they say boys dont cry ft. jstnprks & kennedyxoxo *kt3lly*

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worth it [prod. zupehr]

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

produced by yours truly
insta: @ ninewaterss

it's been a long day, i don't know what to say
they treat me like they wanna shit all on my fuckin face
don't tell me that i feel a certain way
you can tell by my gaze that it's just a fuckin phase

life's a fuckin waste, i wanna run away
i'm sippin from the crate, there's carling by my waist 🍻
stella all the way, i want her to stay
i wanna turn my life around, it's just another day

it's just another day, avoiding going crazy
on the phone with a lady, i think she wanna date me
i hope she wanna date me
i hope she wanna save me
you can tell me i ain't shit but that won't faze me 👎🏻

i keep porn in my camera (EWWWWW)
save my soul, fuck my ex, i can't stand her 🖕🏻
break my heart, breakup text, that's a standard
grab the gas, light me up, i've been slandered

i'm glad i found a new love
can you be my lifeline?
i'm getting warm on the inside
can we call when it's nighttime?

you're looking really cute my love
do you wanna be my beloved?
my heart was stolen years ago but i think i've recovered
life remains a mystery, i think we could uncover it

just another day

just another day (prod. ninewaters)

Featuring @sewerperson
Produced by @horoshavibes & @jolst
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
You made a promise to me
Never thought that you’d be the one to do me so wrong
It’s over now
I’m still learning how to move on
I guess that this is progression
I thought about you no more than a second time tonight
If I could rewind
I’d rescind it all
And just go back to you
Like I always do
Not caring for the fall
So if you care for me at all
Then cut me off

‘Cause I'm no good for you
You’re no good for me
We’re so out of sync
There’s no harmony
So if you care for me at all
Then cut me off
Caught between a rock and a hard place
Don’t wanna be alone
But I really can’t stay no
Do you wanna do this the hard way
When it comes to you
I can’t say no

(sewerperson)
I bet you're so damn happy I have gone away
Still I wish we could feel what we had yesterday
Baby at this checkpoint I still feel the same
Call me if you give up on him for this pain supplied
I know you still hate me I just hope you're safe tonight
I remember everything we let go in that candlelight 
Even if we’re not together you're still a friend of mine
Sorry I can’t control what feelings I been dealt in life
Break me and tear me up how you prefer
I pray when I die I’m not locked into lucifer
I know everything is fine right now but the future's still unsure
Teach me how to rid my self of all her hurt

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Cut Me Off w/ sewerperson (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

LYRICS:

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

All my friends are junkies and I'm scared of growing older
It's like every time we talk you end up crying on my shoulder
Could you tell me why we do this? I don't know what the use is
I guess I'll stay in my room, because I'm tired of feeling useless
So braindead, can't eat, can't sleep
I been out my mind, locked in all week
Just hear me out, I'm on my knees
But you don't like to listen to me

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

You've been a waste of my time and I don't want this fight
What good is love when you can't see things from someone's side?
Let me just show you tonight, before we say goodbye
Let's go give into our pride, we can't go back inside
What's it gonna take for you to go get the message?
Save me all the evidence, and heartbreak along with it

You've been on my mind
And I been losing time
Last thing you told me was goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

GOODBYE w/ Sinxi

prod me
no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

sycamore

WTF - WokeUp (Prod by Gsc X Purls)

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

(simulacra & simulated relationships)

lyrics;
i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul    

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go

gold on my wrist gold on my tooth yeh yeh
watch me compare another bad bitch to you yeh yeh
spent all my money puttin diamonds in the roof yea yea
but you still hit me with that shitty attitude yea yea
wasted i’m out of pocket yeah
cuz i found a pill i popped it yea
the plug hit me up i’m coppin 
she hate me but i can’t stop it yeah

i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go

i never shoulda let you go (x8)
(I'm out of patience, i hate that you hate it
it's so overrated, this game we call love)

i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul    

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go
(I'm out of patience, i hate that you hate it
it's so overrated, this game we call love)

worth it [prod. zupehr]

dylan lotus

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