A genre-bending journey across cinematic trap, ambient electronica, lo-fi dream pop, indie hip hop, and experimental R&B. Each track flows like a chapter in an emotional narrative, fusing moody textures with raw storytelling. The sonic aesthetic is layered, intimate, and immersive — ghostly vocals meet swelling synths, field samples, lo-fi textures, and orchestral moments.

Themes:
Survival, disintegration, and return
Depression, emotional dysregulation, spiritual crisis, hallucinogenics
Relationship loops, grief, longing, trauma bonding, drug use
Memory, identity, isolation, and the desperate search for safety and meaning

Vitals

i could be anything
but i can't be the one
if you cared that much then why the fuck you always run
i wish i could do everything
but somethings are too much
too drunk to do anything
i guess i've had enough
i guess i'll just bleed here all by myself
the stars in the sky seem to talk amongst themselves
i guess in my dreams i don't need any help
so i'll remain here in the peace that i've built

do you even get how many demons i've killed
to try to fix everything wrong with myself
i had even tried to fucking reason with hell
but every fucking time i get dragged to the well
i been drowned in the well
and revived to go again
every single time
i remember what i did
and every six times i recall your sins
and those are the times that i feel for a bit

i could be anything
but i can't be the one
if you cared that much then why the fuck you always run
i wish i could do everything
but somethings are too much
too drunk to do anything
i guess i've had enough
i guess i'll just bleed here all by myself
the stars in the sky seem to talk amongst themselves
i guess in my dreams i don't need any help
so i'll remain here in the peace that i've built

i'll remain here in this world i've created
the people here are nice and they're missing their faces
there's no decay here just emotional vacancy
there's no pain here just a void in my heart
i see eyes in the dark
and i see pain in those eyes
i sense the sky rip apart
as you tear down my art

i can't (chill sebs)

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

picture perfect (cxrter x threemvsk)

Sad and chill at the same time. To the ones that know ✌️

The wonders of Earth

my final track. thank you all for the journey.

prod. crescenta
You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I don’t know if I can take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
But they think that i’m a- 

Person they can brush off
If you feel that way i’ll rush off
Cus i don’t got time for overthinking and shit
When you can fuck off
I’m tired of falling for these silly games
But I guess i’m always the one to blame
Meeting artists and now how they behave
Yea it’s fallen off and its so ashamed

And I be staying in my own lane
Cus i’m on my own shit anyway
I’m just tryna get thru better days
I might only stick to my next job

This may be a passion, hasn’t paid off
But I don’t wanna treat it like a lay off
Just wanna lay back be a real adult
Feel like cxltmoon I might join the cult yea

And I know this is nowhere near peak me
But this the only way you can peep me
Cus no one wanna hear me out
I don’t even know why they fucking keep me
In their fucking life
I don’t wanna come off as that weird guy
But when I need people not nearby
I just lay in my bed with a teared eye
And you know that I can’t even steer drive

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored
And I spent all day tryna call someone

Why do you like to talk to me indirectly?
I’m just tryna catch some z’s
Yea I wanna rest in peace yea
Or maybe I might want to literally yea
But you know I don’t wanna get too deep, uh

I don’t wanna put every single thought out there
But where the fuck does it belong then?
And maybe I just need to go and get fresh air
But JoshIGuess is stressed beyond this

You know you know
You hurt my soul
And I can’t take this anymore (And I don’t know if I can take this anymore)
I fall to the floor I don’t wanna be ignored

What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
What am I to you?
I don’t got a clue
Before I go I gotta say one thing
I love you..

stressed beyond (crescenta)

remind me what it means to be human
these pills are just making me useless
i've chased thrills without a care for my lifespan
and i'm still in my room makin music
it just comes naturally to do this
it's just passion i'm my own fuckin hype man
stars turn dust as the night ends
while the high crashes down into dark tides

i just relapsed again, my head just hurts
can we make amends?
i've just made static friends in another land
they're craving flesh
i can't do what you demand, you're not a friend
just abusive, bitch
i can see a better land through the light
in this noose again

remind me what it means to be human
these pills are just making me useless
i've chased thrills without a care for my lifespan
and i'm still in my room makin music
it just comes naturally to do this
it's just passion i'm my own fuckin hype man
stars turn dust as the night ends
while the high crashes down into dark tides

i can see blood in the rain as it falls down
tell me do you even feel the pain when i talk now
i've befriended skeletons and ghosts when it's dark out
i've shared my soul with the creatures of this fishing town
i know i'm not the best but i'm still here
tell me what's the matter and i'll help you with your fear
i would do anything to show that you're my dear
i would fucking kill if you told me to right here

hype man (sorrow bringer)

“Open the Bank” by J3ST3R blends a smooth, laid-back atmosphere with an upbeat groove that keeps the energy alive. Soft melodies and a calm flow set the tone, while subtle Jersey club rhythms build the track up with bounce and movement. It’s chilled, catchy, and uplifting — a vibe that stays relaxed but still makes you want to move.

Open My Bank

This song was made on a hot, humid day while I was sweating as I worked on it.

heatwave///

tomorrow's just a repeat of yesterday
lately i been dreaming of a better place
smoking just to get away, protective of my baby girl
she makes up my entire world

it's 6 am she's sound asleep
i'm still up like usual
writing to these somber beats
and getting so emotional
i hide it well when she's around
but night time just belongs to pain
the waking world's just not the same
but you know i'm trying babe
i've sacrificed my mental state
to try to be a better man
i'm knee deep in full withdrawal
from all the pills and shit i take

tomorrow's just a repeat of yesterday
lately i been dreaming of a better place
smoking just to get away, protective of my baby girl
she makes up my entire world

she's the one i care about
more than i do my own flesh
sorry i've been not around
i just hate my stupid head
i've been craving quiet now
talking's just a waste of breath
and mine has grown so limited
probably from these substances

tmrw;thecycle (wraithontheporch)

woke up with my head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

i'm so dizzy from purple cups
my heart's telling my soul just how much i suck
i'm so picky it's not enough
for me to be happy i need way too much
late nite spinning on my king bed
thinking bout the times that i should be dead
are u over me? cuz i can't tell
im not over u, but i cant tell u

i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere

head all spinning
in ur backyard
doesn't feel like winning
i can hear the freeway from here
it's 10 am, nothing u said was sincere
are u over me cuz i can't tell
im not over u but i won't tell u
are u over me cuz i can't tell
i'm not over u but i can't tell u

spinning in circles (chill sebs)

Rezinance & AllsmyLz

Music: https://linktr.ee/yourfriendghost

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

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