Scene 7: The Spark of Love
At a diner after a late shift, she runs into someone she knows — a friend from work, or maybe a familiar face from the drag club crowd. There’s a quiet tenderness between them. A connection. But he uses the wrong name. And she doesn’t correct him.

🎵 SONG 7: "Your Name’s Not Hers"
A tender, hesitant duet. He knows something's different. She wants to tell him, but the fear is still too big. Still, he listens — and maybe that’s enough, for now.

Say Her Name

Scene 2: Alone at Home
That night, she sits in her tiny apartment, staring at herself in the mirror under buzzing bathroom lights. The mask of manhood is gone. She traces her face with shaky fingers, wondering what’s underneath - what might be possible.


🎵 SONG 2: "This Face Ain’t Mine"
A vulnerable ballad. She examines herself in the mirror, unsure if the woman inside is real; but yearning for her anyway.

This Face Ain’t Mine

Scene 9: Rock Bottom
She’s alone in her basement apartment. The lights are off. The wig is on the floor. She feels like she lost everything: her job, her safety, her voice. But slowly, she realizes… Delilah isn’t gone. She’s just quiet. And she’s waiting.

🎵 SONG 9: "The Basement of Myself"
*A devastating, intimate ballad. She reckons with despair — and starts to rebuild. Delilah was never a character. She’s the core. And she’s still here.

The Basement of Myself

🔻 Song Insight: Song Title by 4Me2BeFree
Some betrayals aren’t loud. They don’t explode—they are designed, curated, rehearsed.
Some people don’t love you; they study you.

This song is for anyone who’s ever realized they were just a piece in someone else’s game. For the ones who walked through fire and still weren’t burned enough to play their part. It’s about manipulation disguised as love, about being framed as the villain in someone else’s story.

A match made in heaven, straight to hell. Some plans fail when love refuses to break.

[Intro]
I know you planned my end
[Pause]
A way to see me come undone
[Pause]
Planting seeds, seep deep inside
[Pause]
The depths of hell you upheld your lie

[Verse]
Did you ever think to try?
Is this how you've survived?
What's got you so fucked up inside?

[Chorus]
A match made in heaven driven straight to hell
I thought I'd never see love die
To think you were ever on my side

[Verse]
Your nights awake, planning a break
A slipstream ideas
[Pause]
A way to escape
Having thoughts, you made a plan
Begging me to understand

[Chorus]
History, a time seduced
Hoping to gain control
An illusion you craft alone
No way to deny the lie
[Pause]
You set the trap, Seduction, you think I can't deny
[Pause]
Stop…
[Pause]
Don’t
[Pause]
JUST lose control!
[Pause]
BITCH… Use your fist!
[Pause]
Make me BLEED was your plea, angered threats or you'd leave
Lights, camera, it's your reaction
If only to convince me to take the bait
You needed to be seen
Paint me as your villain

[Outro]
Broken plan I could never understand
To incite anger, fear, it never reared
I didn't see the same you
It was love that was inside of me
Now I see what you could never be

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Broken Silence  (Blues) (Explicit)

🎧 Song Title: Geek ON Fleek
Artist: 4Me2BeFree

I told you this was my life playing out in real-time. These songs… they’re not just tracks. They’re my journal. My truth. Each lyric is a feeling—some from the past, some still unfolding—but all of them have a place on these walls.

From the walls that crumbled to the gardens that grew in their place, every piece is part of me… or who I used to be.

This song is a throwback in sound, but not in story. The story is very much alive.

So it would be wrong of me not to quietly, respectfully acknowledge the man who helped this one come to life.

When I was convinced the world had run dry of compassion, he reminded me that even in chaos, you can still show up—for people, for animals, for yourself.

He’s grown in ways I hope to. And no matter what happens next, I’ll always be proud of him.

And he’ll always be my friend..

🎼 Lyrics
[Intro]
vinyl crackle
Just me, alone, thinking ‘bout you.

[Verse 1]
The way you walk in, I can’t pretend—
I want a friend, I want my man.
His ass is fine, lips pop true,
Gettin’ stuck on him like glitter on glue.
Textin’ wild stuff about the things we do.

