck a hoe, i can’t be known to be amongst the karma

[HeyLee]

You treat me like a side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that I’m just fuckin’ like this
Top of my game, never stoppin
You put me in your Twitter bio
That shit is so fucking vile
You’re gonna need a dermatologist
‘Cause imma set your skin on fire
Well, you know the chorus by now
You know just what i’m boutta say
Now, I see you fuckin’ bitches
You be circling ‘round yourselves again
So, I’ll never be your side bitch, i need to explain
That I’m really fuckin’ like this
I promise you, you’ll never know me

I'M NOT YOUR SIDE BITCH! feat. Vails | prod. The Sound Clown

shoutout the goat @heylee-manzeron that mf dont miss

IntoTheParadox - I Got Problems Letting Things Go (Feat Heylee Manzeron) (Prod IntoTheParadox)

Lyrics:

[Soulfade]
Suicidal
It's been awhile
Fallen towers
They all remain the same
Silent mourning
Tides were calling
And i'm crying
Somehow, it's got me

Can't take a look, in the open smoke
I see a man in the open road
Hoping a ghxst would be there somehow
Maybe i'm just dreaming
I see the sun in the open world
Getting real close, and i start to burn
Nothing but ghxsts, and i feel so well
Hoping i'm just dreaming

Memento mori
We're all dying
Then the song ends
Somehow, inside the dark
Here we are
Inside this coffin
Now we're going inside
A realm of ghxsts

Can't take a look, in the empty smoke
I see a man in the open road
Hoping a ghxst would be there somehow
Maybe i'm just dreaming
I see the sun in the open world
Getting real close, and i start to burn
Nothing but ghxsts, and i feel so well
Hoping i'm just dreaming
Can't take a look, in the open smoke
I see a man in the open road
Hoping a ghxst would be there somehow
Maybe i'm just dreaming
I see the sun in the open world
Getting real close, and i start to burn
Nothing but ghxsts, and i feel so well
Hoping i'm just dreaming

Soulfade - Dreamgazing II [+ Irby]

watchout for the hatman






Shoutout @Ghxstcollective
#ForeverManzeron 

On a journey with no destination. 

Producer /  vocalist  / engineer 
@prodhorosha on twitter

For mixing, mastering, or beats contact me at prodbyhorosha@gmail.com or on Twitter!

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

[Est. 2020]

Artists/Producers:
@soulfadexo
@ripk41
@heylee-manzeron 
@sadboigoyard
@intotheparadox
@strivemusicau
@noxious-nights 
@gloomdotnet
@mxlatonin
@cyzun
@rejectcore
@socionipath
@lostboyorsi
@capkyle

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