lyrics:

life's so boring, it's raining, it's pouring
i know i could ignore it, i'm raging, i'm roaring
interrogation, how i feel, i'm not talking
i could be a great or i could sleep until the morning
call me kobe how i'm always going down
i'm numb to all the pain, been a while since i frowned
i could try and scream but you'll never hear a sound
i don't like this feeling, it's some shit i can't pronounce

as the day gets shorter, earlier i'm slaughtered
i'm surrounded by disorder
and you know i had to leave, even when i still adored her
wasted or sad, it's the latter or the former
if i get money then i spend it
they want me to live, but i really wanna end it
bless up, but this shit was not a blessing
i guess it's turning into shit that's like confessions
first off, i'm so bored
i'm being helped by this shit that i poured
it's gonna turn into a problem
i don't like problems, i don't wanna solve them
i'm always tired and i get no sleep
if mother knew about the shit i'm doing she would weep
it's my fifth time drunk in a week
i've got a beer in my hand right now while i speak

bored forever (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

kill me slowly, i'm tryna die faster
my soul's so lonely, my heart's your platter
kill me slowly, i'm done with this life shit
you say you know me but i don't like it

treading lightly, you say you loathe me
you say you like me, you just can't show me
i know you don't like when i do my worst
you're tryna help, it's getting worse
get a grip on my health, put that shit in reverse
i need your help, pick me up in a hearse
i'm back in my shell, guess i'm never gonna learn
you're gonna send me to hell, i know you really wish the worst
the way no one can tell that you put me on a curse
can you tell that she threw me in the deep end?
can you tell she got my heart but she can't keep it?
if you tell me that you love me then i'm sleeping
i got the codes for this shit like i'm cheating
can you tell i'm going up but i'm still bleeding?

[chorus]

no i don't like it, but i've been fighting
you think you can read my mind but you're not a psychic
don't know what she's tryna hide but i'm tryna find it
getting tired of the games, i'm so sick of lying
overthinking, overdoing, everything has gone south
now you wanna make up but i'm already gone now
you can try and keep up if you wanna find out
you can do it all wrong, baby this is your life now
kill me slowly, don't know why i'm holding on
life gets lonely, but i'm guessing that's the cost
you don't know me, really that's the truth
but you'll just call me psycho like you always do

platter ft. vvsaint (prod. blossom1)

lyrics:

we got along like a house on fire
but now i'm burning like a house on fire
devil sings like a motherfucking choir
call the fire brigade because my situation's dire
and my mental state is dire
i could think about the highs but i'm tryna go higher
someone chuck a clipper cus i'm running out of fire
throw me in the shitter, you can leave me there to die

you know i'm tryna die
i'd be living life if i really felt alive
i'd be living life if i cared enough to cry
i'm not living life, i'm just tryna get by
i'm just tryna buy a mansion, curses, sanctions
i don't pay attention, i've been flirting with distractions
you left me empty after all our interactions
i'm not admitting that i used you for my fucking satisfaction
one star, not satisfied
i could tell you why, but that information classified
cigs fill my mouth like a motherfucking pacifier
you know that i liked you, i hope you're feeling gratified
i'm rotting to the core
you know you can't restore me
scars on my body like it's papercut galore
i'm cold inside, curled up on the floor
i don't wanna be alive, rum, give me more
mum gave me life, she can have it back yuh
i wanna end it quick, throw myself under a tractor
life's such a bitch, told that woman suck a dick
they say my music is the nuts, i'm the nuts
get kicked, i never wanted kids

a house on fire (prod. maxchris)

lyrics:

when is my life gonna end, like can it get any worse?
swerving my car round the bend, i should've bought me a hearse
i should've never had a friend cus in the end it only hurts me
i should've learnt to play it dirty
it's 11:30, i'm pouring up the lager
all this shit i'm doing, swear i disappoint my father
throw me in the derby, i'm making enemies with karma
every time they left me on the curb so i surround myself with armour

i'm in the field like a farmer
if i was american i'd tell you i have trauma
can't deal with immaturity surrounding drama
they dragged it on for so long, i got trauma from that
i'm not hot-headed, i prefer a korma
but i don't feel happy when backed into corners
i don't have money to possibly launder
i got a clean record, i'm normal for that
am i normal? i'm not normal
i'm a weirdo, why you acting formal?
i attract attention, that's why i'm immortal
why i gotta live for so long on this planet?
i'ma jump through the portal
i'ma call up my friends, let's do anything unlawful
i'm waking up every day feeling awful
if i died, would you feel awful? like

derby (prod. ninewaters)