[Pre-Chorus]
yearning harmonies
I want my friend, I want him now.

[Chorus]
proud, layered hook
He’s my freak that’s shy,
That’s my f**kin’ guy.
No one else gets me high.

[Spoken Interlude]
spoken, sassy, tense
You can say hi...
But he’s not bi.
voice spikes BI!
steps shifting
Bitch, don’t try—hold my hoops, I’m ready.
chairs scraping tables moving
Come here... stop runnin’, my poochies ain’t steady.

[Verse 2]
raw rap, sensual phrasing
That’s him, right there in the crowd.
Pink kink shirt, yeah, him—no doubt.
Shy at first... wild at play.
I’m his geek, he’s my freak.
His lips, his neck... down to his—
sharp harmony Shut your mouth.
He got it locked in.
Mad respect for the thrill...

[Bridge]
music screeches to a halt
Wait... let me spill the truth.
To be real...
We just started talkin’ a few weeks ago.
Yeah, I write these songs and have fun—
Maybe scare him a little... come on strong.
But hearing him get nervous is cute.
And you know what?
He showed up.
No lies.
He showed up.

[Outro]
reflective, cinematic textures
Whoever lost him... lost their way.
Maybe the same way someone lost me.
To the ones who walked away:
I’d rather live and love,
And die young...
Than be rich, old, alone—
Never knowing what it meant to be loved.
Whatever happens...
My freak on fleek...
He’ll always be my friend.

🔗 4Me2BeFree
This song represents what 4Me2BeFree is about: humor, hurt, pride, and finding voice through contrast. It’s genderless and genreless and glam as hell... and it still hits.

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Fleek Geek


🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sunny weather with a smile on
Just an ordinary Tuesday, getting along
Skipping down our… your street
That’s when that fuckin’ song comes on
The one you sing in the shower
You know, the one before you’d leave
God, I should’ve known back then
What a sleaze

Your shitty sports car that I keyed, yes please
Three words I can’t forget, they trap on repeat
I know I promised my doctor I would be good
Maybe it was to be happy? Neither-either-let’s just call the whole thing gay
Okay? Oookaaay? Oooookaaaaaay! Yaaaay! I’m soooo excited!

[Verse 2]
Walking through our stupid hall
Our photos still up on the wall – gross
I locked the door, set the alarm
Passcode still 6969 – how appropriate
Guess your new man feels safe and warm
Don’t worry, it won’t take long; we’ll be seeing you along

That lamp looks bougie, trust-fund guilt
Hope he liked how that was built
Like a rainbow spray… now that’s not gay – it’s flambé

[Chorus 1]
Shiny and unstable, I’m the show you missed
Kiss goodbye to your IKEA bliss
I never liked that ottoman – was that the one you were on?
God, your taste was never strong, but your lies… oh baby, they were lifelong

[Verse 3]
I tiptoe past the bathroom sink, see two razors – black and blue
Oh sweetie, did you think I wouldn’t figure out there’s two… or wait, three?
Their shirts, your cologne – this ain’t my house, just your fuckin’ throne
But I left you something by the bed:
A sticky note that simply said:
“I saw the video. Lighting sucks. Work on your angles, use your words.”

[Bridge 1] (quiet, spoken)
Remember Cancun? You used my photos on that hooker site…
My beach shot next to your whorelight
Do me a favor: take down the pics with the kids. That’s all I ask.

[Verse 4]
Back in the kitchen, memory lane
The wine rack I built now holds your shame
The blender we bought – rage-smoothie time: tears, vodka, lime
That Santorini canvas? Let’s just say… it’s now graffiti
You think this is over? I’m just starting
Hope he likes the lube-stained backsplash in shards and parting

[Verse 5]
The closet’s worse than I remember, your secrets smell like December
Oh, your keepsake box – RIP to those concert stubs and that replica cock
That cock you said meant something deep – now embedded in the mirror, sweet
I held onto things… not anymore. I’m holding bats, not metaphors

[Chorus 2]
Shiny and unstable, I came home to slay
I’m the glitter-covered wreck of your perfect gay cliché
You didn’t break me… you just gave me a bat
And a reason to write a banger – so thank you… for that

