this song is about my anxiety and how i manage it and panic

Manage (prod.ninewaters)

prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

Lyrics:

( 4Bloom! )

Yeah!
Thinking so much
Yeah!
Thinking so much
Overthinking, Damn It's killing me

Okay!

3 a.m, I can not stop (Damn)
I can not even go to sleep 
I feel so down
I pass the gas because it's getting too loud
I don’t wanna be down

No Oh No

I been overthinking so much
Yeah, I’m done
I know this love got me so numb
I know this perky's with these drug's
That is enough

Oh Damn, I can’t get enough

No Oh No

You told me many times just please stay away
I know you wanna tell me 
Please don’t hate
I been overthinking too damn much
I been broken hearted so many times

I’m sorry babe, I’m going over this yet again
I know you wanna be my friend
Yeah, Lets make a amends
I don’t wanna play nor try to pretend
I’m tired all this fake shit
Yeah lets get it

Oh Yeah!

Bang! Bang!

Yeah!
Toolie’s in my cuope
Shawty with the glock
Yeah! 
Hit them with my crew’s

I know you wanna miss me
Damn I can’t lose
I know with the gang, With the squad 
We are going through the roof

I know you tryna hit that gas so fast
Oh damn babygirl just show me the love in the back
Oh yeah!
Smoke a blunt, I can not relax
I know they wanna try catch me off from my bag

Hit the back seat
Yeah!
In the back seat

Oh you hear that shot?
Yeah, its a backshot
Coming from behind, yeah that’s a backshot
Girl beware, I can not stop (Damn)

This love is really killing me
I can not even stop
I can not even breathe

(Oh Damn)

This perky’s with these drug’s is killing me
sippin on the codiene 
Man I can not dream

Okay!

3 a.m, I can not stop (Damn)
I can not even go to sleep 
I feel so down
I pass the gas because it's getting too loud
I don’t wanna be down

No Oh No

I been overthinking so much
Yeah, I’m done
I know this love got me so numb
I know this perky's with these drug's
That is enough

Oh Damn, I can’t get enough

No Oh No

Overthinking (Prod. 4bloom)

Yami World - Overdose (Prod. Dweemy)

Hard To Find w/Aidon (Prod. HeyyLotus)

Girl Of My Dream ༼﴾prod. Splashgvng﴿༽

Survive [Prod.Maksy Khomie] (2023)

Top Speed

Killval - Top Speed (Prod HyMyX)

Killval - Come 'n Go ft 44romance [LEAK]

Songwriter: ESP 713
Cover Art: Ulquiorra (Manga: Bleach)
Beat: Hxllowlucy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fW4g1Xf3XY

[Chorus]
(Oh yeah)
Don’t you wanna see what it’s really meant to be?
In all black I’m chasing, I really wanna sneak 
(Yeah) Wanna sneak, that isn’t me
Over everything I see me in front of me
Cause I see everything I do and what I really I wanna be
Every sec I wanna grind, but then I really wanna sleep
I wanna sleep away, when I chase my dreams, they playing keep away

[Verse 1]
Catch me, catch me if you can
Runnin’, runnin’, lowkey, I feel like the man
Fit American, but I ain’t no stan 
Mix it with the rings, straight from Japan
At this rate I glisten every single day
No Espada, but I shine, yeah, just like a Gran Rey
(Yuh) Star piece on my neck, just for the glow up
I’m a supernova, don’t step, I’m bouta blow up  
Wrapped in black, like Sonic Rush I double that
So yeah we back to the back, and we can never lack
But don’t haste, go slow, just wait, don’t throw
Cause in the end, we all don’t know where we’ll go

[Chorus]
(Oh yeah)
So don’t you wanna see what it’s really meant to be?
In all black I’m chasing, I really wanna sneak 
(Yeah) Wanna sneak, that isn’t me
Over everything I see me in front of me
Cause I see everything I do and what I really I wanna be
Every sec I wanna grind, but then I really wanna sleep
I wanna sleep away, when I chase my dreams, they playing keep away

[Verse 2]
3,2,1, cero, on the attack like a cero
Wanna be grand, but the living world got me feeling menos
I’m my worst enemy, talking bianco and nero
I know I’m just a demo 
Like the Joe Kid (Joe the kid) I’m in the negative
Want my zero back, I need my zero back
But there's that star on my neck, so I beckon it
Know the star is coming right to me,  I ain’t dreading it

[Outro]
Go, go, go, go!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
ESP


Resurrección [prod. hxllowlucy]

Delay (prod. heyylotus)

Rapper from texas inspired by juice wrld and 637godwin 6o

⛓𓌹*♰*𓌺⛓
Contact: crxtiamusic@gmail.com

Producer, beatmaker, and singer.
999 forever

401
My account where I post my music is $CARS(itsscars)

New tracks tagged #Killval