The Devil We Know

AFFIRMATION

I'm never satisfied
I can't recall
The last time it felt right
I can't recall  
Words rendered vain
The canvas burning bright
Well it's been quite a while
I can't recall

I couldn't explain why
It doesn't feel so wrong
But I know this time
It's holding strong
Words rendered vain
The canvas burning bright
It's been quite a while
I can't recall

I'm not one in a million

I prepared for a fight
All alone
I prepared for a fight
To get it off my soul
I prepared for a fight
Home
I prepared for a fight
All alone

It's been quite a while
I can't recall

I couldn't explain why
It doesn't feel so wrong
But I know this time
It's holding strong
Words rendered vain
The canvas burning bright
It's been quite a while
I can't recall

It's been quite a while
I can't recall

It's been quite a while
I can't recall

All instruments, songwriting and producing by Matthias Boulle

Words Rendered Vain

ACCOUNTABILITY

Don't look away
Stand your ground, face the monster you've made

It was never about you
Carrying on these wings of shame
Never the answer, you were always the problem
Proclaiming all these truths you made
Never the answer, you were always the problem

Don't look away
Stand your ground, face the monster you've made

None of this was thought through
I built both these wings myself
Never a savior, I was always a problem
Proclaiming all these truths I made
Never the answer, I was always the problem

Stop

Nothing's easy about this
It's that first person perspective  
I made my bed, I'll lie in it
I'm just looking for peace of mind
And that, in itself, is another shame
Ain't no caging this now
Ain't no cleaving the two of us
I embrace this whole thing
The first person perspective
The longest time, the many years
I didn't face it for some peace of mind
Still it's my burden to lay to rest
Oh

How I fought
Self-perceived indifference and denial
And I had to be told
And I had to be shown how
Cause I was wrong
I hate but own my past and dare to think I was reborn
Yet I walk the same road
And the way led me to now
I made it all
The hurt, the ego, the icons and the will to pounce through
I'm no fell god unpraised
Only I could rescue me
On my path
I bear a legacy soiled and a longing for repentance
And it starts right here
Here where the Nightbird meets his end

All instruments, songwriting and producing by Matthias Boulle

Avicide

AGENCY

Truth be told
I had to run away
Truth be told
Something's got to give
And I can't believe it's leading me back home
Can't believe it
The vast sacred grounds I used to call home
And I can't stay low
My dear
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Truth be told
Some things had to change
Truth be told
Something had to give

Truth be told
Some things had to change
Truth be told
Something had to give

Truth be told
Some things had to change
Truth be told
Something had to give

Truth be told
Some things had to change
Truth be told
Something had to give

All instruments, songwriting and producing by Matthias Boulle

Agency

ABANDONMENT

Stay away from the unknown
Stay away from me for awhile, unknown
You give me all your heart
You give me all your heart for me

It's the greys again
I know, I know
And it's a sinister game they play
I know, I know
You give me all your heart
Give me all your heart for me

And the words they get so loud
And when they start to tear you apart
You were right
You were always right

Ready or not here I come!

And the greys flood our memories in the long haul
Can the greys wash away?

Chaos!

And the words they get so loud
And when they start to tear you apart
You were right
You were always right there

Ready or not here I come!

And the greys flood our memories in the long haul
And the greys flood our memories in the long haul
And the greys flood our memories in the long haul
And the greys flood our memories in the long haul

All instruments and producing by Matthias Boulle
Songwriting by Devin Townsend

The Greys

Thee Ode

Die Auslöschung

Contemplation In Time

Contemplation in Time

llampecs d'oblit d'uns records en vida,

ARGILUN - 03 - Harriak Begirik Ez

ARGILUN - 02 - Neandertala

Zeru Bera

Zuri Beltz

The second program is dedicated to rage ⚑

[Outpouring in all its forms] The slow, cold beginning — as if anger were gradually taking control — gives way to the most impulsive version of our actions. Throughout the episode, we move through moments of rupture: guitar distortions, saturation, screams, and abrupt shifts, occasionally intertwined with calmer passages whose only purpose is to reveal and soothe the exhaustion produced by that engine. The ending, echoing the same request from the beginning, expresses the longing that lies beneath the manifestations of this emotion.

𝑇𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 

Brainiac - F**king With The Altimiter (Sample)
Jessica Moss - This Continuous Spectrum
PJ Harvey - Rub ’Til It Bleeds
At The Drive-In - Invalid Letter Dept.
Sumac & Moor Mother - Scene 1
Cult of Luna - Beyond II (feat. Colin Stetson)
Hood - I Said Yes Unwise Yet Again
Tsunami - Water’s Edge
Sprain - Deliver Us
Dialogue from ‘Blue Valentine’
Fugazi - Argument
Moss Icon - Hate in Me
Free Kitten - Noise Doll
Jarboe - Show
The Microphones  - The Glow, pt.2
Sunny Day Real Estate - 9 (Intro Excerpt)
Weed - Heal
The Lazarus Plot - Ending Time
Los Planetas - Si Está Bien
Brainiac - F**king With The Altimiter

THE SPIRAL: 2/Rage

Taken from the album "Fel"
https://www.discosmacarras.com/es/vinilos/3201-marasme-fel-lp.html


MARASME - Urpa

Tempered

this track isnt fully mixed i posted the wrong version but i cant replace the file so just lower your highs or the volume a bit. ill remove this description when i replace the file.

fallfromgrace


this track isnt fully mixed i posted the wrong version but i cant replace the file so just lower your highs or the volume a bit. ill remove this description when i replace the file.

laaalalalallaallaaaalaaa

I make music kinda and stuff. Though only instrumentals; not very great at vocals, so if any one wants to do some vocals hit me up.

Discos Macarras is based in Catalonia. An Independent Underground Record Label & Distribution. Focused on Doom, Sludge, Rock, Stoner, Metal, Thrash, Death, Grind, Black and other Dark sounds...

I dont sing much but I play guitar and produce music. I make all sorts of genres but I focus on like 3 specifically, go ahead and give something a listen and drop a follow maybe too perhaps pls

feel free to yoink a track and put some vocals over it or something (put prod. Kyoukuu in the title) and send it to me

New tracks tagged #Post-metal