A Transformation Experience is a deeply personal and introspective album that explores a young girl experience of transformation. Through a rich tapestry of sound, this album invites listeners to reflect, renew, and transform

A Transformation Experience

Embracing Me

OUT 2 WIN is the outro of Zhov's "THIRTEEN" album. Stream it everywhere, now available on every single platform on Earth

OUT 2 WIN (Prod. by yvngbvckrxdd)

Part 1

Let ‘em know its all there 
For them to judge me 
The proof is in the pudding I grew from something to nothin’ 
Familiar faces recall imperfections I love it 
That lets me know I’ve grown 
Since I was in huggies breastfed Mama been stressin’ out 
My father swig the Henny bottle vices I get it now 
I contemplated suicide once living in doubt was eating at me 
My soul crying out 
I need reason to live ‘fore I disappear again
My purpose ain’t clear fear is in 
Constant 
Tug of war happenin’ and 
All I can do is watch them
Fair enough those are options
Marathon for the hustlers 
Who care less ‘bout the optics 
Father supply me strength 
I know the struggle what build the muscle
Cherish every moment that I remember 
To dodge the puddles 
My clarity depends on every second 
I stand on ten toes 
Further I go more foes arise 
And more hoe goodbyes
More 3.5’s that I smoke in the ride 
Staring up at the sky 
Questioning life and purposes
You’ve heard it all before 
But can you tell me ‘bout what purpose is? 

Furthermore see me conduct myself inappropriate
In her eyes what she envisions is where I’m ‘sposed to get 
While in my rearview life’s floodin’ 
The barricades ain’t nothing
Somehow I’m still high rise living 
The only way to perfection is high five villains 
Cryptic know my intentions is for cyanide kill ‘em
Kicked it wit’ ‘em till the side eye 
Blemished 
All forms of communication my enemies 
Get the Dylan feeling 
Wassup!?

I’m on New Hampshire to Georgia Ave trying to make a buck
All this shit that I’ve written is what I’ve said and done
While niggas worried ‘bout they highlight reels
My high life fills the void 
But see, that might kill 
That might bill her heart 
Now she can’t sit still
All this might but frail to what 
I can’t deal
What should I do about me? 
Maybe blend in with the rest of the world 
And act as if the money got me

JOURNEY

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Journey (Prod. by ARVM Beats)

A Contribution to Black History Month
 
Heroes are important. They are not necessarily well-known and may not always be perfect but something about them, be it their courage or determination, their kindness or power to forgive, their tolerance or refusal to give up, touch our hearts and inspire us to keep on going. If they can do what they did, then surely, we can do the same. 
 
Join us to listen in on a conversation between Grace Lopez Charles and Samantha Fraser, about the heroes that they would like to celebrate.

Speakers: 
Grace is a retired teacher, lecturer and researcher in the field of Mathematics. For the past 16 years she has been based in Ghana, West Africa, where she coordinates the activities of the Brahma Kumaris there. She is one of three delegates representing the Brahma Kumaris at the United Nations Convention for Combating Desertification.  
 
Samantha has been a primary school teacher for nearly 30 years. Although she was born in London, Samantha spent 20 years working in different countries in Africa setting up value based programmes in schools. She also coordinated Brahma Kumaris centres in Botswana, Zimbabwe and Mozambique.Samantha is currently based at the Global Retreat centre and is the events coordinator.

Celebrating our Heroes - Grace Lopez Charles & Samantha Fraser - Thursday 2nd October 2025

If life throws you a curved ball can you take a risk and seize the moment without fear of failure or loss of control?  Letting go of rigid plans and embracing uncertainty can lead to unexpected and valuable results and it takes a big heart to make room for others with their unfamiliar habits and ideas whilst maintaining your own integrity.
 
Speaker: Natalie Steel
Natalie's varied career has included working in Banking, Television and Social Services.  Having lived in Essex for many years, where she discovered the Brahma Kumaris, Natalie now co-ordinates activities for the Brahma Kumaris in Loughborough and the Midlands.  Currently offering wellbeing sessions with the NHS and local University, her passion lies in sustaining people spiritually.  Natalie is an enthusiastic and accomplished teacher of the Raja Yoga meditation course.

Allowing Without Losing - Natalie Steel - 7th October 2025

Thought provoking downtempo electronica with a jazz soul groove and guitar feature

I learned at a young age that life is fragile and unpredictable as my mind slowly began to deteriorate culminating in psychotic episodes in my early 30's. It just seemed destined to happen, but all is not lost. There is a slight hope that I will get another chance at this thing called life although the statistics are not encouraging.

Session 203 - Neurogenesis 8 - Damaged Cell

Level

Wish Loopcloud had more tracks and a proper DAW built into it even if just a simple one. That would be sweet.

Session 206 - Neurogenesis 9

I am a schizophrenic and I use music as an outlet for my strange inner landscape. I mostly just play around with the limited 8 tracks in Loopcloud and post the repeating loops here. It gives me moments of peace from my mental illness and keeps the mind busy. It's like putting a puzzle together and I enjoy making music this way even though the samples don't always fit perfect together. This page is something like my diary as I find it hard to put into words what I have experienced. My music (if you can call it that) is uplifting, sad, mellow, melancholic, dreamy, chill, atmospheric, serious, playful, ambient, abstract, mysterious and sometimes dark.

music producer
Guitar player

inquiries/ commissions: jsyvret12@gmail.com

some songs will be available on all major platforms by April 10th 2021

The Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University (UK), a registered charity since 1975, opens its doors every day of the year to students from all walks of life, cultures and backgrounds to study Raja Yoga meditation. Students find that meditating in this way daily brings a lot of peace and positivity to their lives.

We also join together with many national and local organisations and diverse communities, helping to enhance the wellbeing of people in different spheres of society.

We work across the UK in more than 40 locations and are part of a network of organisations offering activities in over 110 countries. Our spiritual headquarters is in Mount Abu, in the Aravali mountain range, Rajasthan, India.

Brahma Kumaris, UK was established as a Registered Charity in 1975 and charges no fees for any of its activities, being funded by voluntary contributions.

Registered Charity No: England & Wales (269971) and Scotland (SC040512).

The Fantom Man’s music has been highlighted by critics for its atmospheric depth, inventive arrangements, and smooth yet unpredictable compositions. 

Reviews: 
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"Intrusion" featured on Will Farr's Eclectic Mix! http://www.willfarrmusic.com/

New tracks tagged #Reflect