This Track is on fire 🔥🚒🥵🚨🚑

Fire 🌶️🥵🚒🚑🧯👨‍🚒👩‍🚒🔥

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

my gf's gf (pr. gttc x reedbeatz)

prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

second single of "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

and i don’t wanna fuck things up
‘cause i think too much ‘cause i’m so damn in love 
just tell me everything is really neccesary 
‘cause i don’t wanna be the one you don’t need
tell me that you knew it since the day you met me 
tell me “i think you’re the one for me” 
‘cause i don’t fuck with unimportant conversations 
tell me if it’s over with or if you wanna chase it 

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

PARANOID

i don’t despise your words no more
i know things arn’t the same 
i watch your smile decay
it pulls until it breaks 
just stay don’t you fade 
i’ll wait till you come home 
don’t think that you’re alone 
i watch the way you go 
so low 
it’s so cold 
touch still warm
don’t hold on
don’t say much just hold your ground
stay around don’t get so lonely 
lies so phoney kills me slowly 
save myself i killed the old me 
burn my flesh i’m decomposing 
save my breath don’t leave me holding on 
holding on 
don’t hold on

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

Conflicted w/ Jay Kim
April 11th

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it hurts in a certain way i could never really get across

fear is one of the number one motivators we see in human psychology 
i mean happiness is important,
anger is important,
but fear is probably the biggest 
because fear is irrational, you can’t make sense of it
so when people are scared,
one of the number one responses you see is “i don’t wanna be scared anymore, somebody fix it!” 
so when people say “don’t worry i’ll help you, you don’t need to be scared anymore” 
people will trust that

treat me like the enemy
the best you get is rid of me 
nothing left for me to be 
nothing left for me to stick around and see 
i’ve been dying in my bed all week 
five pills down but i still can’t sleep
tell me what you want ‘cause i still can’t see 
tell me what you need ‘cause i still can’t be, that 
and i know that they’ll be someone else who can better play my role 
and i don’t really care no more 
‘cause i felt so damn alone 
those times when you let me down
swear its better now everytime that your not around
i don’t wanna dread everytime that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now
those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 

and you don’t wanna be the one to blame
but you’re running everytime that i call out your name 
read between the lines but i’m caught in disarray 
just tell me that its fine but i’ll never be okay 
i don’t wanna die but i don’t think i should stay 
and you tell me that its fine but i feel like i’m insane i
i wanted to try but you didn’t wanna change no 
got you out my life so i feel like i’m okay now

those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now
those times when you let me down
swear its better now every time that your not around
i don’t wanna dread every time that you see me now 
didn’t wanna leave but i’m thinking that it’s better now 
swear it’s better now

better now

you say i'm always on your left
i swear i never know what's next 
it's always everything you said verses everything you meant
i swear i am going fucking insane i need closure 
but i know nothing will change so it's over
i tried to tell you so many fucking times 
that i could never be the one you needed 
'cause i can't even tell you why i tried 
when we both know in the end that i am
fine by myself and you'll find someone better
I can't reminisce about your scent in my sweaters
and i am past tense but i cannot forget her so i
just crash out and everything starts falling on me
falling on me 
falling on me 
falling on me
you say i'm always on your left
i swear i never know what's next 
it's always everything you said verses everything you meant
i swear i am going fucking insane i need closure 
but i know nothing will change so it's over
i tried to tell you so many fucking times 
that i could never be the one you needed 
'cause i can't even tell you why i tried 
when we both know in the end that i am
fine by myself and you'll find someone better
I can't reminisce about your scent in my sweaters
and i am past tense but i cannot forget her so i
just crash out and everything starts falling on me
falling on me 
falling on me 
falling on me

falling on me

completely raw recording from my phone, both chords and lyrics are comepletely freestyled so all of this is really sloppy but i felt like it was nice in its own way so its here now and yes im aware i suck at both playing and singing especially at the same time but it is what it is :p￼

lyrics:
all i know
is how to run
i never know
how to fix the things i’ve done
‘cause all i know 
is that a gun could fix everything i’ve done
i don’t know how 
to fix the life i shred to pieces by myself
i don’t how 
it’s all my fault 
and everything i ever did is just enough
to wanna throw me off the edge 
i watch it burn
i watch it burn away along with everything
i ever had 
i ever had to give 
got nothing left to give 
im just a shell
i am just a shell
don’t let me fall 
for now 
‘cause everything i’ve said 
everything i have is just enough
to keep me off the edge 
i’ve said enough
they’ll love me when i’m dead i promise you
they’ll love me when i’m dead i promise you
they’ll love me when i’m gone 
nothing left for me 
the way i play it off 
i’m just a shell 
i wish i had it in me to say
goodbye 
oh how i wish i could fix all my wrongs 
but i can’t and that’s what hurts me the most 
don’t you kill me now
could help me out 
could you kill me now?
‘cause i would let you down
oh how i wish i could’ve stayed 
oh how i’d be okay 
i never want to let you down like that
left me in the past 
don’t know how to act 
i wish i could hold on for a moment 
but i
am so done 
i can’t help you in this moment in time
i’m so dumb
i wish i wish i had serotones but i wasted it all on someone who i made hate me

rest of my life

byekento

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