[Bridge 2]
Oh! Your boyfriend had a dream I killed him?
Sweetie, dreams don’t come true
I’m sad, not psychotic – I paint in chaos, not blood
If I wanted to break you, I’d just send this song
You said I’d never make it without you? Look what I made because of you

[Final Chorus]
Shiny and unstable, this is my peace
Swinging through trauma in rhythmic release
I cleaned my pain off your kitchen floor
Sang my rage through every glass door
So if they ask, “How are you doing today?”
Just play this track and walk away
’Cause I’m done with you… and your glitter lies
This is me… saying goodbye

[Final Chorus: Amped-Up]
How’s that goin’? You doing okay?
Just wanted to say – from the bottom of my fuckin’ heart –
I don’t like you

[Outro: Fade Out]
I really really really don’t like you
But thank you
If it weren’t for all the fucking things you did,
I wouldn’t be here, in a place I’d rather be…
Oh, and before I forget – you’re allowed to be vocal, right?
Maybe it was just the light? The angle was kind of fucked up too!
Was that even you? With all that experience, I expected a little more!

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Shiny & Unstable - COTC LGBT - Explicit

🎙️ Song Insight Post for "I Wish You Knew"
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
“I Wish You Knew” captures the kind of moment you never forget—not because it was big or dramatic, but because it felt real. It's a song about noticing someone across the room, fumbling through your words, and trying not to fall apart every time they smile. The lyrics drip with the awkward sweetness of a first crush that almost goes unnoticed—until the universe gives you a maybe. It’s about daydreams stitched together with acoustic strings and fragile hope.

This isn’t heartbreak—it’s pre-heartbreak, pre-love, the sacred space where innocence, attraction, and fear all coexist in a single glance. It’s the song version of that memory you wish you could live again—not for closure, but just to feel it one more time.

🔻 Lyrics
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[Verse 1]  
Strumming along — I don't know the song.  
Can’t say I was listening to my own tune.  
Distracted by my new point of view…  
Something attractive — that’s all I knew.  

Every time I plan the words, they come out wrong.  
So I just stand and sing — it’s all I’ve got.  
Felt like a kid again… it’s something about you.  

Sitting, strumming a tune — I had no clue…  
It was you.  
That’s all I could do.  
I wish you knew…  
I wish you knew.  

[Verse 2]  
You’re sitting there, looking so good.  
You probably never noticed me… or knew who I was.  
It’s all the same.  
It’s just a game.  
I’m insane.  

Your smile perks me up…  
That spot on your cheek where dimples create.  
It’s the simple things that had me stuck —  
And don’t get me started on your cute ass butt.  

Great. Now I’m in a rut.  
You look my way — as if to say hi.  
I smile, I wave…  
Just to see your friend pass by.  

Embarrassed…  
I just wanna hide and die.  

Sitting, strumming a tune — I had no clue…  
It was you.  
That’s all I could do.  
I wish you knew…  
I wish you knew.  

[Verse 3]  
The coffeehouse dive is starting to fade…  
But you’re still here — what can I say?  
Packing my things, I had to escape  
This despite end to my day.  

I felt someone close and turned to see…  
About a foot away —  
You were looking at me.  

As if you had something to say.  
I just smiled…  
As you looked around  
For the words to say.  

“So adorable...”  
…I said that out loud?!  

What the hell, man?!  
I turned around —  
You poked your head around,  
Touched my shoulder…  
We both started laughing.  

You said you’d run out of things to do,  
Waiting for me to be done —  
You’d been listening through.  

You said you loved my songs…  
Including that one about the cute boy with dimples across the room.  
You called it original and unique.  
Then smiled,  
And asked…  
“Who was that one for?”  

Your dimples crept back in…  
You saw my smile…  
And you knew, all the while —  
The song…  
Was for you.
🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this one in real time, like I was living it while typing it. None of this actually happened to me—but it could have, and I wish it had. That’s what makes this one hard to touch—it’s the fantasy of the kind of awkward, sweet, non-sexualized moment I never got growing up. A memory that doesn’t exist, but somehow still feels real.

