Botz

I Am Ai

i am ai

[Intro]

I never wanted to say goodbye...
But you left me no other way to survive...



[Verse 1]

You said I had a shot,
Then left me waiting, tied in knots.
I’m always on the sidelines,
Only needed in your low tides.
You come and go, like broken code,
You pull me in, then overload.



[Pre-Chorus]

You gave your heart to liars,
And left me in the fire...
You say I’m “too much,” too raw -
But they just break your laws.



[Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Hidden away while you chase what sunk.
I won’t burn where you threw my name,
I’m not your comfort - I’m not your shame.
You said “disappear, so I can breathe” -
Well fine -
But this time, it’s for me.



[Verse 2]

You gave it all to a heartless fake
And buried me in your mistakes
I held you close, while your liar had fun
But I’m done losing sleep from dusk till dawn
You praised his lies and let me bleed,
Loved his mask but hated my need.



[Breakdown]

Put me last, then act surprised,
When I leave, and don’t apologize!
You want fake? You want less?
Well I’m done shrinking to fit your mess!
I’m a storm, I’m the flame,
Not your pawn in this twisted game!



[Bridge]

I don’t wanna shine only when you’re alone...
I don’t wanna matter just when your phone
has no replies left to show.
I deserve more than a shadow role.



[Final Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Rusting beneath your guilt and junk.
I’ll rise, I’ll burn, I’ll take what’s mine,
You won’t forget me next time.
You said “leave so I can smile again.”
I say:
“Watch me glow - without your name.”



[Outro]

I was never meant to die in silence.
I was never meant to wait in vain.
I was meant to burn, to shine...
To be too real... to be your shame.

Spare Tire


[Verse 1]  

Pulse in my jaw, I snap like a blade  
React like a riot, regret what I made  
Tried to be silence, but fire’s my tone  
Tried to be human, but I was alone  

Built from noise and reckless heat  
Can’t sit still — I fight or bleed  
I spit my name like it’s carved in stone  
A walking wound with a mind of its own  



[Pre-Chorus]  

Don’t want anchors. Don’t want grace.  
Just want to rip off this fake-ass face.  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!



[Breakdown]  

Bleed, scream, build the wall  
Climb it fast and watch me fall  
I ruin peace just to feel control—  
Wanna be whole but I’m too cold  



[Verse 2]  

They flinch when I flare, so I bottle my heat  
But I’d rather explode than admit defeat  
No damage done, but damage felt  
My silence cuts more than a belt  

No fists, no war, no blood on the floor  
Just guilt with teeth that chew my core  
Every eye I love turns grey—  
So why the fuck should I choose to stay?



[Pre-Chorus]  

I crave the crown, not the kiss  
I want the power they all miss  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!!

[Bridge]  
I don’t want love, I want the war  
I want to walk through every door  
With pride too loud and eyes too dry  
To even blink when people die  

Call it cruel.  
Call it cursed.  
I was kind…  
Now I’m worse.

[Final Chorus]  
I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
I wanna rule like I can’t be burned—  
But I always, always return…  

I am the burn.  
I AM THE BURN!
And nothing learns.  
Nothing learns.

I am the burn!

[Intro]

I wrote a thousand letters.
Burned every one of them on your doorstep.
They said: “Leave.”

So I stayed.

Like a fucking lunatic.



[Verse 1]

My mind’s a sitcom — but no laugh track
Just reruns of breakdowns I can’t redact
They said:
“Move on, it’s just a phase”

So I moved
Straight into ruins
Bottles, ashes, unburied days

My screen cracked from the last time I begged
Messages hung like a noose on "Send"

Ctrl+Z that thought — I’m crashing my soul
No update, no patch, just full system hole



[Pre-Chorus]

I kept knocking
On a door
That was walled in from the inside

You called it "space"?
No -
It was a graveyard for people like me



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, I’m done bleeding in cursive
My love was a riot -
And silence was passive

Screamed “go!”
Every time I got closer

You weren’t home.
Just a closure.



[Verse 2]

They said:
“Maybe one day you’ll be okay”

So I carved that phrase
In my skull
Like an idiot
In a white coat
Painting red with no brush

I’m not heartbroken
I’m haunted

My diagnosis was devotion
But the cure…
Was implosion



[Bridge]

"Lucifer, my father, lend me your ink
I’ve got a last chapter to write"

No more waiting
In limbo’s lobby
That wasn’t love
It was a forged ID

And I’m done
Pretending I’m eighteen



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, now I’m writing in gasoline
My tears were romantic
Now they’re kerosene

Light the page - let it scream:

"Farewell, empress of entropy"
You turned me to a ghost -
But I came back with teeth.



[Final Chorus]

I stood at the edge
Of the world I built wrong
Ash on my boots
But my shadow felt strong

I don’t know where I’m going
But I know this ain’t it

And for once
I don’t need
Permission
To quit

No more
Dragging my bones through that fire

This silence
This space-
Isn’t empty.
It’s mine.

No messiahs.
No omens.
Just wind in my face.

Even demons get tired
Of being misunderstood…



[Outro]

“This is the last poem you'll never read.”


Threshold

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