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NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

Good Riddance (prod. @crocusyoukilledit)

@nickryt - i promised you the world (prod. immortal)

everything is falling apart
never gonna be what it was
i don't even know who we are
anymore yea (look at me now)

yea my eyes are dilated all the fuckin time
and it's hard for me to keep on tryna fake a smile
always suffering but no one seem to care about
bout me at all
bout me at all yea yea yea
now the room is spinning i feel nauseous
close my eyes and think bout us and
make scenarios in my head
of what i could of did

know that no one's ever gonna fucking love me
felt it wasn't meant for this because my
whole entire life i felt like something's
wrong with me i hate myself so much yea
all i am to you is another option
fuck me over cut me off and block me
you already moved on and forgot me
promise i ain't ever gonna love no one again

you can keep my heart forever
don't need it anymore yea
oh i knew what you wanted
when you said that it's over
oooh just forget it
you won't ever find someone who treat you better
cared about you more than myself, so pathetic
i was doing too much falling over you yea

it was all a lie
and i believed every fuckin part of it
i wanna end it all tonight
yea it was all
(oooh i know oooh i know)

know that no one's ever gonna fucking love me
felt it wasn't meant for this because my
whole entire life i felt like something's
wrong with me i hate myself so much yea
all i am to you is another option
fuck me over cut me off and block me
you already moved on and forgot me
promise i ain't ever gonna love no one again

i promised you the world (prod. immortal)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

EASY (pr. DWD)

@nickryt - PERFECT (prod. nickryt x nickmira)

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tired of running
oh, remember what it was?
i saw us drift apart
now i'm so fucking done
we're falling out of love
no way to pick me up
stuck inside my ways
i know that i won't ever change

so day by day i
i throw away all of my time i waste it
trying to love you
everytime i chase it
i'm going through phases
never gone recover everything we had oooh woah

so i hope you
you could look me in the eyes
baby tell me it's alright yea
i hope you
find someone to treat you right
i got nothing else to say now

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

perfect (prod. nickryt x nickmira)

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

produced by byekento

is there somewhere that you gotta go?
‘cause i just can’t take it all
i tried to keep it in my tonge but 
it just hurts less when i don’t 

and this ain’t nothing that i haven’t seen before 
take a couple steps and find my body on the floor 

bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost

is there somewhere that you gotta go? 
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
‘cause i just can’t take it all
‘cause i just can’t take it 

started thinking bout all of the flaws 
and all the things i couldn’t fix
think too much i think i’m sick 
i can’t believe i can’t resist 
copacetic synergetic that’s something i couldn’t be
and if you ever had the chance i know you’d take it all from me

(but it’s not like there’s anything left)

and this ain’t nothing that i haven’t seen before 
take a couple steps and find my body on the floor 

bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost bloodshot eyes and my skin’s gone cold
said it’s all my fault 
bitch i already fucking know
keep it as a witness that i can’t be stowed 
if i disappear just know i won’t be lost

TONGUE

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

Run, run, where the wind blows
I can't decide so I don't care no more
Like tell me the hell was I worried about?
'cause I don't do stressing for fun
Like tell me like what do you play me for?
I wager my life with this gun
Tell the lord take care of me
'cause I don't even trust in me
I'm only tryna find my peace

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

rest of my life

byekento

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