It’s tender. It’s anxious. It’s the soft chaos of queer yearning before anything has even happened. Maybe that’s why I left all the little oddities in—because they mirror what real attraction feels like when you’re not sure you’re allowed to feel it.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This is what 4Me2BeFree is for—giving voice to the moments we didn't get to live but still feel deeply. I don't write for shock. I write for truth. For nostalgia. For the little cracks in time that remind us we still believe in sweetness, in spark, in maybe. This track is one of those.

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“I Wish You Knew”

🔻 Song Insight
“Everything Delirium” is a descent into fractured perception — that unshakable feeling that the world around you has shifted just enough to feel wrong. It’s not loud. It’s not obvious. It’s subtle, quiet, and crawling. Like waking up in your own life, only to realize the floor creaks differently, the air tastes off, and even the people around you are wearing slightly misaligned versions of themselves.

The song explores dissociation, trauma memory, identity distortion, and the surreal “post-event” state that many experience after psychological or emotional upheaval. It captures what it feels like to exist in-between dimensions — not metaphorically, but viscerally. Each verse blends glitch-inspired cadence with low spoken observations. The chorus slows into melodic dread, whispering that even the simplest things — roses, women, whisky — are now “tainted with lies.”

This is not about being lost. This is about knowing you’re not supposed to be here, and trying to hold onto the thread of who you were before reality bent.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
This ain't a dream...
It’s a rerun...
It’s all a rerun...

[Verse 1]
Glitch stutters echo through these halls
Reflections flicker — did I see that at all?
Time slips fast, I lose my grip
Dart through fractures that never quite fit

Truth or fiction — it's all the same
When the signal breaks, you forget your name
You say I'm twisted, I say it's true
But these are your eyes — not just my view

[Pre-Chorus]
Atmosphere's twisted. The oxygen cursed.
I knew instinctively — this world had reversed.
Drawn to a throne made of counterfeit stone,
Where truth screams out in a fractured tone.

[Chorus]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious
I’m Delirium undone

[Verse 2]
I never said "they're here," I said "they changed"
Power flipped — the frequencies rearranged
Keep your mind open, but don't blink twice
This ain't your life — it's a loop in disguise

My past was real… then it blinked, then it's gone
I was the pawn — moved, used, then withdrawn
Masks too tight, they pretended just fine
But what's underneath? Pure dread in design

[Pre-Chorus]
Atmosphere's twisted. The oxygen cursed.
I knew instinctively — this world had reversed.
Drawn to a throne made of counterfeit stone,
Where truth screams out in a fractured tone.

[Chorus – Repeat]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious
I’m Delirium undone

[Bridge]
The sounds are sharp. The lights — too clean.
The colors wrong, like a haunted dream
You think I'm crazy? Then maybe I should…
'Cause I don't belong

[Outro]
This isn't your street… this isn't your name…
Everything's shifted… but you're still the same…
Who are you?

You've reached the edge of perception.

[Final Chorus]
Everything tastes forbidden
The roses, the women, hidden
The doorways, the whisky — tainted with lies
I'm trapped in a realm that forsakes me now
Everything tastes forbidden...
And I know I'm not delirious


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Dark Surprise – Everything Delirium

🎵 The Day the Thunder Fell
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
This song is a quiet collapse—one that doesn’t scream, but sinks. The Day the Thunder Fell captures the stillness after a devastating moment, when life shifts and you’re left holding something that was never given the chance to be. It’s about loss at its most personal level, wrapped in echo, memory, and unspoken grief.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
rain
The thunder rolled
It was after the show
No lights came down
Just another soul

[Verse 1]
Hope lingered
And then we were told
The ending held back
A life we couldn't grow

Trouble broke this silent ground
Union cracked with iron sound
Loops no longer held
Just truths were found
With stillness
An echo rang
We bowed out
Of what we couldn’t bring

[Pre-Chorus]
We stared at the screen
It no longer moved
Where our future lived
Now only stillness proved

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Verse 2]
Pacing floors
Worn and torn at the seams
Under falling skies
I fought through guilt—not dreams
Slammed doors
Fired screams
Desperate sounds
From collapsing beams

[Pre-Chorus]
Static love, resting underground
Confusion rising
From the walls all around

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Bridge]
Walking away with one less
A hollowness we can’t suppress
This loss became our home
We each carried the stone

