do you want to fall in love 
you seem like you want to be loved
im sorry i cant give you up
do you want to be in love 
or do you want drugs
cut my skin open to see all of there blood
 i slam my head  on the wall blame it on fucking withdraws
cause i hate you 

 i want see you bleed 
it be the prettys thing 
i want kill you
do you want die before you 18
i want find you seem
like  your not scared of me
tell me do you want to live before your 17
i want find you but god knows i probby kill you

god knows fucking going hurt you 
i slim you from fucking limb spread your blood all over the floor
 god knows he cant save u from me

see i just want love you
but you make it hard
but i need kill you
why dont you die for me and watch you bleed i make sure nobody comes find you 
i make sure your scared i make sure nobody finds you there dont worry
i be right here
as i cut off your skin and watch you cry for help
it the most prettys thing i have ever seen

do you wannt to fall in love
cuz i will find you 
i promise i will find you
outtro
screaming...

do you want to fall in love?

i swear i will come and find you!
blood on the walls it seems like your scared of me
i thought i was only thing you need
but it was a lie
why did u lie!
im so anger  i might come find you, gods knows i really hate you
so i will find you
i really hate youuu
i knew you never change
 i knew you stay the same
but what we had was real love 2x
you said you got nine lives why dont you just cut yourself let it bleed out 2x you got nine lives why dont you just cut yourself or are  u scared of hell

dont be scared of it i knew you love me to 
i know i hate you forever 

but everything 2x

1234
do you love yourself or do you hate yourself 
bc what we had was real love2x

i hope you know this that i acc like you
and now u find someone else.

What We Had Was Real

if the prod is listening to this im sorry

i illegally
stole a fucking copy of this beat
this mp3
could get me in a lot of trouble
legally
i dont give a fuck tho im just me
shoot an ak47 at a little league

let me know how well it goes
let me see if i fit in ur clothes
wanna try on ur new skirt-
ill look good in ur pantyhose
but ill never be just like you
ill never be pretty
ill never be like a gurl
ill always be shitty

im so motion sick
cause i took an oxycodone yesterday
and i barely listen to a word u say
cuz ur driving me insane
and i pretty much give up
you dont listen to wut i say
you dont een wanna talk
thats how it seems anyway

you can go anytime that
you want or when you may
i dont really care that much
if you want you can stay
and we can talk all night
or we can also- :P
and im tapped out during night
but im selfish during the day

2024 is my year bro trust me

Every time I socialise I’m left full of regret
Cause I’m an awkward anxious loser an embarrassment
Of a man
I got no plan
Except avoiding every social situation I can

I don't like talking to people
It’s all so fake
Could you give me a break
Only so much I can take
Leaving the womb was a mistake

Oh it makes me sad it makes me mad
It makes me wish my mum never met my dad

Sometimes I just don’t wanna hear people blab
If only I could escape wish I could exit the tab
But this is real life it’s not online
Gonna be hard to keep this fake smile on all night

I don't like talking to people
It’s all so fake
Could you give me a break
Only so much I can take
Leaving the womb was a mistake

I'm just an ugly abomination
Afraid of intimate conversations
Scratch that conversations of any kind
Man I don't deserve to be alive
Where was I going with this have I lost my mind

I don't like talking to people

I don't like talking to people

I’ve been feeling so empty
But then I saw that bitmoji
And I gotta say
It has me feeling some type of way

She’s the devil she’s nasty
Just look at that bitmoji
But I’d be lying if I didn’t say
It has me feeling some type of way

Niamh
Rhymes with eve
Satan’s girl
But you act like you’re sweet
And you can’t stop toying with me
But I don’t mind the obsession runs deep
Although i should I'm ruined mentally

I’ve been feeling so empty
But then I saw that bitmoji
And I gotta say
It has me feeling some type of way

She’s the devil she’s nasty
Just look at that bitmoji
But I’d be lying if I didn’t say
It has me feeling some type of way

Already in a bad spot  but you won’t drop it
Guess you wanna be the final nail in my coffin
can’t complain attention doesn’t come around often
Walk all over me like an astroworld mosh pit

I’ve been feeling so empty
But then I saw that bitmoji
And I gotta say
It has me feeling some type of way

She’s the devil she’s nasty
Just look at that bitmoji
But I’d be lying if I didn’t say
It has me feeling some type of way

Punching bag for your female rage
Got a bright future I got minimum wage
Bloodthirsty like a tiger and you can’t be tamed
Won’t be happy till the wall is splattered with my brain