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we can stay hopeful ft. darza (prod. 8t33n)

lyrics:

i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
i'ma leave you in the past, yeah i had to cut it short
i'm controlled by your strings but at least i'm never bored
i feel exhausted, my feelings deported
i'm feeling haunted, i need your support
yeah i had to cut them off cus i'm not fucking with these whores
i don't care about your feelings or your cause

you wanna love me, are you sure?
i don't really fuck with you cus you got insecurities
i don't really fuck with those who lack in all maturity
i don't really fuck with those who stick with the majority
it's why i'm by my lonely
i don't really fuck with those who keep pretending that they know me
i'm in my pit, so cozy
i'm just tryna keep warm cus in my soul it's always snowing
could you keep me warm inside?
you can't do that for me, you're so disappointing
i'm tryna put up with your shit but you're just really annoying
it's your soul i'm destroying but i do it for fun
see me, better run
cus when it comes to wrecking shit yeah i am next to none
i'm so exhausted, i've only just begun
my world is distorted, but i don't think i'm done

haunted (prod. crocus)

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Liam Parkins & Luvstruck ft. MIMI – Ravers EP

The Ravers EP brings together three fresh forces in UK and Irish dance: producers Liam Parkins and Luvstruck, and Dublin vocalist MIMI. United by their love for late-90s club music, they deliver two standout tracks that blend nostalgia with today’s dance-floor energy.

“Remedy” leans into a deep, emotive groove with widescreen synths, while “Ravers” — featuring MIMI — bursts with euphoric hooks and modern club sheen. Supported by Mondo Disko, Upper90, NRG Trax, Berou and more, the release taps the new UK club wave: melodic, emotional, and built for peak-time.

Together, the trio channel the spirit of classic rave culture through a contemporary lens, marking a defining moment in their fast-rising careers.

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Luvstruck & Liam Parkins - Remedy

DIVISION IS COMING:  Take Your Pick - It's Your Divine Destiny
It's Your Divine Destiny Radio Show on KXXT1010AM Arizona Family Values Radio. Original Air Date: 12/04/25

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"Now then, what are you waiting for?
For the issue is at hand and I am giving you the solution.  Open your mouth and hold out  your hand for I have a winnowing fork on one side and a scalpel on the other.
Are you prepared to be tossed into the fire of Gehinom or are you willing to be divided?"

Matthew 10:34-36
Do not assume that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. / For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. / A man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’

Luke 12:51-52
Do you think that I have come to bring peace to the earth? No, I tell you, but division. From now on, five in one household will be divided, three against two and two against three. They will be divided, father against son and son against father, mother against daughter and daughter against mother, mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law.h”

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12-04-25 DIVISION IS COMING  Take Your Pick - It's Your Divine Destiny

Dans cet épisode on s’arrête dans un endroit où tout le monde passe mais où personne ne reste : l’hôtel.
Espace liminal, décor interchangeable, mais aussi lieu chargé d’histoires, l’hôtel est devenu un terrain de jeu privilégié pour la pop culture.
Du film au jeu vidéo, de l’enquête au huis clos, on explore comment ces bâtiments anonymes deviennent des mondes complets, parfois plus vivants que les personnages qui y circulent.

au programme :

 - Introduction & reco : pluribus, Poule piano igorrr, Mortis mutilati, witcher saison 4, steam machine, Dispatch

 - 39:04 - le mystère de Compiegne

 - 47:18 - présentation du thème 

 - 48:24 - pause heartbreak hôtel 

 - 48:56 - la chronique de Max : l’hôtel intérieur 

 - 1:17:39 - la chronique récréative de Beg 

 - 1:38:24 - Pumky 2 palaces 2 ambiances 

 - 2:12:00 - pause musicale igorrr

 - 2:12:31 - Choco : Hôtels et JV 

 - 2:31:19 - questions auditeurs 

#60 - Soirée à l'hotel et mystère de compiègne

“There and Back Again… But I Kept the One Ring” is a descent disguised as a pilgrimage — a sonic quest into the heart of Mordor, where the mission to destroy evil, slay monsters, and cast the Ring into the fire slowly warps into something far more perilous. What begins as righteous purpose becomes a painful crawl toward mental, physical, and spiritual ruin. That ancient warning — “Be careful not to become what you set out to destroy” — haunts every beat as the hero crosses the unseen line and drifts into the shadow he once vowed to fight.

Dark, relentless, and hypnotically heavy, this mix captures the moment a soul forgets the way home. Yet even in the blackened depths, a quiet glimmer breaks through — not a light of his own making, but one that speaks from beyond the veil. A whisper of scripture. A spark of truth. A call that does not condemn but gently draws him upward.

The journey back is slow. It is a process.
But even in Mordor, even among the ruins, redemption can still find you.

And yes — every orc in Middle Earth would absolutely get down to this set.

There & Back Again... But I Kept the One Ring

Bringing you words of wisdom straight from the heart of our Father.

I make music as a cure, or emotional healing journey for both the creator and listener.
Philippians 4:13, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me,"

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