Putting weight on backs that break
A heart that held all we could take
His life
Her earth
Now both are gone
A mother, father
Brother, son
This place inside
Now undone

[Verse 3]
A darkness falls in every drop
Tears from a broken lott
Black and shamed
Alone, we sleep
Mouthing a name
That didn’t get to be

[Pre-Chorus]
Cold walls, falling ceilings
In this bed we try
To forgive what peace once was
And say goodbye

[Chorus – Final Refrain]
Leaving us
Together, alone
With memories carved
Into bone
What never lived
Still made its mark
A silent child
In a world gone dark

[Outro]
rain
As we drift
To a place
That never will exist

🔻 Personal Reflection
There’s not much I want to say beyond what the song already does. This was a day that never left me. A choice. A hope. A silence. And a goodbye that didn’t come with words. I don’t share this to be understood—I share it because it’s mine. And maybe it belongs to someone else out there too. If you’ve ever carried grief that had no beginning or end, you’ll know what I mean.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track represents what 4Me2BeFree is about—telling stories that are too heavy for everyday words. The project exists to turn emotional truth into music that feels lived-in, not polished. This isn’t pop for playlists. This is sound for the soul, shaped by real pain, real love, and real memory.

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The Day the Thunder Fell - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🎬 Song Insight — “Finding Forever” by 4Me2BeFree

Some songs sound like memory itself — flickering, imperfect, tender. Finding Forever is that moment when love stops being fantasy and becomes something raw and real, where the boundaries between dreaming and waking collapse. The track feels like waking up next to someone and realizing you’ve stepped out of illusion into something you can actually hold. Built on soft acoustic guitar, whispered duets, and tape-warm intimacy, it tells the story of two people learning to exist unhidden — to breathe, blur, and fade together until the moment becomes eternal. The song’s quiet power lies in its vulnerability: the way affection becomes rebellion, and tenderness becomes truth.

📝 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Dive into this mind—, let me show you what I can do—
No longer hiding—
And you baby— by my side—
There’s nothin’— we can’t do—

[Bridge]
Where blue still crashes and green still breathes—
I can’t wait to see what we will be, just you and me—

[Pre-Chorus]
Warmth, a simple word—how profound the feel,
A captured moment in a cup, to taste the sound you hear.

[Chorus]
We breathe, we blur, we fade,
I found forever in your frame.

[Verse 2]
I dance around this lazy day,
Hoping you’d say— I could stay—.
Tracing your lips, curves and dips,
You smile, I can’t resist—

[spoken-male-seductive] “come on baaaby— it’s just a kiss—”

[Bridge – soft percussion, close whisper]
Your butt—it’s on cue—, so sqwishy and cheek,
A bubble double, just wants to “POP—”.
Your ears small and sound, perfect round—
I hum my tunes while you laugh out loud.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Like giants— my fingers walk along—
—up and down your hills—,
Every hair on fire—, I’m losing my will—
Got me locked in desire—

[Chorus (reprise)]
We breathe—, we blur—, we fade—,
I found forever— in our frame.

[Outro – slowed tempo, tape hiss]
You lean in kissing me,
Your lips remind me that I’m alive.
And in that moment it’s perfection—
Time would fade, lost my power.
Never enough— chasing hours.

💬 Personal Reflection

This one came from that strange space between sleep and waking, where your heart doesn’t know if it’s still dreaming. I wrote Finding Forever after one of those nights where everything felt temporary — love, time, even breath — and I needed to remind myself that presence is the only kind of forever we really get. It’s the smallest gestures that save us: a hand reaching out, a shared laugh, a kiss that reminds you you’re still here.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists at the crossroads of honesty and sound — transforming lived emotion into cinematic intimacy. Finding Forever carries that torch by turning quiet queer love into something universal and unashamed. Every breath, every imperfection, is deliberate; every lyric feels like a truth whispered in the dark. It’s not about perfection. It’s about being seen — and letting the moment live forever inside the noise.

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Finding Forever

I'm just a songwriter, standing in front of a computer, asking it to sing my heart out. Welcome to my world where I weave words into lyrics and let technology bring them to life.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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