I’ve been feeling so empty
But then I saw that bitmoji
And I gotta say
It has me feeling some type of way

She’s the devil she’s nasty
Just look at that bitmoji
But I’d be lying if I didn’t say
It has me feeling some type of way

Oh no no
She’s got me under her control
Oh no no
I’m under her control
Oh no no
I’m under her control
Oh no no
She’s got me in a chokehold

Bitmoji

Wish I was Niamh
All that trauma and she’s still going

I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
Superior can’t compete
Blacking out off envy
I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
She makes life look like a breeze
Things just work out naturally

I wish I was Niamh
Stalked all of her social feeds
Her life seems like a movie
I guess that wasn’ for me
I’m thinking back on on my teens
The Unfulfilled fantasies
No excitement no parties
Just sat in my room empty
There was no romance
No coming of age moments
Too scared to take a chance
I missed the prom dance

If only I had been born as Niamh
Things would be different
Wouldn’t have missed out on the teenage dream

I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
Superior can’t compete
Blacking out off envy
I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
She makes life look like a breeze
Things just work out naturally

She's living im just existing

I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
Superior can’t compete
Blacking out off envy
I wish I was Niamh
I wish I was Niamh
She makes life look like a breeze
Things just work out naturally
I wish I was niamh
Got that Oneitis disease
Every night my heart bleeds
Winter’s getting to me

I wish I was niamh I wish I was niamh
My heart bleeds

I wish I was Niamh

you didn't? know me before we met each other

why would you say you love another
was it my fault
just tell me why did i do you wrong
you called me back on sunday 
i called you back on Friday
you said i couldn't do you wrong
i didn't know what to even what to even do
you said  you just make love songs
its not what you think but ik that i fuck it all up
it like a headache
but i dont want to give it all up
it like my brain does not want to work
do you feel good well you crying on the ground
do you want me to help you up
it not what you thought 
its not what you wanted it 
it not what you need

my head hurts

prod lovecupid

i watch you run
do i look like saint to you 
your skin is pretty i just want to touch it
ouuuuuuu
i think girl im in love she in the church screaming top of her lungs
dear god pray for her for the sins she committed
but ig i did it 2x
i think i did it agin 2x
 i think i killed her agin2x
why is she here agin?
i think i scared her agin
i think im scared of her 2x 
i dont want to go home
i think im in love but i got no hope
i think i did it agin 4x

I'm not as much of a saint as you thought i was

someday in hell
i should leave you cut up on the floor 
your so ugly 
i dont want you here with me 
no more

i think your stupid
i think your ugly
your just like cupid
nobody loves me


you say im crazy
how do you know that anyways
im sorry that im fuck up anyways
you hate mee
but i love you
 i need to kil you 
you cant be mine anyways
i know that im scary
ik that you hate me
ik that you want me
ik that im delusional
this is how things go
im just one fuck up hoe
this is just how it goes

you sound crazy w/thisismyreality

riader132 feverdream

(Shooter reading out on stream:
Who bumpin' Psych Ward)

Hate sanrio
Hate cottagecore
Fuckin' TikTok trends
Stupid fucking whores

Don't hate women
But I do hate those
That are mentally ill
And have a ring in their nose

Count me out if she's a libtard bitch
Count me out if she says to eat the rich
Count me out if she wears fishnets
Count me out if she lives on the internet

Egirls, they fucking suck
Egirls, just shut up
Egirls, they're so gross
Egirls, likes Mac Demarco

Egirls, they fucking suck
Egirls, just shut up
Egirls, don't want to see her
Egirls, listen to Weezеr

Oh wowie
You're so cool
Has a depеndency
On their juul

Doing so many drugs
Smoking so much pot
Damn it really sucks
You could've been hot

Count me out, if your life is scary
Count me out, with your suicidal tendencies
Count me out, with your STDs
Count me out, get away from me

Egirls, they fucking suck
Egirls, just shut up
Egirls, they're so gross
Egirls, likes Mac Demarco

Egirls, they fucking suck
Egirls, just shut up
Egirls, she is a retard
Egirls, should listen to Cum Jar

Egirls Bad, Cum Jar Good

I'll kill myself
On ig live
And nobodies gonna give a fucking shit

this is how i plan on killing myself [prod. swkillmee]

Alien*Maniak is a alien from mars who got banished from his civilization. He now makes music unfortunately.

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